I'd like to get lost in a girl some time. BUT. My finances are taking back to back hits. Dental bills, Car repair, Rent. This month alone will clean out my ENTIRE bank account. I can see why America is designed the way it is. Because it's meant TRY to break your spirit. If your spirit breaks before ...

Talmbout some life stuff and this John Zherka guy.

bonzo34 wrote: ↑

Wed Jun 07, 2023 9:32 pm

Damn dude. Welcome back to the forums though.

Are you in Austin or San Marcos now?

Yep, still out here in San Marcos! Wassup?

Life Update: At this point, all I do is work and work out. Like I'm training to eventually get back on the dating scene. Since my last post, I've gotten 1 out 3 root canals I need. That shit's NOT CHEAP. Over $4500 when all said and done. ON top of my 4000+ in credit card debt. My finances are COOKE...

https://youtu.be/cruc3bbhWrI Life update: I ended up getting a job after all. :? I'm a dishwasher now. Rather, I wash dishes for money. While working on comics on the side. Beats the hell out of working warehouse. This whole situation has pushed me to jumpstart my art business this year, so I could ...

Update: Merry Christmas, y'all! Me: Realizing that my view of women is skewed to the point that it's hard to have a decent conversation with a nice looking girl at my church without thinking about wanting to have sex or some type of relationship with her. Also me: New year's resolution to get a bad ...

Quick update: Been spending my days drawing and setting up my website. I will continue to draw and create chapters of my comics and content for social media so I can gather a massive email list to sell books by the end of next year. Right now, I'll probably find part time work to make ends meet, but...

Quick Update: $1.72 in my Bank of America account. I've exhausted pretty much all other safety nets and I have no money coming in yet. I have a wedding to attend in January and I still haven't bought the ticket or tailored my suit. I went on that date yesterday and spent $10, then used the rest for ...

Quick Update: Down to the last $27 I have to my name. I'm already in the hole for school loans and credit card debt. I just learned my hard disk holding important files, videos, and -let's face it- good-ass pr0n, is unrecoverable. I lightly dropped it a month ago, and apparently that was enough for ...

Quick update: Feeling much better. Celebrating thanksgiving with the folks. But after that, I'm going back home to work. I've put myself in a no choice situation to make my comic business work for real this time. Sink or swim. But the choice for me has always been swim or swim better. I've found tha...

Quick update: I WILL NOT WORK ANOTHER 9-5 JOB. I just remembered. I'm extremely creative. So are YOU. I will become one of the best storytellers of my generation. I thought that was a dream far off in the distance after I conquered this approach anxiety and banged tons of girls, but the same impulse...

Quick update: Wow. I just realized that talking to girls is legit the thing I'm MOST afraid of. I got over the fear of moving out. I got over the fear of riding my motorcycle. I got over my fear of running out of money. I got over my fear of stepping into a boxing ring. I've even gone on dates and h...

https://youtu.be/3QuUSRWMxKk My most recent attempt at day 34 was a flop. I felt like I could bust this one out in 10 minutes. I HAVE THAT ABILITY. I can see it RIGHT THERE. But for some reason, I COULDN'T and I don't know why. I walked around Target for a few minutes, went to the book section where...

https://youtu.be/DQppfcuoDag Went on a second date with this girl on Saturday. She was 1 1/2 hours late. When I called her on it, she gave some lame excuse. Not only that, but she was slathered with makeup. Really caked on. As soon as she pulled up, I wanted to leave. I didn't feel like talking to h...

Quick update: I haven't attempted day 34 yet, but I'm getting to it! I've completed my first week and a half of boxing training, but I have much more to go before I stand any chance against other amateurs. I've also gone out on my first date in a month. It went well! All my dates go well. It's setti...