Ayahuasca and Bufo Retreats for Mental Health and Self-Actualization.


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Wed Dec 15, 2021 2:45 pm

I attended Ayahuasca for the first time in my life in late 2019.

Then attended Bufo for the first time a month or two later.

To clarify, I believe Ayahuasca and Bufo are both legal, I know Ayahuasca is for sure.

For those who don't know, there's a substance called DMT that people use recreationally. But can be used for self-improvement.
DMT comes in 3 versions / formulations.
1. Liquid. (Ayahuasca, legal only at selective places)
2. Smoked. (this word is easier than typing the actual scientific nomenclature)
3. Regular solid DMT you smoke. This one is illegal everywhere.

Ayahuasca is the liquid version of DMT and lasts 3 to 9 hours.

Bufo is a toad venom you smoke and lasts about 20 minutes.

Both are intense experiences, but cathartic as hell.

I'm signed up to attend Ayahuasca again in February.

Hope this isn't against the rules Andy. Just noting experiences and some background info.
The third (unlisted) formulation of DMT I am sure is illegal everywhere.

Ayahuasca was like 6-12 months of intensive therapy.
- Everyone's experience on Ayahuasca is different, I can't explain this scientifically, even though I studied this in school. Some of my friends felt pure ecstasy and euphoria the whole time.
- I personally was abused and traumatized very badly as a child, so I believe that changed what I experienced, as it brings up what you most need to work on, I experienced pure fear, literally, for the entire duration it was active in my system. Never experienced a scarier thing, and I've been held at gun point.
Bufo was 20 minutes and felt like clearing deep ass residual trauma.
- It felt like my consciousness was fading and dissolved into the universe and all boundaries between self and "not self" vanished.

Peyote is legal in one place in the USA as far as I know, in Arizona, will do that sometime next summer.

I don't use any substances or drugs for "fun" or "recreation", it's all for improving my mental health or self-improvement.

Starting Ketamine clinic treatment in 3-5 months as well. There's a few clinics nearby that do this. It's very expensive but I've tried about everything already.

If anyone's interested I can provide the info or give info on how you can find your own retreats. I'm not posting it now because that's advertising, and don't want to risk breaking forum rules.

If you'd like to do Peyote, Ayahuasca, or Bufo with me, reply here or shoot a PM. All 3 are legal (if you do them at a licensed retreat). I would NEVER recommend you do them alone or without professional supervision. I doubt you can get a hold of these anyways, but if you can, DO NOT TRY TO DO IT WITHOUT PROFESSIONAL SUPERVISION.

Everything I'm listing that I've done or will do is legal.
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Wed Dec 15, 2021 4:23 pm

I read so much stories about people that had tremendous help from this but I personally have been disappointed by ayahuasca. Didn't really do anything for me.

What permanent changes did you notice in your comportement afterward ? (passed the week of "honeymoon phase" of the drug)
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Wed Dec 15, 2021 4:33 pm

No permanent changes, Ayahuasca isn't supposed to cause permanent changes until you've done it, I believe it was 6 times I was told by multiple unrelated people.

When / where did you do it and what did you notice? Maybe you should've drank more. I tried to drink the maximum each session, that they would allow me to consume.

I plan on doing it once or twice a year until I notice permanent changes, which several experienced friends have noted is what is approximately required.

One note: Several people recommended not doing it in the USA. But I don't know if I want to or can afford to do it elsewhere like Ecuador or Peru, but that may be my next stop.

There's 2 places in North America where Ayahuasca is legal, I think.





The changes I did notice though, were right after wards:

1. I knew exactly what I needed to do and how to do it.

2. Realized all the lies I was telling myself.

3. Felt a deep catharsis after wards, like I was deeply healed.

4. It was my first ever usage of a hallucinogen of any type, I felt more Courageous and proud, since I experienced literal pure fear the entire duration I was on it.

5. Made deep personal commitments and promises to myself and others (not verbally to them).

6, Saw past a lot of facades I put up, like the tough guy act or the "player act" persona I have in my mind that I use to guard my ego.

7. Realized what actions of mine are for compensating or attention / validation-seeking.

8. Realized most of my life and almost everything I did at the time was for the approval or validation of others. I turned off ALL my social medias since that realization.





Maybe try Bufo? That's like 100x stronger than Ayahuasca, its a stronger chemical constituent of DMT.

I'm doing Ayahuasca again in the USA in February.

Peyote ideally March or April.

Ketamine ideally March or April.

Bufo again but don't know when. I keep in contact with the group / organization that I did bufo with last time.

Will be looking into Ayahuasca retreats outside of the USA. Perhaps Shamans directly from the country of origin of Ayahuasca will help more, who knows.





Completely random note: You look like one of my best friends since middle school lol. Like I think you guys could play twins.
The 10,000 Hour Rule.

Fears, just like our Limitations, are only imaginary.

I cannot fail, I can only Learn and Grow.

"You’re on the verge of having a life that most people can’t even begin to imagine." - Eddie Morra, Limitless

"You ready to be someone who matters?" - Eddie Morra, Limitless

"Clear The Mechanism." - Maxwell Maltz M.D., Psycho-Cybernetics

My Progress Logs: Becoming Limitless
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