Radically altering facial aesthetics with drugs and diet


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Dustin
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Sun Mar 21, 2021 6:41 am

So this may sound like a strange question but this is something I am working on right now.

It will sound bizarre but any user can PM if they want for proof videos of this from me.

Basically with a very special diet and especially also certain stimulants, I am pretty good looking. However when I am not doing this, I look like total shit.

This is not an exaggeration. It's literally like two different people in the same body.

The diet is extremely hard to do and maintain though and requires extreme discipline so haven't been doing it lately. Might pick it up again soon though. And the stimulants also cause extreme dysphoria and anxiety, I look amazing when I am on them though. It's really not practical at all.

I am hoping that changing my physical fitness will help alot too. I'm actually already pretty lean, but could definitely gain alot more muscle and lower bodyfat even more.

I still can't figure out just how it works exactly. But there is like this strange zone where my face just looks different. I don't know if this even applies to anyone else, maybe it something that is unique to me.

If I can't pull it off then I will just accept being ugly. And I actually think I can still achieve my goals being not good looking. But it's definitely going to be even 10x harder. Cause definitely right now, except when I am in that perfect zone where I look amazing temporarily, I just feel so unattractive and ugly and that no girl, especially really hot ones which I am now trying to get, would ever want to fuck my ugly ass basically.

It really hurts my confidence and my entitlement. I feel like there is just no way they could ever even like me, no matter how great I am in every other respect, simply because I'm just too fucking ugly.

It's a super depressing feeling. I still think that I will fix it, cause there is alot more to experiment with and try, but if I couldn't find a way, then it's like something you can't change and it drives me crazy.

I feel like I actually do have so much to offer, but it's like I am just stuck in this repulsive body and it invalidates all of it.

I have learned that even though looks do matter, I do think you can actually pull it off without it, but I am not ready just yet to let go of trying to be attractive still and just accept going all out at doing this as a physically unattractive guy.

I may have to make that leap in the future though depending on how things turn out.

It's like a extreme form of body dysmorphia or something.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Body_dysmorphic_disorder

Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
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Sun Mar 21, 2021 10:21 am

bro if youre doing stims your perception of yourself is going to change. your face is going to look the same. Trust me on this one, I'm talking to you out of experience. Stim are notorious for fucking with your head. You may think you're clear headed, just "up," but not actually intoxicated, but thats not the case.
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Sun Mar 21, 2021 11:22 pm

l0vebone wrote:
Sun Mar 21, 2021 10:21 am
bro if youre doing stims your perception of yourself is going to change. your face is going to look the same. Trust me on this one, I'm talking to you out of experience. Stim are notorious for fucking with your head. You may think you're clear headed, just "up," but not actually intoxicated, but thats not the case.
Thanks for replying. I don't agree with you on this, I really am being serious that it totally changes the way my face looks. I know it sounds strange, but I have even taken videos of myself to prove it.

I don't mean like a minor amount either. Like I look like literally two different people. It's extremely drastic difference.

I could understand you taking this as I am just crazy or delusional or something though.

I do totally agree about the part with stims fucking with your head. Which is the problem actually. I am actually super sensitive to them, even to caffeine much less stronger stuff.

It's something I don't do very often for exactly that reason. The mental effects can even be literally excruciating. It's a terrible experience. However, it's the only time I've actually looked in the mirror and was completely happy with my appearance.

I'm going to try to do it other ways, but I've never experienced anything before like the radical difference that stims will make for me. And I know it's not just my muscle or my bodyfat, cause with stims I look really good already now, at the current muscle / fat level I'm at.

I don't know how much getting really jacked would change it, but that's about all that's left that I could think of to do honestly. Which I'm also going to try.
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