IceMan wrote: ↑
Sun Jan 15, 2023 9:25 pm
Loved it so far! I still have a tiny bit to listen to but i had a blast listening to it while doing some cleaning.
Thanks for the mention! Great answer too! I sometimes get too stuck in the spiritual side. But it still takes alot of work to stick to the things you learn through the trips.
Incredible story about you traveling by train and go out and about @KillYourInnerLoser.
I've only once tried to go outside on LSD. I think it was about 200Ug. At the time it felt like a fantastic idea. I live near a beautiful forest with some nice graslands too. So i decided that when i felt that trip was starting to go there and just see what happends.
There was only 1 road i had to cross near my home and when i wanted to cross it. Someone used his/her car horn to greet someone. But the sound was just so intense i really freaked out for a moment and i made way fast towards the forest. I thought that i was already peaking on the trip. What i didn't know is that i vastly underestimated the intensity. I wasn't peaking at all. This was just the start.
When i finally was at the grasslands and at the border of the forest. I was absolutely tripping balls. Nature looked beautiful, but i wasn't able to get into the right vibe for some reason. Something i normally was quite good at. At some point i was like. I think its better if i walk home. Its too much.
To make matters worse, i kept having the sensation that i was about to pass out. Which makes me pretty panicky. Because i could see other people walking up the same road as me from the opposite direction. I was like nope nope nope. What if the ambulance comes?! What do i have to tell them?? what if this hits the news??
Luckily i got back at the grasslands again and decided that i wanted to sit for a moment at a random spot.
This didn't help either because i became super paranoid. I thought things like. Its REALLY suspicious that i sit exactly at this spot.. People will probably know i'm tripping balls. In the distance i saw a man walking his dog and it looked like he would walk right at me ( i doubt it looking back lol) so i got up again and walked slowly yet pretty panicky back at home..
I'm recalling what happened in between that good. But i finally got back home. WHAT A INTENSE SHIT WAS THAT... This definitely was a difficult trip. I thought it would be over in half an hour... But nope.. Only 1 hour had passed... I did all that in 1 hour. It felt easily as 4/5 hours.
But at home the trip went pretty well actually. and i ended up having a great time.
So i heavily respect people who are able to just vibe outside. I had quite a cool experience at psy-fi where everyone was tripping on psychedelics and psytrance, but apart from that i learned its best for me to stay inside. I have my best trips just at home in my room discovering my inner being.
Pretty cool that Ketan mentioned Leo from Actualized.org.
I know he can come off as quite arrogant and has a couple of really wild spiritual (pretty interesting though) idea's. but if you view through that he has quite a substantial amount of high quality material (His psychedelic videos, But also his Spiral Dynamics series. That model has been an absolute gamechanger for me personally).