TimmyTurner - AA Log

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TimmyTurner
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Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Tue Jun 23, 2020 5:54 pm

Thought it would be easier to split out my general log (where it's basically a dumping ground of all my thoughts/feelings etc.) from my current number 1 goal log (creating a new log as each goal is completed).

My current goal is to fucking finally complete the AA program & I can't have another "number 1" goal (as in to say, my main priority) until that's completed (hope that makes sense/doesn't put unnecessary pressure on me).

I plan to post in here daily (even if it's just to say I haven't done anything) whereas in my other log I post as & when I feel like it.

Anyways, yesterday (22/06/2020) was Day 1. Listened to the audio & walked around for about 45 mins to an hour. I've noticed I'm starting to struggle to hold eye-contact when walking past people which had improved in the past. I'm fine with shop attendants so I'm not 100% sure as to the reasoning.

I'm about to listen to Day 2 and I've already been outside for about 45 mins today. Moving on to day 3 (online dating) tomorrow.
Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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TimmyTurner
Posts: 11 | Thanks: 13
Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Wed Jun 24, 2020 12:37 pm

Day 3 started. I've listened to the audio from GLL. After work, I'll dive into Andys tinder guide and recreate my profiles. Stepping out now for a 30 min walk.

Edit 1: I've read stage 1 of the tinder guide (will write a couple of notes below). I still have a lot of work to do in relation to what was said in stage 1 but I'm moving on to stage 2 & 3 just to fulfil the message some girls part of day 3. I've either posted or linked all photos I have of myself on my phone in here so any feedback is much appreciated.

Stage 1 notes:

Lose Fat/Gain Muscle - Feel like I've overestimated the number of calories I need to actually put on weight so maybe that's why I'm feeling like I'm getting fat. It was near 3000 calories a day. MyFitnessPal estimates about 2690 so we'll see how that goes for about 2 weeks and reevaluate.

Fashion Style - I'm very much into street style but only really ever wear what would be considered fashionable when I'm going out with friends. Day-to-day I usually just wear comfy clothes like a Nike tracksuit (don't judge me, I'm from London). This week I've tried to start wearing better clothes when I go out. Here's some pics just to show the outfit.
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Instagram Inspiration - Don't even use my Instagram lol. Going to start looking for some fashion inspiration as well as just using it more in general. I always hear about people sliding in DMs but I thought they were all just capping.

Accessories - I've got earrings (need more), a few necklaces, one rotary watch (bought it a while but rarely wear), two bracelets & a couple of rings.
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Hair/Facial Hair - I've posted an upper-body pic in my general log (link) where you can see my current facial hair without me brushing/combing it. Definitely isn't a full beard & I don't shave at all so I'm contemplating whether I should go clean-shaven. Right now I have my dreadlocks out and down. I can tie it up in different styles but usually, I have it braided akin to this (c-19 shut down my hairdressers).

Teeth Whitening - Got some whitening strips at home but haven't used them in a while. Not sure as to the efficacy but I can't really tell as my teeth are badly stained after years of coffee/tea and poor oral hygiene. I've also been wearing some aligners to try and straighten my teeth a bit more as the front two were misaligned after years of sucking my thumb as a kid.

Tattoos & Piercings - Currently have two piercing on both ears (so 4 in total) need to go out and buy some new earring though as I usually just use the same 4 day-in-day-out. I currently have 5 tattoos, all on my forearms but cause I'm blessed with dark chocolate skin there not that visible.
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Photos - In the next post I have all the photos I have of myself on my phone. I never take/actively avoid taking photos but as of this week, I've started taking one photo a day initially starting with a picture in front of the mirror or without posing or anything just to get comfortable being in front of a camera. Next steps once I feel a little more comfortable will be to start posing.

I've also saved the self-improvement picture to my desktop and my phone so I can refer back to it often.
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Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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TimmyTurner
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Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Wed Jun 24, 2020 10:36 pm

@KillYourInnerLoser I don’t know how to rotate pics but ya’ll can use your imaginations. Also, I get a picture comment underneath (don’t know if that’s because they’re attachments).

Here’s all the pics I can find currently on my phone:
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Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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TimmyTurner
Posts: 11 | Thanks: 13
Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Thu Jun 25, 2020 10:03 pm

Haven't moved on to day 4 yet as I hadn't completed day 3 (was too tired to read part 2 of the guide day).

I've read it now, created my profiles on Tinder, Hinger, Bumble, OkCupid & Happn.

Onto day 4 tomorrow.

Oh & outfit of the day:
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Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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Name: Andy
Goal: Writing full-time.
Age: 33
Motto: "You sure as hell can too."
Location: Australia
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Thu Jun 25, 2020 10:51 pm

You have good style.
Andy / Australia
My Transformation

140+ lays / 14 threesomes / 1 foursome (MFFF)
Goals 2020: Pay all bills from coaching. Finish 3some & BDSM guides.
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TimmyTurner
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Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Mon Jun 29, 2020 10:32 pm

Currently still on day 4. I’ve been making a ton of excuses while outside (e.g. no-one is going to stop and talk with all the social distancing, she looks busy, she’s got a resting bitch face etc.). Defo not giving up but need to put more effort into fighting against the excuses.
Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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KillYourInnerLoser
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Joined: Fri May 29, 2020 7:03 am
Name: Andy
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Motto: "You sure as hell can too."
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Mon Jun 29, 2020 10:49 pm

Every day you're out there, even if you pussy out on a bunch of girls, is still a step forward. Just keep going outside and trying to hit on girls, and you eventually will. You only fail if you stay at home.
Andy / Australia
My Transformation

140+ lays / 14 threesomes / 1 foursome (MFFF)
Goals 2020: Pay all bills from coaching. Finish 3some & BDSM guides.
PM me for 1-on-1 coaching
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Goal: Fuck bitches. Get money
Age: 26

Tue Jun 30, 2020 8:20 pm

@KillYourInnerLoser I can't see the pictures that people have uploaded. Is this by design?

Seeing the following message : "You do not have the required permissions to view the files attached to this post."
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KillYourInnerLoser
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Tue Jun 30, 2020 10:59 pm

boblikestacos666 wrote:
Tue Jun 30, 2020 8:20 pm
@KillYourInnerLoser I can't see the pictures that people have uploaded. Is this by design?
Should be fixed now.
Andy / Australia
My Transformation

140+ lays / 14 threesomes / 1 foursome (MFFF)
Goals 2020: Pay all bills from coaching. Finish 3some & BDSM guides.
PM me for 1-on-1 coaching
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TimmyTurner
Posts: 11 | Thanks: 13
Joined: Mon Jun 15, 2020 6:01 pm
Name: Timmy
Goal: AA Program
Age: 27
Motto: Real Hasta La Muerte
Location: London

Thu Jul 02, 2020 9:31 pm

Day 4 - 3 women asked for the time in 30 minutes before the heavens opened and I had to go home (it was forecasted to only be light and only 20% chance lol). I listened to Andy's (KYIL) old day 2 video on GLL about giving yourself permission to interrupt and stop making excuses as to why you can't do it which helped. Looking to finish up and move on tomorrow.
Current #1 Goal - Complete up to & including day 47 of AA Program (2/47)

Current #2 Goal - Get CBT licence
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