Rottweilers' Log
- Lonely_Rottweiler
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- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
Today I was a little flattered that my classmates were asking about my diet. It was such a new thing for me.
I have made many changes to my life lately, and I'm having a hard time keeping up with all of them. But it sure beats jacking off for hours or modding Skyrim until it breaks.
Today I was a little flattered that my classmates were asking about my diet. It was such a new thing for me.
I have made many changes to my life lately, and I'm having a hard time keeping up with all of them. But it sure beats jacking off for hours or modding Skyrim until it breaks.
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- MakingAComeback
- Posts: 4238 | Thanks: 4941
- Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
- Goal: 3k Per Month Post Tax
- Age: 32
- Motto: POSITIVE SELF TALK
Letter from a doc, letter from a therapist?Lonely_Rottweiler wrote: ↑Mon Jun 06, 2022 12:57 pmBrothers
Today, I met with my Dean and my classmates, who are also struggling, and we need to submit another letter with more valid excuses. I had mental breakdowns and suicidal thoughts. I don't know how to tell the school because "I don't have the proper documents." I don't know what else I can show them.
I just made another artwork to keep my mind off the mess, I made my first animation, and I was happy while making the animation.
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Hopefully, there's something good at the end of the tunnel. Maybe even look back with humor on all of this.
They can't argue with those, and you can definitely get said letters.
MAC
-Your friend, Ravi
Consistent Performance Coach, Admin of WinnerWithin, and Seeker of Human Potential
My FB Group for Consistent Performance & Goal Achievement
https://www.facebook.com/groups/ironwilltribe
Consistent Performance Coach, Admin of WinnerWithin, and Seeker of Human Potential
My FB Group for Consistent Performance & Goal Achievement
https://www.facebook.com/groups/ironwilltribe
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
I already sent the letter though and well today was supposed to be the last day for the graduating list and they have no reply yet. So, I'll be going through my options. Maybe I'll even transfer to another school to just graduate next sem.MakingAComeback wrote: ↑Thu Jun 09, 2022 3:56 pmLetter from a doc, letter from a therapist?
They can't argue with those, and you can definitely get said letters.
MAC
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
I found a job while waiting if I would graduate or not. I'm working on a renovation site, so I get extra exercise. I am just trying everything not to have an idle mind. Like what @SIGMA_1234 told me, "an empty mind is the devil's workshop." Also, I'm going back to therapy regularly on Monday. Without working thesis anymore and our school is dangling us on a string, I feel more aimless rather than relieved that I don't have to sit on my computer the whole day trying to fix my manuscript. But if I go through my options again, it would look like this:
A) If I have to reenroll my thesis, I'll transfer to another school, where I can have a group to work with rather than trying to finish it all on my own in the same school.
B) Create a living out of art commissions while waiting for next year when I can enroll in my thesis, earn money and pay someone to do my thesis for me. Not ideal, but it would be a nice option.
C) If they let me graduate, I'll have to find a busy architect as my mentor so that I can travel from place to place and learn as much from the on-the-job training. While also reviewing for our boards.
And what if our Department head was right that my designs are only good for video games? Then I'll have to design the best video game environments that any triple-A game has seen. I don't like to be a bitch about it, but I have to take it on the chin to grow. I'm not special or perfect. I fucked up more things than I have fixed. I should be afraid of trying new things or asking questions that everybody knows the answer to, But I'll try anyway
I found a job while waiting if I would graduate or not. I'm working on a renovation site, so I get extra exercise. I am just trying everything not to have an idle mind. Like what @SIGMA_1234 told me, "an empty mind is the devil's workshop." Also, I'm going back to therapy regularly on Monday. Without working thesis anymore and our school is dangling us on a string, I feel more aimless rather than relieved that I don't have to sit on my computer the whole day trying to fix my manuscript. But if I go through my options again, it would look like this:
A) If I have to reenroll my thesis, I'll transfer to another school, where I can have a group to work with rather than trying to finish it all on my own in the same school.
B) Create a living out of art commissions while waiting for next year when I can enroll in my thesis, earn money and pay someone to do my thesis for me. Not ideal, but it would be a nice option.
C) If they let me graduate, I'll have to find a busy architect as my mentor so that I can travel from place to place and learn as much from the on-the-job training. While also reviewing for our boards.
And what if our Department head was right that my designs are only good for video games? Then I'll have to design the best video game environments that any triple-A game has seen. I don't like to be a bitch about it, but I have to take it on the chin to grow. I'm not special or perfect. I fucked up more things than I have fixed. I should be afraid of trying new things or asking questions that everybody knows the answer to, But I'll try anyway
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
Today I approached three women while jogging. It was probably too early since I didn't see many people.
And I had all the time I needed to "evolve" my artworks. My goal was to make them realistic. I ended up making it look like a GTA vice city aesthetic.
Today I approached three women while jogging. It was probably too early since I didn't see many people.
And I had all the time I needed to "evolve" my artworks. My goal was to make them realistic. I ended up making it look like a GTA vice city aesthetic.
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- MakingAComeback
- Posts: 4238 | Thanks: 4941
- Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
- Goal: 3k Per Month Post Tax
- Age: 32
- Motto: POSITIVE SELF TALK
HE'S WORKING!
Proud of you baby
Keep going
MAC
Proud of you baby
Keep going
MAC
-Your friend, Ravi
Consistent Performance Coach, Admin of WinnerWithin, and Seeker of Human Potential
My FB Group for Consistent Performance & Goal Achievement
https://www.facebook.com/groups/ironwilltribe
Consistent Performance Coach, Admin of WinnerWithin, and Seeker of Human Potential
My FB Group for Consistent Performance & Goal Achievement
https://www.facebook.com/groups/ironwilltribe
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Thank you @MakingAComeback ! it took me the whole day to follow a thirty-minute video
I would also like to update I'm currently talking to a girl on FB, I shot my shot, and now I have someone to go out with this week! I can't even overthink right now. I have someone to go out with
I would also like to update I'm currently talking to a girl on FB, I shot my shot, and now I have someone to go out with this week! I can't even overthink right now. I have someone to go out with
Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
Today, I felt the urge to just binge porn, but I decided to work on more art.
Today, I felt the urge to just binge porn, but I decided to work on more art.
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
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- Name: Rob
- Goal: Catching up on life
- Age: 26
- Motto: Man cannot remake himself without suffering.
Although I'm rather late - welcome to the forum! :-)Lonely_Rottweiler wrote: ↑Mon Jun 13, 2022 9:32 amBrothers
Today, I felt the urge to just binge porn, but I decided to work on more art.
Always a good idea to ditch your brush for a real one.
Seriously, fuck porn.
- Lonely_Rottweiler
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- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
If I may direct to you my locked post of shame in the cold approach section of the forum
viewtopic.php?f=19&t=1434
I learned two things. one, don't drink and post, and two, I needed to get out of my head
So I tried to approach as many women as I can today. Here are my approaches:
Basket Lady- She is an old lady carrying a basket of vegetables, and I helped her return a pen she borrowed to the guard.
Skirt girl- I approached her because I was afraid of approaching women who reveal too much skin. Does that make sense? Anyway, She was cute, and her voice was that friendly tune; well, all my approaches today were friendly. I just asked her directions and went our separate ways.
Long Haired girl- This girl was waiting for a ride (not that kind of ride), so I decided to talk to her and asked about the directions again, she was wearing short shorts, which I was a little intimidated by, but She was very polite.
Pink top lady- She is a professional-looking woman and quite tall. She has that "smartest girl in the classroom" vibe. I asked again for the directions. At this point, I needed to switch it up a little, but it is the only thing I can think of at the moment.
Yellow top girl- very small woman, she almost didn't talk to me. I asked for the directions to the school because it is the enrollment period, so it makes sense. She was so cute I needed to lean a little to hear what she was saying—no offense to our short-cohort. Please don't stone me.
Guitar shop-girl - I bought a harmonica/ "mouth-organ" and a guitar songbook in her shop. I bumped into a bunch of guitars. Thankfully I didn't break anything. we both laughed at that situation
Gray top woman- We were waiting in a waiting room of my sister's dental clinic. I made a little small talk. She was a little chubby, and her cleavage was a little exposed. I tried to hold eye contact throughout the whole conversation. My sister did introduce me to her once we were inside.
My sister's co-worker- So my sister had adopted a new dentist in the dental clinic. She was a small woman, She had piercings on her ears and tattoos on her abdomen, she didn't show it, but she just told me, when the conversation went to tattoos. She's cute and has high energy. She kept talking to me while she was in my mouth (not in a good way, she was trying to fix my tooth).
Xray Girl- after my trip to the dentist/ my sister, she told me to get an x-ray in the next building, I went there. They were fixing the machine, so I have to go out again tomorrow, as I left I saw a couple, I told them the situation with the x-ray machine and suggested them to try the other x-ray facility in the city.
Shoe attendant- As I was going home, I made a detour toward the redlight district. I was hoping to get my genital sucked, but I was on a mission, so I decided to buy shoes instead. I saw this beautiful woman inside the store. She had long hair and wore the store uniform. I just went in to buy a pair of shoes. As I walked out of the store, I just said thank you to the shoe store attendant.
Whoa, MAMA- This woman looked like she was waiting for someone, She wore a brown shirt that showed her HUGE cleavage, And she had huge hips. I asked for some directions and went my way.
Dog girl- There was this girl who was walking with her dog. I first said "hi" to the dog in a cutesie manner, the dog was scared of me, so I didn't ask for a picture, but the girl tried to encourage the dog to come to me...
Tomboyish girl- There was this girl who was walking toward me, she wore clothes that would make her look tomboyish, after asking for directions, I tried to smile with my eyes since I was was was wearing a face mask, and she smiled back, she was very cute
With her mom- I approached them because I wanted to find out if there is a difference between approaching a mother with her daughter and approaching them separately, things were awkward, but I pulled through. I asked them a question but another guy answered hahaha
3 Hotel Clerks- There was this point in my day after approaching women, that I felt very tired and I went into a hotel, I decided to cheat and speak to people who had no other choice but to talk to me, but the goal is to talk to women so, I still count that in my book (?)
Dyed hair lady- Women with dyed hair intimidate me so, I went and talk to them. this one, in particular, was cute and wore a crop top (?), I can't remember much of the conversation because I was tired at that time.
Jaira- This lady I approached, had features that reminded me of my ex, a part of me wanted to run away, but I was too tired, I decided to speak to her, and ask for directions, and to my surprise, she was actually lost and needed actual directions. so she told me her name and where she was going. she was going for a job interview but didn't know the place very well. I walked with her to show her where she needed to go for her job interview (It was close to where we were). I shared that I was a local in the city, and felt embarrassed that I was asking her for directions, but we both laughed at my self-deprecating joke, when we saw the place she needed, she crossed the road and I continued on. I could've asked for her number but I was too tired and she reminded me of my ex.
The Wolf pack- I wanted to get it over with at this point since I have been walking for 5 hours, I saw a group of women and spoke to them, They looked like an all-girl pop band, and all of them tried to answer my question for directions, I was afraid that I would be judged by the girls but I was too tired to care. they were polite and showed concern for me because, I don't know, maybe I looked like I going to faint, and the directions asked were a bit far away.
Curly-haired girl- As I was going home I saw a girl with her Dog and made a repeat with Dog-girl. I said "Hi" to her dog and smiled at her as best as I could.
Other interactions: Lingering eye contact with the girl in a store while she was talking to her boss and I also helped an actually lost guy find an office.
Things I learned
-Women won't give you a blunt force vasectomy, just because you wanted to speak to them.
-Walking for five hours is a bitch, compared to jogging for 2 hours. actually, I kinda needed that because I overate yesterday and went beyond my calories...
-People are generally positive during an interaction with a stranger.
-A well-timed smile goes a long way.
Also have some art:
If I may direct to you my locked post of shame in the cold approach section of the forum
viewtopic.php?f=19&t=1434
I learned two things. one, don't drink and post, and two, I needed to get out of my head
So I tried to approach as many women as I can today. Here are my approaches:
Basket Lady- She is an old lady carrying a basket of vegetables, and I helped her return a pen she borrowed to the guard.
Skirt girl- I approached her because I was afraid of approaching women who reveal too much skin. Does that make sense? Anyway, She was cute, and her voice was that friendly tune; well, all my approaches today were friendly. I just asked her directions and went our separate ways.
Long Haired girl- This girl was waiting for a ride (not that kind of ride), so I decided to talk to her and asked about the directions again, she was wearing short shorts, which I was a little intimidated by, but She was very polite.
Pink top lady- She is a professional-looking woman and quite tall. She has that "smartest girl in the classroom" vibe. I asked again for the directions. At this point, I needed to switch it up a little, but it is the only thing I can think of at the moment.
Yellow top girl- very small woman, she almost didn't talk to me. I asked for the directions to the school because it is the enrollment period, so it makes sense. She was so cute I needed to lean a little to hear what she was saying—no offense to our short-cohort. Please don't stone me.
Guitar shop-girl - I bought a harmonica/ "mouth-organ" and a guitar songbook in her shop. I bumped into a bunch of guitars. Thankfully I didn't break anything. we both laughed at that situation
Gray top woman- We were waiting in a waiting room of my sister's dental clinic. I made a little small talk. She was a little chubby, and her cleavage was a little exposed. I tried to hold eye contact throughout the whole conversation. My sister did introduce me to her once we were inside.
My sister's co-worker- So my sister had adopted a new dentist in the dental clinic. She was a small woman, She had piercings on her ears and tattoos on her abdomen, she didn't show it, but she just told me, when the conversation went to tattoos. She's cute and has high energy. She kept talking to me while she was in my mouth (not in a good way, she was trying to fix my tooth).
Xray Girl- after my trip to the dentist/ my sister, she told me to get an x-ray in the next building, I went there. They were fixing the machine, so I have to go out again tomorrow, as I left I saw a couple, I told them the situation with the x-ray machine and suggested them to try the other x-ray facility in the city.
Shoe attendant- As I was going home, I made a detour toward the redlight district. I was hoping to get my genital sucked, but I was on a mission, so I decided to buy shoes instead. I saw this beautiful woman inside the store. She had long hair and wore the store uniform. I just went in to buy a pair of shoes. As I walked out of the store, I just said thank you to the shoe store attendant.
Whoa, MAMA- This woman looked like she was waiting for someone, She wore a brown shirt that showed her HUGE cleavage, And she had huge hips. I asked for some directions and went my way.
Dog girl- There was this girl who was walking with her dog. I first said "hi" to the dog in a cutesie manner, the dog was scared of me, so I didn't ask for a picture, but the girl tried to encourage the dog to come to me...
Tomboyish girl- There was this girl who was walking toward me, she wore clothes that would make her look tomboyish, after asking for directions, I tried to smile with my eyes since I was was was wearing a face mask, and she smiled back, she was very cute
With her mom- I approached them because I wanted to find out if there is a difference between approaching a mother with her daughter and approaching them separately, things were awkward, but I pulled through. I asked them a question but another guy answered hahaha
3 Hotel Clerks- There was this point in my day after approaching women, that I felt very tired and I went into a hotel, I decided to cheat and speak to people who had no other choice but to talk to me, but the goal is to talk to women so, I still count that in my book (?)
Dyed hair lady- Women with dyed hair intimidate me so, I went and talk to them. this one, in particular, was cute and wore a crop top (?), I can't remember much of the conversation because I was tired at that time.
Jaira- This lady I approached, had features that reminded me of my ex, a part of me wanted to run away, but I was too tired, I decided to speak to her, and ask for directions, and to my surprise, she was actually lost and needed actual directions. so she told me her name and where she was going. she was going for a job interview but didn't know the place very well. I walked with her to show her where she needed to go for her job interview (It was close to where we were). I shared that I was a local in the city, and felt embarrassed that I was asking her for directions, but we both laughed at my self-deprecating joke, when we saw the place she needed, she crossed the road and I continued on. I could've asked for her number but I was too tired and she reminded me of my ex.
The Wolf pack- I wanted to get it over with at this point since I have been walking for 5 hours, I saw a group of women and spoke to them, They looked like an all-girl pop band, and all of them tried to answer my question for directions, I was afraid that I would be judged by the girls but I was too tired to care. they were polite and showed concern for me because, I don't know, maybe I looked like I going to faint, and the directions asked were a bit far away.
Curly-haired girl- As I was going home I saw a girl with her Dog and made a repeat with Dog-girl. I said "Hi" to her dog and smiled at her as best as I could.
Other interactions: Lingering eye contact with the girl in a store while she was talking to her boss and I also helped an actually lost guy find an office.
Things I learned
-Women won't give you a blunt force vasectomy, just because you wanted to speak to them.
-Walking for five hours is a bitch, compared to jogging for 2 hours. actually, I kinda needed that because I overate yesterday and went beyond my calories...
-People are generally positive during an interaction with a stranger.
-A well-timed smile goes a long way.
Also have some art:
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- Jacobpalmer123
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- Goal: 1-3 daily approaches
- Age: 28
- Motto: All progress depends on the unreasonable man
The rude girls may seem mean at first. But after wasting 15-20 minutes just talking to a girl to have it go nowhere you'll apprciate the early rejection. Hurts initially but saves lots of time.
Its a problem with them not you. I know thats not something your running into yet but it will happen. Don't take it personally. Keep up the good work.
Its a problem with them not you. I know thats not something your running into yet but it will happen. Don't take it personally. Keep up the good work.
Lul sounds like you like them thick girls. I prefer shape >>>>>> Size but to each is his own. After you see those thick girls take their clothes off a couple times you'll see what I mean.Lonely_Rottweiler wrote: ↑Tue Jun 14, 2022 2:41 pmWhoa, MAMA- This woman looked like she was waiting for someone, She wore a brown shirt that showed her HUGE cleavage, And she had huge hips. I asked for some directions and went my way.
Get a tech job
Get 2 lays
Get 2 lays
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
I know one day, I will run into a woman who is having a bad day, But it's only life. Thanks for the heads up!Jacobpalmer123 wrote: ↑Tue Jun 14, 2022 5:12 pmIts a problem with them not you. I know thats not something your running into yet but it will happen. Don't take it personally. Keep up the good work.
OOOHHH MAN, that's what I'm counting on! hahahaJacobpalmer123 wrote: ↑Tue Jun 14, 2022 5:12 pmLul sounds like you like them thick girls. I prefer shape >>>>>> Size but to each is his own. After you see those thick girls take their clothes off a couple times you'll see what I mean.
Brothers
I'm surprised that I don't feel pain in my legs after what I did yesterday. I'd probably mass cold approach weekly now,
Today, I will prepare for my date tomorrow, we're just going to a cafe. She doesn't feel like she's the type to have casual sex, so maybe I'll drop some hints or just try again the next date if tomorrow goes well. She's very cute and upbeat, I met her when she was trying to sell me insurance and I was just flirting with her the entire time haha
So one of my artworks was recognized and I got some awards. can't exchange them for anything, but I'm quite proud of that. It's only now that people are complimenting something that I had done
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
My date yesterday was rough, I didn't know what I was doing, and I flirted too hard. I may have scared her.
But if I was to focus on the positive, I made her laugh quite a few times. And I made her blush a few separate times (?). She was so cute! I know that I was going for it too hard. But I didn't know what else to do, and she was shy during the entire date and, unfortunately, me too. I spewed conversation after conversation because I was scared of her being uncomfortable with my silence.
I had to question myself on a lot of things while I was with her, "Do I really want to get laid or am I just starving for connection?", "is my city not conducive to one-night stands, and do I need to go to the capital city for a date to work out?". I don't think a second date is guaranteed. Our night ended when I walked her near the area of her house and separated ways.
I came home, and I felt so down and tired. In a moment of weakness, I browsed some escort sites on the internet, and I relapsed. Some fucked shit happens in my brain when things don't go right. This particular time, A part of my brain thinks that escorts are the only people I deserve because my relationships in the past never worked.
Some progress logs on my fitness. No abs but a significant change (?) I do have to keep grinding more.
My date yesterday was rough, I didn't know what I was doing, and I flirted too hard. I may have scared her.
But if I was to focus on the positive, I made her laugh quite a few times. And I made her blush a few separate times (?). She was so cute! I know that I was going for it too hard. But I didn't know what else to do, and she was shy during the entire date and, unfortunately, me too. I spewed conversation after conversation because I was scared of her being uncomfortable with my silence.
I had to question myself on a lot of things while I was with her, "Do I really want to get laid or am I just starving for connection?", "is my city not conducive to one-night stands, and do I need to go to the capital city for a date to work out?". I don't think a second date is guaranteed. Our night ended when I walked her near the area of her house and separated ways.
I came home, and I felt so down and tired. In a moment of weakness, I browsed some escort sites on the internet, and I relapsed. Some fucked shit happens in my brain when things don't go right. This particular time, A part of my brain thinks that escorts are the only people I deserve because my relationships in the past never worked.
Some progress logs on my fitness. No abs but a significant change (?) I do have to keep grinding more.
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Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Lonely_Rottweiler
- Posts: 119 | Thanks: 115
- Joined: Tue Dec 21, 2021 2:38 am
- Name: Raph
- Goal: Have a stoic mindset
- Age: 24
- Motto: Fall forward
Brothers
Stress and bad dates won't stop me. But I do feel tired lately,
I'm afraid of slowing down because I might stop and revert to my old lazy self.
But here's a poem:
There was a man
Who misses his ex,
Wishes to be Peter Pan
And have lots of sex
I used to make poems back in high school, I'm thinking of writing a poem book, I'm just doing everything to not be idle
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Stress and bad dates won't stop me. But I do feel tired lately,
I'm afraid of slowing down because I might stop and revert to my old lazy self.
But here's a poem:
There was a man
Who misses his ex,
Wishes to be Peter Pan
And have lots of sex
I used to make poems back in high school, I'm thinking of writing a poem book, I'm just doing everything to not be idle
The second has animation been rendered!
Goals for 2023:
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
Travel out of the city by myself or with friends:
Jan 28- Jan 29: Company outing
Read new books
How to get along Difficult people by William J. Diehm
Buy a condo for passive income
- Mimbe393939
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- Joined: Sat Apr 02, 2022 11:46 am
- Goal: Learn Japanese
- Age: 26
- Location: Japan
Love your work man looks so awesome, keep killing it!
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Difficulty shows what men are. Epictetus
The world turns aside to let any man pass who knows where he is going. Epictetus
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Difficulty shows what men are. Epictetus
The world turns aside to let any man pass who knows where he is going. Epictetus