Rottweilers' Log

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Hello Brothers

Last night I had my first one-night stand, She was a chubby woman, we met on bumble. yesterday she just called me to come over and fuck. So after work, I went to her transient house and bought her dinner. She made me wait outside their house and I was surprised when there were people just hanging out there they stared at me like I was an exotic animal... like really before the sex her roommates were staring at me from the door... all of them. This was very uncomfortable, she too felt that it was awkward.

Pros
-She knows how to give head
-Boobs

Cons
-She's chubbier in her profile
-The roommates
-I feel bad after the sex. the feeling is worse than having sex with an escort

Nothing much happened after the sex, I just grabbed my things and walked away from there. I don't want to complete my last goal now, I'm not even having fun with this anymore. I need to update my goals and start immediately.

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Hi Brothers

It just occurred to me that I have been an ungrateful bitch lately, so I decided to change my POV with my goals.

The situation/s I'm in:
Laguna girl
-I have been messaging a girl on Instagram lately and she's hot. The chat has been stale lately but she has been messaging me that she'll be able to travel to my city soon. I don't know what we have in common but I'm interested in meeting her soon. Her stories are composed of her hanging out with her friends for drinks, I have a broken liver, I can't drink. I don't know what a date with her will look like.

Girl next door
-At work, I met a girl next door, literally. I was able to strike up a conversation with her when I saw a book she was reading. we were both aloof at first (till the end actually) but we have been bumping into each other. Hopefully, I can talk to her again.

And a few more I messed up, I don't know how to recover or at least salvage the connection, but as much as it is painful to say it I think the rejection is final. The effort of trying to establish a connection again will not be worth it. I wish I did better with one particular lady I was talking to. She was my girlfriend material but I F'd up. Hopefully, I can do better when a woman like her comes along again.

I have been getting compliments about being leaner again I hope that was true haha

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Brothers

I have been slipping on my calories lately, I think the pressure on the work is getting to me. I fear that one day they'd realize that I'm not very skilled at my apprenticeship and they'll let me go.

Only two tasks are important to me these days, To build an impressive body and to be effective at my work. Getting laid will be in the background. I'm not in a rush but I am scared of missing out on life

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Brothers

I have recently availed a personal trainer, in my city, he is one of the best strength coaches if not the best. I see results but I don't have consistency with my workouts and the meal plan, The meal plan, Oh boy, I have never eaten so many eggs in one day. I'm starting to feel a little overwhelmed with the program. All I need is one consistent week to gain momentum with this endeavor.

Brothers, I have been stuck in a rut lately, I know I made a vow to finish my goals for this year but, I can't get to get laid without my feelings sabotaging me. like my situation with my FWB. She is a wonderful girl, but when she decided to focus on her school and ghosted me, I became a bit lonely, I thought that getting laid will be a magic bullet that will make me forget my ex or make me the happier man, maybe it did at that moment, but maybe I just had a high expectation in sex.

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Brothers

Last week, I tried to call my FWB to wish her a happy new year, in hopes of establishing a communication with her again... then a guy answered, I tried my best to pull an excuse on calling and still greeted a happy new year to the guy. I'm angry and it has been spilling out of control lately. I have been a very shitty son recently, I was very abrasive towards my family. Like very nitpicky and a bitch... I tried to avoid my sister who has been criticizing me and my father who always tries to dominate a conversation whenever I try to open up to him. How hard is it to listen or at least be on the same team as your brother or Son! Fuck! I can't afford to hate my family. But it has been very difficult lately, I remember all the things that they did to me.. like ruining my first relationship, treating me like a twelve year old, and not listening to me or take me seriously when I try to help them. Brothers, maybe if I had a healthy relationship with my family, I WOULDN'T BE LOOKING FOR SEX WITH STRANGERS AND PROSTITUTES. I want them to be proud of me, I have been trying for as long as I can remember. I don't have a lot of friends and even of I had they'd not let me hangout with them as often as I would like. My family is a big part of my life, I'd die for them, but I can't even talk to them properly without having an urge to run out the room that they're are in. At this point I can forget about getting laid. I want to fix my relationship with my family

[colgate]

treating me like a twelve year old, and not listening to me

I want to fix my relationship with my family

i had similar issues with my family in the past, especially with my mom.

the best thing you can do, bar none, is moving out and becoming independent

not living under the same house seems to make not only you appreciate your family more, but also they start appreciating you more as well. i think you end up gaining respect from them, even if they're initially like "nooo don't move out"

easier said than done if you don't have income. but even if you're seriously working on gaining said income while at home, your family relationship improves too.

my relationship with my dad was kinda bad in high school because i was a bratty teenager who wanted to play on the computer all day and my grades were shit.

but once i hit college, i started taking my life seriously and i was studying, getting good grades, making friends in real life, and even working part time to fund most of my tuition myself

I want them to be proud of me, I have been trying for as long as I can remember.

i hope this post sheds at least some direction on how you can achieve this. it's a bit ideological but i'd be more than happy to get into specific actions you can take regarding your situation if you can elaborate more

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

i had similar issues with my family in the past, especially with my mom.

the best thing you can do, bar none, is moving out and becoming independent

not living under the same house seems to make not only you appreciate your family more, but also they start appreciating you more as well. i think you end up gaining respect from them, even if they're initially like "nooo don't move out"

easier said than done if you don't have income. but even if you're seriously working on gaining said income while at home, your family relationship improves too.

my relationship with my dad was kinda bad in high school because i was a bratty teenager who wanted to play on the computer all day and my grades were shit.

but once i hit college, i started taking my life seriously and i was studying, getting good grades, making friends in real life, and even working part time to fund most of my tuition myself

Hey Man, I appreciate the advice. I thought about moving out but it would be too financially, and not to mention emotionally, difficult to do. I was thinking of using the slight edge to take long vacations alone away from home to help with improving my mindset about my family.

i hope this post sheds at least some direction on how you can achieve this. it's a bit ideological but i'd be more than happy to get into specific actions you can take regarding your situation if you can elaborate more

Well, I appreciate my family to bits. but they can be so critical when they see me do things that aren't the family norm. Just once I'd like to hear them say that "I'm proud of you, son" or maybe something along those lines. like, one time my father saw me intentionally spill alcohol that was given to me by my cousin. I thought I would get a high five or something from my father because I wasn't getting drunk. but I still got a lecture about being respectful toward my cousin. I want them to be proud of me or at least respect and fully support my life choices (i.e. Fitness, dates, hobbies).

Recently, I bought a fitness program, and I have been having a hard time trying to slip my meal plan, because, I'm afraid of being made fun of by my family, I feel like a small boy, because if I get criticized by my family for anything. I easily lose motivation on that certain endeavor.

[Zug]

Hey Man, I appreciate the advice. I thought about moving out but it would be too financially, and not to mention emotionally, difficult to do. I was thinking of using the slight edge to take long vacations alone away from home to help with improving my mindset about my family.

You should do this anyway. There is no way to fix your family if they're not interested. I'm a grown ass man with way above average discipline and resilience, and everytime I have to spend long chunks of time with the parents it is the same bullshit from 30 years ago. If the environment is toxic, nothing trumps getting out of it.

[Lonely_Rottweiler]

Hello Brothers

I'm starting my new goals, and I think I made the right goals for the year.

So, Goal 1. travel as much as I can:

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