DAY 27 Things I did today (Monday)
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Went straight home from work. To be productive. No lollygagging.
3 – worked on a couple personal projects
4 – Laundry. Cleaned
5 – speed walked on the treadmill
6 – Called various bars at the town I work in to see where the pool tables are.
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Vizzy
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DAY 28 Things I did today (Tuesday)
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work. Tons of extra exercise today.
3 – Played 2 games of pool solo to practice and implement a few things I learned on youtube today.
4 – cleaned.
5- went to dr’s appointment
6 – jounralled
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work. Tons of extra exercise today.
3 – Played 2 games of pool solo to practice and implement a few things I learned on youtube today.
4 – cleaned.
5- went to dr’s appointment
6 – jounralled
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I'm terrible at this and haven't posted since day 28. I kept writing stuff down every day but haven't posted and I'm actually on day 43 right now so I'm going back and posting all my lists. I haven't and will not give up.
DAY 29 Things I did today (Wednesday)
1 — Clocked in on time
2 – Played a game of pool at a new place I discovered in the nearest town from home.
3 – Crushed it at work today. Stayed as positive as I could with the pain level all day.
4 – Focused on relaxing and lowering pain level at home all night.
5 – Journalled a couple sentences.
DAY 29 Things I did today (Wednesday)
1 — Clocked in on time
2 – Played a game of pool at a new place I discovered in the nearest town from home.
3 – Crushed it at work today. Stayed as positive as I could with the pain level all day.
4 – Focused on relaxing and lowering pain level at home all night.
5 – Journalled a couple sentences.
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Vizzy
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DAY 30 Things I did today (Thursday)
1 – Clocked in on time.
2 — Did okay at work today just tried to not be consumed by my pain level.
3 – Made several phone calls to doctors offices.
4 – Had a spontaneous CT scan today that had been pending for two months due to my work insurance being total cunts. The scan went terribly. I have a bad needle phobia and it took him 4 different inserts and poking around before he finally got the line in. I felt physically unwell but mentally I was fine afterwards.
5 – Went to the foot doctor shortly after. That was a cluster fuck on every level. Due to being in there so long my neck pain level shot through the fucking roof.
6 – Smoked and cruised around town in the rainy weather to raise my spirits, relax, and try to distract myself before going home.
7 – Focused on lowering my pain level and relaxing after I got home.
1 – Clocked in on time.
2 — Did okay at work today just tried to not be consumed by my pain level.
3 – Made several phone calls to doctors offices.
4 – Had a spontaneous CT scan today that had been pending for two months due to my work insurance being total cunts. The scan went terribly. I have a bad needle phobia and it took him 4 different inserts and poking around before he finally got the line in. I felt physically unwell but mentally I was fine afterwards.
5 – Went to the foot doctor shortly after. That was a cluster fuck on every level. Due to being in there so long my neck pain level shot through the fucking roof.
6 – Smoked and cruised around town in the rainy weather to raise my spirits, relax, and try to distract myself before going home.
7 – Focused on lowering my pain level and relaxing after I got home.
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Vizzy
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DAY 31 things I did today (Friday)
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Survived work
3 – Went to the dmv to get my tags extended a month since they expire this weekend
4 – Got groceries and dinner.
5 – FINALLY MADE MYSELF TRY ON OVER A DOZEN PAIR OF SHORTS. I also purchased one pair. It's not perfect for style by any means but it will get me through the next night or two until I find more in another town. (Athletic shorts were all I had and those are no bueno in the clubs).
6 – Canceled my plan to go out for a couple hours tonight so I could stay home and focus on lowering my pain level and relax before the big 3 day weekend.
7 – Journalled only one sentence. Whoops
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Survived work
3 – Went to the dmv to get my tags extended a month since they expire this weekend
4 – Got groceries and dinner.
5 – FINALLY MADE MYSELF TRY ON OVER A DOZEN PAIR OF SHORTS. I also purchased one pair. It's not perfect for style by any means but it will get me through the next night or two until I find more in another town. (Athletic shorts were all I had and those are no bueno in the clubs).
6 – Canceled my plan to go out for a couple hours tonight so I could stay home and focus on lowering my pain level and relax before the big 3 day weekend.
7 – Journalled only one sentence. Whoops
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Day 32 things I did today. (Saturday)
1 – Tried to get as much sleep as possible overnight
2 – Immediately started knocking things off my to do list when I woke up.
3 – Journaled 700 words so far
4 – Made my plans and mission for the afternoon and logistics for the night out drinking at the bars.
1 – Tried to get as much sleep as possible overnight
2 – Immediately started knocking things off my to do list when I woke up.
3 – Journaled 700 words so far
4 – Made my plans and mission for the afternoon and logistics for the night out drinking at the bars.
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DAY 33 things I did today (Sunday)
1 – I layed in bed all day recovering from last night’s extreme drinking activities. In the morning when I first woke up I was mission oriented and had the mentality of “I feel like death but I’m fine. I need to still be productive today” . After two hours of that, I realized that nothing is more important than rest and healing, especially considering my condition and body’s limitations in general.
2 – Took mom’s flat tire to walmart to get replaced
1 – I layed in bed all day recovering from last night’s extreme drinking activities. In the morning when I first woke up I was mission oriented and had the mentality of “I feel like death but I’m fine. I need to still be productive today” . After two hours of that, I realized that nothing is more important than rest and healing, especially considering my condition and body’s limitations in general.
2 – Took mom’s flat tire to walmart to get replaced
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Vizzy
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DAY 34 thing I did today (Monday) (Memorial Day)
1 – Went to town to pick up mom’s tire that I had replaced at walmart.
2 – Got gas, cleaned windshield, got trash out of car.
3 – Got some minor groceries.
4 – Went to the town where we drank saturday night to get all my stuff out of my friend's car.
5 – Had a decent lunch in town and tried to enjoy myself on the day off from work.
6 – Ordered a couple things from amazon that i have needed for quite some time now. Just never bit the bullet and bought them.
1 – Went to town to pick up mom’s tire that I had replaced at walmart.
2 – Got gas, cleaned windshield, got trash out of car.
3 – Got some minor groceries.
4 – Went to the town where we drank saturday night to get all my stuff out of my friend's car.
5 – Had a decent lunch in town and tried to enjoy myself on the day off from work.
6 – Ordered a couple things from amazon that i have needed for quite some time now. Just never bit the bullet and bought them.
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DAY 35 Things I did today (Tuesday)
1 – Clocked in 53 minutes late by choice. I could not fully wake up this morning for some reason. I was stumbling around walking into walls and almost falling down trying to get ready so I made myself sit down for a long time and wake up properly before leaving. Making it to work safely is more important than making it to work on time. Learned that lesson last year.
2 – Survived work
3 – Dove headfirst into researching various things that could pertain to my health problems. I gave up on this stuff a while back because of how negatively it impacted my life trying and trying to find answers or methods in which I can go about to help myself in this miserable process since all of the doctors and specialists and all that simply have not helped in the slightest. I’ve gotten better about not getting pissed at my “condition” but today I was triggered by a usual problem and became absolutely enraged to the “fuck it” mentality. I actually found some credible videos from the Stanford University Youtube page. I watched them all day long.
4 – Made a list of actions I can take right now to substantially improve my health in general, but also regarding doctors and starting a new path with new doctors.
5 – Focused on lowering my pain level and relaxing when I got home. Continued to think about the videos I watched and made more notes when I had a good idea.
1 – Clocked in 53 minutes late by choice. I could not fully wake up this morning for some reason. I was stumbling around walking into walls and almost falling down trying to get ready so I made myself sit down for a long time and wake up properly before leaving. Making it to work safely is more important than making it to work on time. Learned that lesson last year.
2 – Survived work
3 – Dove headfirst into researching various things that could pertain to my health problems. I gave up on this stuff a while back because of how negatively it impacted my life trying and trying to find answers or methods in which I can go about to help myself in this miserable process since all of the doctors and specialists and all that simply have not helped in the slightest. I’ve gotten better about not getting pissed at my “condition” but today I was triggered by a usual problem and became absolutely enraged to the “fuck it” mentality. I actually found some credible videos from the Stanford University Youtube page. I watched them all day long.
4 – Made a list of actions I can take right now to substantially improve my health in general, but also regarding doctors and starting a new path with new doctors.
5 – Focused on lowering my pain level and relaxing when I got home. Continued to think about the videos I watched and made more notes when I had a good idea.
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Vizzy
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Day 36 things I did today (wednesday)
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work
3 – Dove into some more research regarding health stuff that could pertain to me. I kept up the pace from yesterday's learnings.
4 – Speed walked on the treadmill for two miles when I got home from work. This was one of the ideas I came up with yesterday to start implementing every day and holy fuck it did every single thing I hoped it would. It had such an array of positive effects on my brain and body.
5 – I FINALLY STARTED A PERSONAL PROJECT I’VE BEEN BEING A BITCH ABOUT FOR MONTHS. Seriously, it is probably the most important project out of the dozen or so I have already gone through. It’s basically the evolution of the ailments in my entire life. It’s talking about all the injuries, timelines of factors that could have negatively affected me to put me in certain illnesses throughout my lifetime. It’s funny but not funny how big of a deal I’ve been making it out to be. I knew it would be scary and bring out infinite amounts of horrible memories and emotions. But today I fucking started it. I wrote 1800 goddamn words. I can't remember a time I typed so fast for such a long period of time uninterrupted, no pauses or anything.
6 – Journalled 700 words.
7 – Made several phone calls to different doctors for various things.
8 – Checked several things off my “list of actions I can take right now to substantially improve my health in general, but also regarding doctors and starting a new path with new doctors. “ that I created yesterday.
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work
3 – Dove into some more research regarding health stuff that could pertain to me. I kept up the pace from yesterday's learnings.
4 – Speed walked on the treadmill for two miles when I got home from work. This was one of the ideas I came up with yesterday to start implementing every day and holy fuck it did every single thing I hoped it would. It had such an array of positive effects on my brain and body.
5 – I FINALLY STARTED A PERSONAL PROJECT I’VE BEEN BEING A BITCH ABOUT FOR MONTHS. Seriously, it is probably the most important project out of the dozen or so I have already gone through. It’s basically the evolution of the ailments in my entire life. It’s talking about all the injuries, timelines of factors that could have negatively affected me to put me in certain illnesses throughout my lifetime. It’s funny but not funny how big of a deal I’ve been making it out to be. I knew it would be scary and bring out infinite amounts of horrible memories and emotions. But today I fucking started it. I wrote 1800 goddamn words. I can't remember a time I typed so fast for such a long period of time uninterrupted, no pauses or anything.
6 – Journalled 700 words.
7 – Made several phone calls to different doctors for various things.
8 – Checked several things off my “list of actions I can take right now to substantially improve my health in general, but also regarding doctors and starting a new path with new doctors. “ that I created yesterday.
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Vizzy
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Things I did today (Thursday) DAY 37
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work
3 – Called two doctors on separate matters that I have been putting off.
4 – Speed walked on the treadmill for 35 minutes and 2.2 miles.
5 – sanded down the sharp side of the laptop case that came in today
1 – Clocked in on time
2 – Crushed it at work
3 – Called two doctors on separate matters that I have been putting off.
4 – Speed walked on the treadmill for 35 minutes and 2.2 miles.
5 – sanded down the sharp side of the laptop case that came in today
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Vizzy
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- Motto: Comparison is the thief of joy
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Things I did today (Friday) DAY 38
1 – clocked in on time
2 – Did my best to stay productive at work today. I had no immediate reports or many emails to answer to so it was really chill just doing my “busy work” lists.
3 – Called two doctors. One was massively successful in getting my muscle relaxer script doubled to where I can take one when I get home in addition to the regular one at bedtime. I think It will help with my productivity 100% but also going out it will help a lot too.
4 – Called the place I'm having my car detailed at tomorrow. I decided to change the service I'm getting to only interior and no exterior. It dropped from 200$ to 130$ so that decision saved me a good chunk of money.
5 – dropped my car off at the detailing place.
6 – Got a haircut
7 – got a car wash and filled up the tank. Gas went from 4.05 to 4.45 overnight. Absolutely fucking wild. And it worries me about our future economy.
8 – finished shaving and touching things up from the haircut.
9 – Made some very solid plans to kick it with a friend I haven't seen in a couple years. He lives
10 minutes and 10$ uber ride away from the clubs I’ve been going to so that's easy money. He’s not 21.
10 – Did more research on various health topics. Two videos in particular that totaled up to 3 hours. Both from Stanford university’s youtube. One was about how sugar affects our bodies and the other was about how stress affects our bodies. All this shit I’m learning is reassuring me of everything I’ve already come to understand and learn these last 8 or so months where I put my health at the top of my priorities.
1 – clocked in on time
2 – Did my best to stay productive at work today. I had no immediate reports or many emails to answer to so it was really chill just doing my “busy work” lists.
3 – Called two doctors. One was massively successful in getting my muscle relaxer script doubled to where I can take one when I get home in addition to the regular one at bedtime. I think It will help with my productivity 100% but also going out it will help a lot too.
4 – Called the place I'm having my car detailed at tomorrow. I decided to change the service I'm getting to only interior and no exterior. It dropped from 200$ to 130$ so that decision saved me a good chunk of money.
5 – dropped my car off at the detailing place.
6 – Got a haircut
7 – got a car wash and filled up the tank. Gas went from 4.05 to 4.45 overnight. Absolutely fucking wild. And it worries me about our future economy.
8 – finished shaving and touching things up from the haircut.
9 – Made some very solid plans to kick it with a friend I haven't seen in a couple years. He lives
10 minutes and 10$ uber ride away from the clubs I’ve been going to so that's easy money. He’s not 21.
10 – Did more research on various health topics. Two videos in particular that totaled up to 3 hours. Both from Stanford university’s youtube. One was about how sugar affects our bodies and the other was about how stress affects our bodies. All this shit I’m learning is reassuring me of everything I’ve already come to understand and learn these last 8 or so months where I put my health at the top of my priorities.
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Vizzy
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Things I did today (saturday) Day 39
1 – Journalled 1100 words.
2 – Picked up my car from the auto detailing service.
3 – Decided to not drink when going out tonight since my neck was being such a cunt all day.
4 – Watched a couple hours of youtube videos on general guy stuff regarding grooming, style, social behaviors, and much more. All from one guy’s youtube Alpha M. I watched some of his stuff for the first time the other day and he touches on a ton of things I simply did not know or think of in general. When I was growing up nobody exactly taught me the basic health things that he touches on that is what seems like basic stuff every person already knows.
5 – I tried to make the most of the day despite the pain in my neck but it was hard and I honestly was not very successful. I forced myself to go out tonight and focused on trying to socialize but that was a big mistake. I should have focused on the productivity side of the trip with going to clothing stores, getting non-perishable groceries, going to other misc places oriented around accomplishing something but I didn’t do any of that. If I speak positively about the night then I only spent 25$ including gas money. So that’s good.
6 – When I got home at 11pm I tried to focus on sleeping and lowering my pain level but absolutely could not fall asleep until 2am.
1 – Journalled 1100 words.
2 – Picked up my car from the auto detailing service.
3 – Decided to not drink when going out tonight since my neck was being such a cunt all day.
4 – Watched a couple hours of youtube videos on general guy stuff regarding grooming, style, social behaviors, and much more. All from one guy’s youtube Alpha M. I watched some of his stuff for the first time the other day and he touches on a ton of things I simply did not know or think of in general. When I was growing up nobody exactly taught me the basic health things that he touches on that is what seems like basic stuff every person already knows.
5 – I tried to make the most of the day despite the pain in my neck but it was hard and I honestly was not very successful. I forced myself to go out tonight and focused on trying to socialize but that was a big mistake. I should have focused on the productivity side of the trip with going to clothing stores, getting non-perishable groceries, going to other misc places oriented around accomplishing something but I didn’t do any of that. If I speak positively about the night then I only spent 25$ including gas money. So that’s good.
6 – When I got home at 11pm I tried to focus on sleeping and lowering my pain level but absolutely could not fall asleep until 2am.
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Things I did today (Sunday) DAY 40
1 — got out of bed at 8:20 fell asleep at 2am last night
2 – Journaled
3 – went to town for groceries and lunch
4 – cleaned some at home.
5 – Focused on lowering my pain level most of the day.
1 — got out of bed at 8:20 fell asleep at 2am last night
2 – Journaled
3 – went to town for groceries and lunch
4 – cleaned some at home.
5 – Focused on lowering my pain level most of the day.
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Vizzy
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- Joined: Mon Apr 11, 2022 11:40 pm
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- Motto: Comparison is the thief of joy
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Things I did today (Monday) DAY 41
1 – I did so much fucking shit today. Especially phone calls. I was on the phone with so many different places.
2 – Got gas and cleaned windshield
3 – Picked up meds from the pharmacy along with requesting one of their fuckups be fixed.
4 – Got groceries.
5 – Clocked in on time. Worked 1 hour of extra overtime.
6 – stayed up late to fill out dentist new patient paperwork and do a couple things with my insurance online.
7 – Journalled only a paragraph.
(posting this in the future I know that I didn't write down near as much as I actually did this day lol)
1 – I did so much fucking shit today. Especially phone calls. I was on the phone with so many different places.
2 – Got gas and cleaned windshield
3 – Picked up meds from the pharmacy along with requesting one of their fuckups be fixed.
4 – Got groceries.
5 – Clocked in on time. Worked 1 hour of extra overtime.
6 – stayed up late to fill out dentist new patient paperwork and do a couple things with my insurance online.
7 – Journalled only a paragraph.
(posting this in the future I know that I didn't write down near as much as I actually did this day lol)