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colgate
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Sat Feb 11, 2023 12:24 am
Crimson wrote: ↑Fri Feb 10, 2023 8:56 pm
Man, some of the guys in there are younger than me, but they all seem to be 2X the man I am. Makes sense, since they’re so used to getting punched in the face.
boxing is by far one of the most humbling things i've done
really looking forward to how this goes for you
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Paid Renegade
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Sat Feb 11, 2023 1:07 am
Yeah man, boxing/kickboxing IMO one of the best things you can do. I was in and out of several gyms up until around 20years old, broke my nose a few times and had tons of concussions but the benefits are innumerable. You just start to carry yourself differently and feel like you can handle anything. You’ll notice random guys are way less likely to fuck with you too.
Also as far as getting gassed/humbled that’s totally normal but if you can get yourself in there more than once a week you’ll quickly get used to it.
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natedawg
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Crimson
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- Name: Brandon
- Goal: Move out
- Age: 21
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- Location: Germany
Sat Feb 11, 2023 5:27 pm
Paid Renegade wrote: ↑Sat Feb 11, 2023 1:07 am
Yeah man, boxing/kickboxing IMO one of the best things you can do. I was in and out of several gyms up until around 20years old, broke my nose a few times and had tons of concussions but the benefits are innumerable. You just start to carry yourself differently and feel like you can handle anything. You’ll notice random guys are way less likely to fuck with you too.
Also as far as getting gassed/humbled that’s totally normal but if you can get yourself in there more than once a week you’ll quickly get used to it.
For sure, I can tell that there’s a lot of benefits. Excited to see how this goes.
Crimson
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Crimson
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Sat Feb 11, 2023 8:56 pm
Woke up at 5AM and studied for my pedagogy exam. Then I had to go and take it. It’ll be at least a D, which will be the best I’ve done in pedagogy this semester (only F‘s, I think).
At home my father wanted to have a conversation with me. Talked about me not taking responsibility and stuff. He told me that he loved me, which was the first time I heard him say that (as far as I can remember). He said that he doesn’t want me to end up going astray and end up amounting to nothing. He cried at the end, so I hugged him and told him I love him too.
Not really too keen on improving our relationship for now, I think I’ll do that after I move out. I really just want to get out. We‘ll also be able to have a more productive conversation when we’re „on one level“ and I’m not dependent on him anymore. But it was good to hear the reassurance.
Texted a guy that’s currently offering a job. I’ll update when he responds. The job that I applied for like a month ago (working at the grocery store) said that they don’t need new employees.
Apart from that nothing new. This day was more of a chill day after actually taking life serious for a couple of days. Will be back at it tomorrow, although it’ll be Sunday (got my German exam coming up on Tuesday).
Feeling pretty lonely, time to make some friends.
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Crimson
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Mon Feb 13, 2023 5:07 am
Post from yesterday. Woke up at 5AM and did all my chores. I then ate breakfast and went back to sleep. When I woke up, it was time for school work.
I had a whole book to read for my German exam on Tuesday. 100 pages. So what I did was read 10 pages (close the book after reading each page and reciting what I remember) and then go to sleep or chill for a while and kept that cycle up. It took me from like 12AM to 10PM to finish it, (with the relevant meals kept in mind), but I completed it.
It’s crazy how much more time you have when you wake up this early. On Saturday night I would usually stay up until 5AM and wake up at like 12AM and then wonder how the weekend passed so fast.
I was like „damn, this day is long huh“ but it was only 1PM haha. Also took some baby-steps towards making friends on bumble.
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MakingAComeback
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Mon Feb 13, 2023 11:37 am
WORK ETHIC WILL SET YOU FREE
KEEP WORKING KING
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Crimson
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Mon Feb 13, 2023 11:16 pm
Woke up at 5AM and prepared for the day.
Then went off to school. Paid attention and performed well.
After school I had a coaching call, slept and then went to basketball training. The day was good but then I arrived home and became very aware of the driving session tomorrow.
I started crying in fear of tomorrow. I ultimately decided to cancel tomorrows session and to reschedule. Too scared + lack of sleep.
It’s currently 0:11AM, so less than 5 hours of sleep. Got my German exam tomorrow, so Red Bull will be needed.
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Striker
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Tue Feb 14, 2023 7:06 am
Crimson wrote: ↑Mon Feb 13, 2023 11:16 pm
Woke up at 5AM and prepared for the day.
Then went off to school. Paid attention and performed well.
After school I had a coaching call, slept and then went to basketball training. The day was good but then I arrived home and became very aware of the driving session tomorrow.
I started crying in fear of tomorrow. I ultimately decided to cancel tomorrows session and to reschedule. Too scared + lack of sleep.
It’s currently 0:11AM, so less than 5 hours of sleep. Got my German exam tomorrow, so Red Bull will be needed.
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Crimson
The driving thing will go away the more you have lessons, eventually you reach a level of competence where you don't feel like a complete liability on the roads and your instructor will almost certainly be able to prevent anything bad from happening anyway.
That said, your driving improves the most once you actually pass the test and drive on your own, then it becomes like second nature. Just keep at it with the lessons and in a few months you'll look back and laugh at how much anxiety driving used to give you.
My main problem eventually was how fucking boring lessons become, especially when I failed my test the first time and had to do another 2 months of lessons waiting for another test to open up
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MakingAComeback
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Tue Feb 14, 2023 12:37 pm
Sleep:
930/10pm to bed
Rise at sunrise.
Repeat for a duration.
That'll fix a considerable number of problems, including anxiety.
MakingAComeback
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Crimson
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Fri Feb 17, 2023 4:41 am
Striker wrote: ↑Tue Feb 14, 2023 7:06 am
Crimson wrote: ↑Mon Feb 13, 2023 11:16 pm
Woke up at 5AM and prepared for the day.
Then went off to school. Paid attention and performed well.
After school I had a coaching call, slept and then went to basketball training. The day was good but then I arrived home and became very aware of the driving session tomorrow.
I started crying in fear of tomorrow. I ultimately decided to cancel tomorrows session and to reschedule. Too scared + lack of sleep.
It’s currently 0:11AM, so less than 5 hours of sleep. Got my German exam tomorrow, so Red Bull will be needed.
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Crimson
The driving thing will go away the more you have lessons, eventually you reach a level of competence where you don't feel like a complete liability on the roads and your instructor will almost certainly be able to prevent anything bad from happening anyway.
That said, your driving improves the most once you actually pass the test and drive on your own, then it becomes like second nature. Just keep at it with the lessons and in a few months you'll look back and laugh at how much anxiety driving used to give you.
My main problem eventually was how fucking boring lessons become, especially when I failed my test the first time and had to do another 2 months of lessons waiting for another test to open up
That makes sense, thank you for your comment.
Crimson
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Crimson
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Fri Feb 17, 2023 4:41 am
MakingAComeback wrote: ↑Tue Feb 14, 2023 12:37 pm
Sleep:
930/10pm to bed
Rise at sunrise.
Repeat for a duration.
That'll fix a considerable number of problems, including anxiety.
Gotta work on that, thanks.
Crimson
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Crimson
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Sun Feb 19, 2023 2:40 pm
Haven’t posted in a couple days.
Been a lazy week, struggling mentally. Currently doing Jordan Peterson‘s Future authoring program.
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natedawg
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Sun Feb 19, 2023 3:56 pm
One day at a time, homie.
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Crimson
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Wed Feb 22, 2023 11:10 am
Jokes (67X)= 3.350 kp
Gym (6x)= 120 kp
Self-Care= 590 kp
Forum encouragement (6X)= 120 kp
3.350 kp + 120 kp + 590 kp + 120 kp= 4.180 kp
43.180 kp - 4.180 kp= 39.000 kp
New total karmic debt: 39.000 kp
Crimson