90.9kg good shoulder workout yesterday hit 60kg for 3 reps again then did 120kg shrugs. Might train with my mate and go for a new deadlift PR today 182.5kg would also mean 2x my bodyweight.
Been pretty on top of things with content the past few days had a little creative streak and encouragement, I put a very short video together of the break down of how much tax you pay on 200k income and on my tiktok people started to argue in the comments making the views go from 600 to 6,000 so I might make a few more like that to trigger people.
Silly me went to film last night and I forgot I had left my camera on when doing the photoshoot with my mate for some of the photos to make it look real and in my head because I shot no video I didn't do my usual pull SD card and put it on charge so my camera had no battery last night but I did do 1 video to try rally some views called "do you have to pay tax as a sugar baby"
Going to have the reel title as "are you a sugar baby?" so many people will be like WTF and click on it I think
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If I had to list our my perfect day yesterday was it or at least fucking close to it!
90.5kg
Yesterday went to the gym in the morning with a group of us who all used to train at the same gym before splitting off, my mate was like we are training deadlifts so I was thinking I will go to a PR, my other friend I had not seen in ages said got for 185kg not 182.5kg because he saw me make 160kg fly up. Had 6 people around me and I was wigging out a little getting in my head having 6 powerlifters and also the state champion powerlifter there, but I just went 100% effort and the 185kg flew up.
After I cooked myself a steak and my friend who did the dating photos came over because I wanted to help him with a session for his new business in doing videography for finance businesses, we continued on to a really nice hotel and got coffee together then back to mine for a while until my date was ready.
So my date came and we got a drink, I thought fuck it I had two whiskeys for the first time in months to celebrate my deadlift, we got along super well, so many similar things, so I took her back to mine, I sort of loved some of the hints she dropped even around her travel plans being like just letting them fall as they are as I have to be super organised and like telling people what to do in my work, so I sort of hinted hmm so you like when someone takes the lead and does things then said like how I organised the date where I just said this place this time be there type vibe she was like yeah that was hot. So on the way back to mine I just grabbed her hand and lead her back and it was on as soon as we got in my apartment, she took her jacket off and I was like holly fuck her body was like insane I actually got in my head and a bit nervous so I brought her out on the balcony and made out for a bit, went to the bathroom needed to pee, took some deep breaths then yeah it was honestly the best sex I have had in my life, just everything was on point, her body is honest one of the best I have ever been with I got so sweaty and I loved that she was like don't worry I like to get messy so we just went at it until we turned into a puddle for 4hrs straight. Lay #79 definitely one that I will not forget, and one when I am older I will be like yeah I remember that day fuck that was incredible.
90.5kg
Yesterday went to the gym in the morning with a group of us who all used to train at the same gym before splitting off, my mate was like we are training deadlifts so I was thinking I will go to a PR, my other friend I had not seen in ages said got for 185kg not 182.5kg because he saw me make 160kg fly up. Had 6 people around me and I was wigging out a little getting in my head having 6 powerlifters and also the state champion powerlifter there, but I just went 100% effort and the 185kg flew up.
After I cooked myself a steak and my friend who did the dating photos came over because I wanted to help him with a session for his new business in doing videography for finance businesses, we continued on to a really nice hotel and got coffee together then back to mine for a while until my date was ready.
So my date came and we got a drink, I thought fuck it I had two whiskeys for the first time in months to celebrate my deadlift, we got along super well, so many similar things, so I took her back to mine, I sort of loved some of the hints she dropped even around her travel plans being like just letting them fall as they are as I have to be super organised and like telling people what to do in my work, so I sort of hinted hmm so you like when someone takes the lead and does things then said like how I organised the date where I just said this place this time be there type vibe she was like yeah that was hot. So on the way back to mine I just grabbed her hand and lead her back and it was on as soon as we got in my apartment, she took her jacket off and I was like holly fuck her body was like insane I actually got in my head and a bit nervous so I brought her out on the balcony and made out for a bit, went to the bathroom needed to pee, took some deep breaths then yeah it was honestly the best sex I have had in my life, just everything was on point, her body is honest one of the best I have ever been with I got so sweaty and I loved that she was like don't worry I like to get messy so we just went at it until we turned into a puddle for 4hrs straight. Lay #79 definitely one that I will not forget, and one when I am older I will be like yeah I remember that day fuck that was incredible.
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Lusty69
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90.5kg got 5 pull-ups done in a row new PR at this bodyweight for sure, then did a quick arm and side delt blast today.
So yesterday had a date come over, little bigger than her photos, had good chat made out and stuff but she was like yeah I like you too much if I sleep with you I don't want it to be a one night stand because that's how I categorize people so I was like cool but also found it amusing she drove 1hr20 to see me then 1hr20 to go back home.
Today was crazy, got up and edited 17 videos I had shot one big video for a creator platform someone I know is building they wanted a quick getting started video but I over delivered and sent them the first video and 16 FAQ style videos they loved it and want me to do a live QnA with one of their top creators which if they have a massive following will really boost me and my business.
Went and blasted a gym session out before meeting with a girl from bumble, she was way way hotter in person and cute, super submissive and just a nice nature a little quiet but was good both of us crazy into cars. Walked her back to mine, she was like I am not hooking up with you on the first day, I am not that kind and don't do that. I just pulled back was chill and said hey I get it, for me I won't judge you either way, I still want to see you again if we have sex or not you are cool and I like hanging with you and thank you for letting me know and telling me your boundary. Anyway I just went back to kissing, then pulled her hair and said I fucking hate how much you are turning me on, put hand between my legs, and she is like you are doing the same to me. Then before you know it shes asking me to take my pants off and went end up in our bedroom, her top was stuck so I ended up leaving it on, but went for another round and I got her top off which was hiding some amazing boobs so not only did she have a great booty but really nice boobs, great way to hit a nice round #80 so I did it with a creampie as she had that rod thing.
At the end of it I used my wand on her and made her squirt made a puddle in my bed but oh well, she wanted to have a shower then I had to give her a plastic bag for her panties because they were so wet she had to drive home with no panties, walked her to her car and she is like I am dripping down my leg.
So all the sheets were in the wash, so I was fucking around on Hinge, matched with some girl who was giving me shit saying I had a few things to learn about sex and she could teach me, so I was like yeah whatever when are you free next, shes like tonight, so I told her to come over, I jumped in the shower, got my sheets out of the dryer and she came over a little after. Chatted for a little, she was unfortunately unlike the last two girls I slept with which were way hotter than their photos she was a little bigger but I was like ehh fuck it do it for the two random girls in one day because I have done two girls one was a fuck buddy the other was new so this is the first two new girls in one night for me also it helped that she had big milky titties which I love and the last 5-6 girls I have slept with all had smaller/medium boobs. So I ended up getting to the bedroom with her and did my thing, learn a lot about some basics in sex from SQL, but didn't do anything crazy just was present, used voice sound and movement.
Afterwards she said omg that was the best I have ever been fucked, I asked her what she found so good about it was it just how hard I went and she said no it was the fact you made sounds, the dirty talk you said and the way you moved. Then I gave her shit about her messages saying so what was it that you wanted to teach me, and shes like nothing just do whatever you did again. So yeah was a fun way to go to #81
So yeah reflecting I am like fuck this week has been really good, I guess this is what feeling back to like my old self again is like, I just don't feel in this low energy stuckness state I was in for ages where it felt like nothing was working or going my way. Due to this I have had some fears pop up around oh shit it can only get worse or down hill but my mate really pulled me up and said mate it only gets better from here you are putting in all the groundwork and consistency from all the deep emotional work, the hard work in the gym, the business stuff and content, sure I have been far from perfect in a lot of them but I have been showing up consistently and putting in the work and it is all coming together, on Thursday I thought it is downhill from here, how can it get better, well today just shows it can and will get fucking better and better!! Lets FUCKING GO!
So yesterday had a date come over, little bigger than her photos, had good chat made out and stuff but she was like yeah I like you too much if I sleep with you I don't want it to be a one night stand because that's how I categorize people so I was like cool but also found it amusing she drove 1hr20 to see me then 1hr20 to go back home.
Today was crazy, got up and edited 17 videos I had shot one big video for a creator platform someone I know is building they wanted a quick getting started video but I over delivered and sent them the first video and 16 FAQ style videos they loved it and want me to do a live QnA with one of their top creators which if they have a massive following will really boost me and my business.
Went and blasted a gym session out before meeting with a girl from bumble, she was way way hotter in person and cute, super submissive and just a nice nature a little quiet but was good both of us crazy into cars. Walked her back to mine, she was like I am not hooking up with you on the first day, I am not that kind and don't do that. I just pulled back was chill and said hey I get it, for me I won't judge you either way, I still want to see you again if we have sex or not you are cool and I like hanging with you and thank you for letting me know and telling me your boundary. Anyway I just went back to kissing, then pulled her hair and said I fucking hate how much you are turning me on, put hand between my legs, and she is like you are doing the same to me. Then before you know it shes asking me to take my pants off and went end up in our bedroom, her top was stuck so I ended up leaving it on, but went for another round and I got her top off which was hiding some amazing boobs so not only did she have a great booty but really nice boobs, great way to hit a nice round #80 so I did it with a creampie as she had that rod thing.
At the end of it I used my wand on her and made her squirt made a puddle in my bed but oh well, she wanted to have a shower then I had to give her a plastic bag for her panties because they were so wet she had to drive home with no panties, walked her to her car and she is like I am dripping down my leg.
So all the sheets were in the wash, so I was fucking around on Hinge, matched with some girl who was giving me shit saying I had a few things to learn about sex and she could teach me, so I was like yeah whatever when are you free next, shes like tonight, so I told her to come over, I jumped in the shower, got my sheets out of the dryer and she came over a little after. Chatted for a little, she was unfortunately unlike the last two girls I slept with which were way hotter than their photos she was a little bigger but I was like ehh fuck it do it for the two random girls in one day because I have done two girls one was a fuck buddy the other was new so this is the first two new girls in one night for me also it helped that she had big milky titties which I love and the last 5-6 girls I have slept with all had smaller/medium boobs. So I ended up getting to the bedroom with her and did my thing, learn a lot about some basics in sex from SQL, but didn't do anything crazy just was present, used voice sound and movement.
Afterwards she said omg that was the best I have ever been fucked, I asked her what she found so good about it was it just how hard I went and she said no it was the fact you made sounds, the dirty talk you said and the way you moved. Then I gave her shit about her messages saying so what was it that you wanted to teach me, and shes like nothing just do whatever you did again. So yeah was a fun way to go to #81
So yeah reflecting I am like fuck this week has been really good, I guess this is what feeling back to like my old self again is like, I just don't feel in this low energy stuckness state I was in for ages where it felt like nothing was working or going my way. Due to this I have had some fears pop up around oh shit it can only get worse or down hill but my mate really pulled me up and said mate it only gets better from here you are putting in all the groundwork and consistency from all the deep emotional work, the hard work in the gym, the business stuff and content, sure I have been far from perfect in a lot of them but I have been showing up consistently and putting in the work and it is all coming together, on Thursday I thought it is downhill from here, how can it get better, well today just shows it can and will get fucking better and better!! Lets FUCKING GO!
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Lusty69
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90.5kg 100kg squats and 60kg over head press yesterday, knee is holding up better than it was last time after squats so some of thew rehab exercises are working.
I must say things have been running well and I have noticed that although I am physically tired as today from the lack of sleep on the weekend my need for porn has like died off, sure out of some habits I went and looked at it, but I think from all the great sex I am just like in a habit looking at it then going I don't need this, this isn't as good as the real thing then I just switch it off and do something else. So I do feel the whole porn thing shifting on it's own as I think I have further satisfied what the porn was giving me. What also helped a lot was yesterday in the morning I got a coffee with one of my friends I had not seen in a while then after that went to gym with my gym buddy, got a coffee and hung out for a while after as well.
Social connection and great sex with lovely women I think is the key to letting go of this porn addiction patterns as I think they were serving me in the lack of romantic and friendly connections. Now just need to let go around the habit patterns and triggers to go look, because at the moment it is like go look, nothing too crazy to get my socks off whatever turn it off haha
I must say things have been running well and I have noticed that although I am physically tired as today from the lack of sleep on the weekend my need for porn has like died off, sure out of some habits I went and looked at it, but I think from all the great sex I am just like in a habit looking at it then going I don't need this, this isn't as good as the real thing then I just switch it off and do something else. So I do feel the whole porn thing shifting on it's own as I think I have further satisfied what the porn was giving me. What also helped a lot was yesterday in the morning I got a coffee with one of my friends I had not seen in a while then after that went to gym with my gym buddy, got a coffee and hung out for a while after as well.
Social connection and great sex with lovely women I think is the key to letting go of this porn addiction patterns as I think they were serving me in the lack of romantic and friendly connections. Now just need to let go around the habit patterns and triggers to go look, because at the moment it is like go look, nothing too crazy to get my socks off whatever turn it off haha
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Lusty69
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90.1 so close to breaking into the 80's
Also hit another deadlift PR 190kg or 420lb but it was a lot harder than the 185 so I think I finally found my 1RM sure I could play around with 2.5kg added, I know if I went to the gym I pulled 185kg with the proper deadlift bar which has more flex I could eek out more but I don't think there is much point, time to reduce the load and get some volume in, technique improvements and regroup for the 200kg goal.
Video content has been going well one of my tiktoks is close to 50k views now first time I have had something really break out which is awesome, trying to balance controversy and professionalism is the hard part as creating controversy is great for views.
Got a few dates from online lined up tonight and tomorrow so see how that goes but I really need to try push myself into some in person interactions as I keep avoiding daygame approaches
Also hit another deadlift PR 190kg or 420lb but it was a lot harder than the 185 so I think I finally found my 1RM sure I could play around with 2.5kg added, I know if I went to the gym I pulled 185kg with the proper deadlift bar which has more flex I could eek out more but I don't think there is much point, time to reduce the load and get some volume in, technique improvements and regroup for the 200kg goal.
Video content has been going well one of my tiktoks is close to 50k views now first time I have had something really break out which is awesome, trying to balance controversy and professionalism is the hard part as creating controversy is great for views.
Got a few dates from online lined up tonight and tomorrow so see how that goes but I really need to try push myself into some in person interactions as I keep avoiding daygame approaches
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Lusty69
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89.8kg under 90kg lets fucking go 1 day after my projection of "You will hit 90kg on 02 May 2024."
Managed to get my Tiktok to blow up a little but I think replying to every comment with a video caused me to violate something because I am now shadow banned but shit happens
Did my second daygame approach of the year, a student from HongKong who looked hot as in this green dress from behind and one of the cutest asians I have ever approached, got her number so that was a big win today. I repeated a mantra I learnt as I was walking around after gym, the anxiety and stress I am feeling right now is more than welcome in my body, which helped me calm down.
Managed to get my Tiktok to blow up a little but I think replying to every comment with a video caused me to violate something because I am now shadow banned but shit happens
Did my second daygame approach of the year, a student from HongKong who looked hot as in this green dress from behind and one of the cutest asians I have ever approached, got her number so that was a big win today. I repeated a mantra I learnt as I was walking around after gym, the anxiety and stress I am feeling right now is more than welcome in my body, which helped me calm down.
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Lusty69
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89.0kg got to bed late and woke up late and slightly dehydrated hence the drop but I also am not complaining about being 89kg
Had an interesting thing I was experimenting with in my mind so I met this girl on Hinge, invited direct to the house to drink some sparkling water as she had some prompt on her profile, then as we were chatting she was talking about having drinks and stuff, so I went and got some vodka but I didn't really want to drop straight away that I was likely not going to drink, I sort of have not really felt drinking as last time after I had whiskey I my skin was feeling like it flared up not sure if it was the alcohol or a combo of other things. Anyway I had a random thought of her coming over because it was pretty obvious what for and see if I could just escelate quickly, so she walks into mine, get her to take her shoes off and I just say I think her outfit is cute and hold strong deep eye contact and get close to her and she starts making out with me. So I just keep going, pushed her away, then pull her back in and say look at what you are doing to me, give her a quick tour of the house, ending in the bedroom and went from there, was actually pretty hot and fun just skipping all the small talk and getting into it, she wasn't the skinniest girl but when a girl says curvy I in my mind she is what I would think like a little fat on her but mainly around her booty and boobs.
so that's #82 which was fun. Then she walked home to go have some dinner her roommate made her.
After that some random girl I randomly added on snapchat wanted to get a drink, she is from overseas and I think wanted to hang out and and improve her english, so I was like fuck it she is hot, managed to convince her to come to mine, she wanted some beers so I bought a 6 pack, we had chatted and I had already told her I don't drink so didn't have to worry about that, turns out she is in a relationship with a sugar daddy so was pretty funny and she wouldn't do anything sexual with me but was funny because we were talking about random shit and she wanted to see my dick, I was a little thrown off but I showed her if she showed me her boobs, omg she legit had some of the best boobs I have seen, she was super small and these massive perky boobs, god bless Arabic women, anyway gave her a little cuddle and she took an Uber home at almost 3am when she was like I can only stay until midnight so might be something there if we catch up again or something goes down with her current sugar daddy, but I had a weird vibe from what she was saying that it seemed like she was sussing me out in terms of swinging from him to me because she sort of asked in a round about way if I would off something like that, I just said not my thing plenty of women I can date and see, but if I like someone and get along with them I do like to take them along for experiences like going to a nice steak place or staying in a nice hotel/travelling somewhere which is true on an internal note here she was really attractive and I would for a fun experience burn some of my like half a million frequent flyer points on 2 biz class flights overseas then stay at a nice Hilton to make use of my perks and then I can sort of do the super luxury on a budget trip and enjoy it with someone.
Had an interesting thing I was experimenting with in my mind so I met this girl on Hinge, invited direct to the house to drink some sparkling water as she had some prompt on her profile, then as we were chatting she was talking about having drinks and stuff, so I went and got some vodka but I didn't really want to drop straight away that I was likely not going to drink, I sort of have not really felt drinking as last time after I had whiskey I my skin was feeling like it flared up not sure if it was the alcohol or a combo of other things. Anyway I had a random thought of her coming over because it was pretty obvious what for and see if I could just escelate quickly, so she walks into mine, get her to take her shoes off and I just say I think her outfit is cute and hold strong deep eye contact and get close to her and she starts making out with me. So I just keep going, pushed her away, then pull her back in and say look at what you are doing to me, give her a quick tour of the house, ending in the bedroom and went from there, was actually pretty hot and fun just skipping all the small talk and getting into it, she wasn't the skinniest girl but when a girl says curvy I in my mind she is what I would think like a little fat on her but mainly around her booty and boobs.
so that's #82 which was fun. Then she walked home to go have some dinner her roommate made her.
After that some random girl I randomly added on snapchat wanted to get a drink, she is from overseas and I think wanted to hang out and and improve her english, so I was like fuck it she is hot, managed to convince her to come to mine, she wanted some beers so I bought a 6 pack, we had chatted and I had already told her I don't drink so didn't have to worry about that, turns out she is in a relationship with a sugar daddy so was pretty funny and she wouldn't do anything sexual with me but was funny because we were talking about random shit and she wanted to see my dick, I was a little thrown off but I showed her if she showed me her boobs, omg she legit had some of the best boobs I have seen, she was super small and these massive perky boobs, god bless Arabic women, anyway gave her a little cuddle and she took an Uber home at almost 3am when she was like I can only stay until midnight so might be something there if we catch up again or something goes down with her current sugar daddy, but I had a weird vibe from what she was saying that it seemed like she was sussing me out in terms of swinging from him to me because she sort of asked in a round about way if I would off something like that, I just said not my thing plenty of women I can date and see, but if I like someone and get along with them I do like to take them along for experiences like going to a nice steak place or staying in a nice hotel/travelling somewhere which is true on an internal note here she was really attractive and I would for a fun experience burn some of my like half a million frequent flyer points on 2 biz class flights overseas then stay at a nice Hilton to make use of my perks and then I can sort of do the super luxury on a budget trip and enjoy it with someone.