Skelly92 Log

[Skelly92]

I have lost 1.3 pounds of weight this week! It is slowly coming off and I have noticed this week that my belly/waist size has decreased.

I went again to the massage parlour on Wednesday, I was hoping to see the same girl I saw last week, but it was a different girl, she wasn't as attractive or as nice as the girl from the previous week. Though she did do a full body to body massage, which was nice. I was a bit less nervous going this time than last. It was good to get some more experience of being naked with a girl and having her touch me.

I got two matches this week, one from a super like that I did to a chubby girl and another from a boost on Saturday night. The one from the super like we messaged back and forth for two messages, but she still hasn't got back to me for my latest message on Friday. She did say she was going to a wedding on Friday night, so I message her again and see if she gets back to me, otherwise I will unmatch.

I have decided that I am going to lose my virginity this week to an escort and I have had look online of what's available locally and have a read a few reviews on the girls. I will call and book in with one tomorrow.

[Skelly92]

So I booked in this morning to see an escort to lose my virginity and I did it! It wasn't the greatest experience and I think I could of picked a better escort to lose it to, but at least I have lost my virginity and I can say I am no longer a virgin. The reason for this was a mix of her not speaking much English with her being Thai and new to the country and she didn't seem to offer the girlfriend experience, that I was expecting and was a bit distant, this didn't help with my nerves.

Initially I got her to do a massage on me for a bit to help calm myself down as I was a bit nervous. She then stripped naked and I started playing with her big fake tits and sucking on them. I then went down on her and was licking her pussy for a bit, but I think it must of been too much stimulation for me I ended up cuming while licking her out. I thought initially that I had messed it all up and that I wouldn't end losing my virginity after all! Luckily I had booked in for an hour, so she did a massage on me for a bit and after her blowing me for a bit I was able to get it back up and we ended up doing cowgirl and mish and then I finished. I am now no longer a virgin and it won't hold me back anymore.

I felt a lot more calmer and confident after I had been. I feel I did a great job of calming myself down and stopping any negative thoughts before I met her, as the day before I was getting anxious about meeting up with an escort and letting negative thoughts get to me and was at one point not going through with it. I am glad that I did and I am no longer a virgin!

I think I will likely go and do it again with a different escort in the next couple of weeks, to get more experience and hopefully a better experience.

[MakingAComeback]

LEGEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Thebastard]

Glad you got it over with brother.

Its been over a decade since I did the same thing. Sounds like your session went a lot better than mine! I was porn addicted and so my johnson didn't work at all. And she was an abrasive glasgow woman which didn't help.

Actually the last few times I was in the UK, it seemed that getting escorts to even respond was a major ballache, at least compared to a decade ago when I was most active with scort-maxxing.

Hope your next session goes better!

[Zug]

but I think it must of been too much stimulation for me I ended up cuming while licking her out

Holy shit, wow. Teach me.

[Skelly92]

Glad you got it over with brother.

Its been over a decade since I did the same thing. Sounds like your session went a lot better than mine! I was porn addicted and so my johnson didn't work at all. And she was an abrasive glasgow woman which didn't help.

Actually the last few times I was in the UK, it seemed that getting escorts to even respond was a major ballache, at least compared to a decade ago when I was most active with scort-maxxing.

Hope your next session goes better!

Thanks Mate, hopefully the next session goes better.

[Skelly92]

but I think it must of been too much stimulation for me I ended up cuming while licking her out

Holy shit, wow. Teach me.

Haha, not too sure how it even happened!

[Crimson]

Nicee, I did the same thing, congrats on losing your virginity man! Good work

[ziva]

I felt a lot more calmer and confident after I had been. I feel I did a great job of calming myself down and stopping any negative thoughts before I met her, as the day before I was getting anxious about meeting up with an escort and letting negative thoughts get to me and was at one point not going through with it. I am glad that I did and I am no longer a virgin!

I think I will likely go and do it again with a different escort in the next couple of weeks, to get more experience and hopefully a better experience.

Good shit man! This is how I lost my virginity too. My experience also wasn't that enjoyable at all. I don't even remember how it felt (it was 2 years ago by now, haven't had sex since). I hope your next experiences are better for you!

[Skelly92]

I have lost another 1.3 pounds of weight this week! I think I have got it down now of controlling what I eat, I have got 6 weeks now to hit my target of weighing 212 pounds by the 15th September, which is still viable now as if I lose 1.5 pounds a week I should be mostly there.

Now that I have lost my virginity and completed that goal my next main goal is to get my first lay with a girl, which I will accomplish by 31st October. To do this I am going to put more effort than I have been on improving my dating photos and making sure to take the time to go out and take new ones. My aim is to get 6 decent to good dating photos showing off a variety of outfits and locations.

To improve my sexual confidence I am going go see an escort again this week and maybe make it a weekly thing.

I am also going to put more focus on my other goal, which is to move out of my mam's house. If I am being honest I haven't done anything to accomplish this goal yet, but I am going to start and put more effort into it and go and see a mortgage advisor and see what I could borrow and buy my own flat/house.

[Skelly92]

I have lost another 1.1 pounds of weight this week.

I ended up seeing another escort on Wednesday this week, I didn't do as good a job of dealing with my anxiety before as I did the first time and ended up just getting BJ from her, as I didn't last.

I am going to at somepoint this week ring my bank and see what I can lend to get myself a mortgage, so I can eventually move out of my mam's house.

[Skelly92]

I have stalled on my weight loss goal this week, it is a mix of drinking over the weekend with the football being back on and having a couple of takeaways during the week. I have tried this weekend to not drink as much as I did last week and will try to reduce my drinking next weekend aswell and to cut the amount of takeaways I have in a week to just one.

I also went and saw an escort again this week, I was less nervous this time than last time.

I have been reading up on mortgages this weekend and have started the application process with a mortgage advisor, I just need to fill in a couple of more details before I apply, which I will do on Monday.

[Skelly92]

I have only lost 0.5 pounds over the last two weeks. The last week I have been to a meal out with work, along with going to a concert, which has meant that I have been drinking alcohol than I usually do. I also only went to the gym twice doing a weight workout compared to my regular of 4 times a week. I am going to get back to what I was doing before and make sure that I am eating within my calorie intake.

I finished the application for a mortgage advisor and found out what I could borrow to buy my own place. I now just need to keep and eye out for properties and go and view and bid on ones that I am interested in.

[Skelly92]

I only lost 0.5 pounds of weight this week. I have made some adjustments to my meal prep for my lunches at work this week and hopefully that should help to get me back to losing 1-1.5 pounds of weight a week.
On Friday I am going to go out and take some new dating photos of myself. I didn't get any matches this week from my boost.

[Sewerdog]

How have you been progressing on your goals?