175 Days Left till 2023.

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

Day 22: don’t eat junk. Maintain the calorie deficit. I’m working to get the body I always wanted. No need to stop now.
Get the visa docs in check.
Finish pending work so I can spend time on good shit.

You all inspire me and I’m jealous of what you are able to achieve. I’m focusing too much on that end goal and not putting the effort. I’ll get there in a few weeks time. This week goal is to get the weight to 74.

Day 21: was ok. Even though I wrote I will do it,I had to drag myself to complete it. Funny how that works.

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day 23: Please for the love of god, move away from the stupid thoughts. move towards being productive.
job,visa,gym,diet - goals.

day 22: was stupid. I ate even after promising that I wont eat Junk. just fat overloaded. I really want to move away from this weight. I need to exercise control to a greater extent than I ever thought was possible. I need to be on the watch all the time. and remove the thoughts and not entertain them.

didnt get the visa docs in check.

didnt finish pending work as flawlessly as I thought I was about to.

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

Too much mediocre people man.. even people I deem friends are not on my level. I am thankful I’ve one overseas that actually has balls. Rest of them, so shiteeeee..!! I don’t wanna die an average lost soul man.. I’ll show the world and take them with me to a higher heartier plane..
god, it’s so annoying to waste my potential sitting here listening to a sea of mediocre men..

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

I fucked up my diet yesterday and therefore have increased my weight back to 78.. I’m not happy about this setback and now I’ve to work twice as hard to get my goal weight. I’m being honest here and I’ll own up to my mistake during the week with a solid deficit day plans.!!(800cals). I know how I can achieve them and achieve it I shall

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

Day 24: today, I feel mediocre. I feel that ladder towards my ascension glimmers out of the fog . A hint of where I climb and how far I can go.
Today, I aim for mastery of the hours, not of salvation.

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Day 25: important day and soon coming up on 30days.!! A major headache regards to my car is done today. Never in the future will I make the same mistake of doing things last minute again.

Today, already filled up on calories due to sweets. So, fasting the next 12 hours. Give me the power.. !!!

Work: documents, prototype..
Body: gym today..
Start getting things sorted for the trip.. plan the next week in project.

[Vice]

Stop buying and bringing junk food into your home. If you need something sweet, try having some fruits and/or gum.

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day 26:
slow start for a day. but full of good thoughts and not engaging my negativity.
I think going to the gym even after a bad day/diet helped.

today, feels like I have control over my diet and life. will make it as productive as can be,

thanks for the advice @Vice.

damn, I love being here.. some of the community posts just send me over a positive edge.
a good problem that I have been having the past days is I am spending time on reading some of these men's daily logs.
Inspiring.

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

Guess who is back mothafckaaaaaaass..!!
I just got done with the vacation days and got back to normalcy.
Time to get back into the groove.

I will start posting regularly from tomorrow. Excited to be back..!!

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

Guess who didnt do what they said they will..
things were put on hold while I dragged every day with not useful things.

but, it is a fresh month and therefore I am back. new slate. goals are the same. accountability is back on the menu..!!

To do :
Gym,
Write,
Job application.

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

hey,
I didnt want to post before I made what I deem considerable progress on my physique. During July-August I was on a journey that didnt make much sense then. But, looking back I think I had chosen my vices more than my strengths. I was sort of in a LDR situation right until August end when she broke up with me. I knew then I was not going to feel bad about letting her go but about the lack of me being able to decide on my relationships. So, the mourning phase didnt last that long and that I could find a person of my choosing if I work for it. That was my intention when I posted on 1st of Sep.

What have I done from then?
brought back BW to 77kilos. have gone to gym consistenly and have had my diet dialed in (Goal weight: 65 kilos).
have avoided porn and that seemed to clear my mind.

What I experience now is a lack of mental motivation towards my job.
It s not fulfilling anymore and I find myself procrastinate a lot because my skills are not par for what I am expected to do.
my financial goals are still unanswered as well.
So, I am thinking of finding a new one with higher salary.
although, I dream of new job it doesn't seem to motivate me enough to actually apply for one.

adding to it, my dream physique will take the rest of the year to achieve.
I want to continue going this path of healthy intense workouts.
I am starting to see the effort I spend in gym rewarding.
I wanna feel the same way for my job search.

Any ideas?

[kratjeuh]

You cannot control motivation in the same way as determination. Neither can you rely on motivation to reach your goals because the feeling always goes away.

You have to look in the mirror and be honest with yourself. Do you have the character to do the things you have to do despite not feeling like it? Can you handle adversity?

Most people are only able to work hard when they feel motivated and will throw it all away once the feeling dies, hence these people stay average.

Remember that you earn exactly what you deserve to earn. If you feel like you deserve more, you’ll have to prove it by taking action and changing the situation

[ProgressEvolution]

hey,
I didnt want to post before I made what I deem considerable progress on my physique. During July-August I was on a journey that didnt make much sense then. But, looking back I think I had chosen my vices more than my strengths. I was sort of in a LDR situation right until August end when she broke up with me. I knew then I was not going to feel bad about letting her go but about the lack of me being able to decide on my relationships. So, the mourning phase didnt last that long and that I could find a person of my choosing if I work for it. That was my intention when I posted on 1st of Sep.

What have I done from then?
brought back BW to 77kilos. have gone to gym consistenly and have had my diet dialed in (Goal weight: 65 kilos).
have avoided porn and that seemed to clear my mind.

What I experience now is a lack of mental motivation towards my job.
It s not fulfilling anymore and I find myself procrastinate a lot because my skills are not par for what I am expected to do.
my financial goals are still unanswered as well.
So, I am thinking of finding a new one with higher salary.
although, I dream of new job it doesn't seem to motivate me enough to actually apply for one.

adding to it, my dream physique will take the rest of the year to achieve.
I want to continue going this path of healthy intense workouts.
I am starting to see the effort I spend in gym rewarding.
I wanna feel the same way for my job search.

Any ideas?

Same advice I gave another member. I'd keep it sustainable like you did with gym. Three tailored applications a day. That's all you need. It's only 1.5 hours a day and can do serious work for you.

[gettingoutofcomfortzone]

I wil try this from monday. I have to get my docs. ready as well to facilitate this.

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shit shit shit..!! what a bad waster of time sunday was. MY diet got fucked. my work didnt get done.
had too much time wasted with things I wont ever do.
need today to get back again.

why is that JUST WHEN IT STARTS to get going good, I FCK UP?
I am so close to ruining my progress. I am scared boys.
Need to remedy this today.
My mind is not working with me in Tandem.
My mind is seeking that comfort zone.
IT doesnt want to get out.
FCK.