I am Fuckin ANGRY

[Gönni]

Yo folks.

at this moment right now im sitting here and im VERY disgusted about my life.

i just play volleyball all day, and fuck a few average Girls a week and masturbate often to porn.

i almost burned a city. Here are living 118k People (30k students) and i layd here about 80- average Girls with over 1k approaches. (i never used Tinder(to much effort))

i sit here and life from social warefare money


The only 2 things i have knowledge about:
-How to fuck alot
-Everything about Fitness (when i dont know stuff, i know where i find it)

Funfact:
-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys. Its funny, that pushes me more to fuck even more Girls (you hear the sex in the entire house)

-------Why improve?---------------
SO I DONT SUFFER ANYMORE STUPIDLY THAN I HAVE TO | Time passes by ANYWAY, if u improve or not!
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I bought a Trainerlicence in Dezember 2019 which People finish in 2 Weeks. I´m not able to sit down and study.
- So my 1# Goal is to finish this stupid shit. (im sitting here VERY angry right now, also because a Girl wanted to come and she dont answers anymore)

I need a bigger City.
-To have the Sexlife i REALLY want. I need a BIG OPEN city. - i choosed Berlin (if you know better ones PLEASE TELL ME)

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So i create this blog, that i can keep myself accountable
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Every Evening i will set Goals for the next Day which help me to get to my main Goals.
-i will also write about the day, how i felt, how i overcame things and how proud i am about myself

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I will Achive Goal 1# in the first Week of September.
I will Achive Goal 2# till End of Dezember, so i can Party New Year in my New City

[Gönni]

Wednesday 12.08.2020

1.Call Trainer make Date for Exam
2.Sort everything to start Studying
3.Study 3 hours Net
4.approach 20 Girls

I will accomplish it.
-You dont get the Gold without the Dragon

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Update 12.09.20120 01:37AM

I met the Girl of my previous Text half an hour ago.
i instantly pulled her up, grabt her ass and Kissed her. (she was drunk and i stoned)
we isntantly searched for a chillplace to sit. (secret fuck spot)
-i talked 1 minit, i smoked weed and she made a cigarett
i grabbed her everywhere makeout etc.

Girl: too bad, you was to fast.
We made out again
Girl: no to fast
I talked with her for a minit
I tryed to make out, she didnt wanted.
-she left

Funfact.
I went back to the place and masturbated in proud & honor

now i make Pizza and go happy to bed.
-also did porn.

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[BouffeQ]

Chill dude. Also looking to move to a bigger city, can be as soon a October. Berlin is #1 on my list at the moment. Are you German?

[Luke95]

-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys.

Holy shit that sounds scary. Honestly, I wouldn't even bother approaching in a city with 120k people. Props for getting laid there.

[Gönni]

Wednesday 12.08.2020

1.Call Trainer make Date for Exam
2.Sort everything to start Studying
3.Study 3 hours Net
4.approach 20 Girls


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1.Exam Date set: 02.September.2020
2. Everything Set
3. Didnt got 3 hours, but learned and uderstood EVERYTHING that i brought this day with me
4. approached 25 Girls and gut 5 Numbers
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25 Girls are waaaay to many.. but i set the count to 20 and did it.

got a big rejection streak, but got back

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How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?

Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff
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Chill dude. Also looking to move to a bigger city, can be as soon a October. Berlin is #1 on my list at the moment. Are you German?

-Yes i am. Living in Göttingen right now, but also visit Paderborn pretty often.
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-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys.

Holy shit that sounds scary. Honestly, I wouldn't even bother approaching in a city with 120k people. Props for getting laid there.

you can forget your social reputation, but if I'm going to move anyway.. it doesnt really matter. | every day i see/approach Girls i already approached. Sometimes they get really angry and say i should stop harrass them.. but i dont even know who they are
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[Gönni]

How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?
Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff

I mean how can you be attracted to so many girls I find a girl decently attractive maybe twice a year and I "like-like" a girl every... 4-5 years? Yeah, it's hard to find a girl for long term So many variables have to fit.

Btw, how tall are you? I'm 5'11 and pretty skinny - you said you know a lot about fitness. Any tips?

I dont find every Girl attractive. But i approach every Girl i would fuck Naked. (low class impulsive pleasure)

im 193cm

Depends on what you want, how much effort you are willing to put in etc.

[Gönni]

GOALS 13.08.2020
-3 High Quality Super Hot Approaches where i have to stay in 2min+. (I will Confront my Dragon)
-learn Modul 4-5 until i understand it.
-repeat Modul 1-3
-clean my Room for 30 Minutes

[tenzinf92]

How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?
Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff

I mean how can you be attracted to so many girls I find a girl decently attractive maybe twice a year and I "like-like" a girl every... 4-5 years? Yeah, it's hard to find a girl for long term So many variables have to fit.

Btw, how tall are you? I'm 5'11 and pretty skinny - you said you know a lot about fitness. Any tips?

Matt we've told you a million times, once you just stfu and pump a few girls you'll want to fuck em all.

Tips for fitness: shut the fuck up, eat more food and lift some weights. If you don't want to lift weights, do pullups, pushups and squats. That's enough tips for now.

[terry_crews87]

@MattsCrib

Matt we've told you a million times, once you just stfu and pump a few girls you'll want to fuck em all.

Tips for fitness: shut the fuck up, eat more food and lift some weights. If you don't want to lift weights, do pullups, pushups and squats. That's enough tips for now.

[Gönni]

Its 11:30am im in the Gym and i feel terrible. 0 Motivation 0 good Feeling. Depressions kicking in.
I feel dead inside.

These 25 coald Approaches are nothing compared to 3 high quality girls Interactions.
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Update 1:30PM

I almost quit Cardio at minit 2 because i had 0 Energy, so i fighted myself in my Head with a smile and did 25 Minutes.
Result:

cardio.jpg

Easy stuff dont get you anywhere
-Confront the Dragon, Get the Gold

[Gönni]

Pickup ist Bullshit.
Running around and fucking casual is bullshit.

-Do something Productive and Meaningful
-Get a Girlfriend
-Get some Friends
-Have a Hobby
-Have a good Relationship to your Family

I will still talk to girls, but its not for the coom anymore.

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[Thebastard]

80 girls from 1000+ approaches (are we talking 1500 or what?) Those are some pretty elite stats brah!

[tenzinf92]

@MattsCrib

I am already doing bodyweight stuff,but yeah, just keep going.

ok good. tip #2 log your numbers to see your progress.
numbers not improving? eat more or sleep more or workout harder.

[Gönni]

80 girls from 1000+ approaches (are we talking 1500 or what?) Those are some pretty elite stats brah!

i dont know excatly, but i would guess around 1000-1100

thanks.

Update. 19.08.2020
-just got a rejection of a girl with hotpants where u can see the half of the ass. fuck

Didnt wrote the last days because i invested in 1 Girl. Didnt work out
last message of her: "You are a nice Guy, and a lot of Girls would be happy with you,........" (dont have to go further here)

Now im Angry, because i have 0 Girls
Zero
i am empty
-the first time in Months.


Plan how to fuck more:
-Approach more Girls
i dont care how i interact with these Girls, i will just screen ALOT

see ya.

[JamalHash123]

I went back to the place and masturbated in proud & honor

LMAO dying. godspeed brother.