rohanps log

[bonzo34]

https://www.buzzsprout.com/1279346/1030 ... ay-general
for the being hard on yourself

[rohanp]

BRO GOOD PICS are insane.

Just went in the living room and clicked a few solid pics


Just face apped a smirk into them and it’s like night and day difference on hinge wtf, even getting roses

[GN44]

I'd kill to be 20 again. But I would have thought the same shit when I was a teenager. In fact i did. I remember thinking I wasted all my time up til then and honestly I was right.

But you have so much time it's not even funny. I literally smile whenever I read some young dude posting about how "his time is up".

Don't let the fact you have time encourage you to be lazy though. Exact opposite. If I went back in time to your age I'd be slaying some pussy on day 1 and having the time of my life. No reason you can't do the same bro.

If you're a young dude and you aren't doing everything to crush it, you're dumb and should feel ashamed.

Not really thinking my time is up, just upset at myself

If it makes you feel better I didn't start taking self improvement seriously until a few months after I turned 20. You have a ton of time. Most people don't really seem to take dating all that seriously until after high school. By life standards you are a "baby" adult, so really life is just beginning for you.

[rohanp]

Reflections: 10/8/2023

1. Looksmaxxing is going wonderful. Hair is getting longer, skin clearer, starting to look more like DP 24/7 haha (which was taken after my biweekly exfoilation). Invisalign is coming along wonderful and now im going to start teeth whitening tooth paste before my annual clean.
2. Mental Healthmaxxing, going slightly better. Going out on walks after my gym session is helping me be less harsh on myself. Starting to give myself credit too for getting numbers and dates (two potential dates, pray i dont fuck it up!). Therapy session was great, and i am really thankful to my therapist for giving me a different perspective.
3. This coming week. I probably will head straight to the library after class. Why? Because i want to force myself out of my room. I need to be out in the world instead of constant rotting.

While panic attacks will still happen, and i will doubt myself for weeks and weeks, I have no doubt only bright things await me in the future.

[rohanp]

10/10/2023

1. Hit a PR on dumbbel bench yesterday
2. Haven't fapped at all this week
3. Getting on average 2-3 matches per day on Hinge
4. Starting to fix up my style a bit, got a long way to go here, going to try and emomaxx a bit. Wear darker clothes, get some rings, baggy clothes, etc

[rohanp]

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is this too much faceapp? All i did was smirk and shave. Also, i know i look borderline hideous because of the curse known as facial hair, but man, i am one ugly fucker.

Gonna seriosilt consider facial hair removal surgery
edit: top is normal bottom is facapped to

[rohanp]

so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

[MakingAComeback]

so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

As a guy who avoided porn for 10 years, and didn't fap for about 2-3 of those years

You must not judge yourself harshly here

You're not a loser

You just need to rewire your brain

I cried alone in my room many times when I was about your age, maybe a little older when I got really blackpilled

-Why do you feel you're pathetic?

-What is causing your frustration?

You have a lot of judgement towards yourself for masturbating. Why is this?

Finally.........

What is one commitment you could make in the next 24hrs to have a better day?

What can we do in the next 24hrs to make the day a W?

And what are some small steps you can take over the course of the next week, to get closer to your goals?

You'll be OK, bro.

It gets better

MAC

[rohanp]

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so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

As a guy who avoided porn for 10 years, and didn't fap for about 2-3 of those years

You must not judge yourself harshly here

You're not a loser

You just need to rewire your brain

I cried alone in my room many times when I was about your age, maybe a little older when I got really blackpilled

-Why do you feel you're pathetic?

-What is causing your frustration?

You have a lot of judgement towards yourself for masturbating. Why is this?

Finally.........

What is one commitment you could make in the next 24hrs to have a better day?

What can we do in the next 24hrs to make the day a W?

And what are some small steps you can take over the course of the next week, to get closer to your goals?

You'll be OK, bro.

It gets better

MAC

So basically i was driving with my roommate and he was talking about how he fucked a 6’3” latina chick (my dream lay) once. He’s 5’6” white passing with hazel eyes and a small nose (aka everything i desire besides the height) and then i just felt it throughout the rest of the time. I came back and just started fapping again, this time to some of my fucking hinge matches which ghosted me.

This guy is everything i’m not. i’m jealous, resentful, angry, bitter, and don’t know what to do really. I was feeling much better about myself (even starting to escalate with a. girl i matched with onhunge who calls me got nearly every day).


fuck man. i was doing so much better and then it all collapsed. i fucking hate myself so much.

[GN44]

so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

Shit deadass man, but mainly just the profiles. I am tryna stay pornfree and its hella triggering.

[rohanp]

Try to find other outlets too. It's alot easier when you can fuck or hit up girls and redirect it towards that. And the more time passes the easier it gets as well.

i’m unable to fuck

[rohanp]

You can't vibe or interact with women properly either when your brain is all rotted from porn if you want some additional motivation too. Not to mention it trashes your dick.

It fucks your motivation. Just stay the fuck away from it if you can.

You got tons of potential. If you throw it away on some naked women on a computer screen, you're being big time stupid.

I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?

[pancakemouse]

You can't vibe or interact with women properly either when your brain is all rotted from porn if you want some additional motivation too. Not to mention it trashes your dick.

It fucks your motivation. Just stay the fuck away from it if you can.

You got tons of potential. If you throw it away on some naked women on a computer screen, you're being big time stupid.

I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?

start with the 7/10 white chick

[rohanp]

I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?

start with the 7/10 white chick

even she’s losing interest in my subhuman ass despite calling me hot for three days in a row

[rohanp]

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