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l0vebone
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 1:26 am

Dude dont get an escort. I couldnt imagine anything that would kill my confidence more than actualizing that I have to pay for pussy.

Go find yourself a nice 4-5/10 and make her your slampig. 99% of people who make posts like you generally have standards that are sitting on an airplane
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 1:44 am

l0vebone wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 1:26 am
Dude dont get an escort. I couldnt imagine anything that would kill my confidence more than actualizing that I have to pay for pussy.

Go find yourself a nice 4-5/10 and make her your slampig. 99% of people who make posts like you generally have standards that are sitting on an airplane
I don't know if it would kill my confidence (it's not high so, I don't think I can drop it further)

With an escort, I can pick the girl myself and actually physically like her.

With a 4-5, I'd have to be insanely confident and/or good looking just to be someones fifth pick, possibly with a girl I'm not truly even interested in.

I've had some opportunities with a 5 - you just can't do it. Even if you're physically turned on - if there's nothing mentally going on about her, I personally just don't want it.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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KillYourInnerLoser
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 1:52 am

Pay me for coaching so I can actually help you instead of expecting to be fixed in 1 paragraph on an internet forum. https://killyourinnerloser.com/coaching

Or join the private facebook group where we can go deeper on this stuff.
https://killyourinnerloser.com/the-winners-club/

Or pay for an escort like @Lostcause did and get it over with.

3 options. Pick one.
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 2:18 am

KillYourInnerLoser wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 1:52 am
Pay me for coaching so I can actually help you instead of expecting to be fixed in 1 paragraph on an internet forum. https://killyourinnerloser.com/coaching

Or join the private facebook group where we can go deeper on this stuff.
https://killyourinnerloser.com/the-winners-club/

Or pay for an escort like @Lostcause did and get it over with.

3 options. Pick one.
(y)

I'll consider all of them.

For now, I'll pick nr 4 of "focus on your current goals and keep talking to people" - I have a gig with my band coming up and tomorrow there'll be a music jam.

what If for tomorrow, I'll have one itsy bitsy goal of just talking to one new girl I meet there?

That shouldn't be that hard. Just one single girl, maybe have a light flirt etc. To get some small momentum going on top of that dumb, nowhere getting negativity.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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l0vebone
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 3:17 am

^ look man, I just read your entire log.

Normally I would never recommend coaching for someone (except in very small situations where you just cant figure it out yourself, but youre close to getting it right) because that's just my personality, but you are a HARD case.

Your entire mindset has to be completely reshaped. You will essentially have to be brainwashed and told what to do every single step of the way.

Take the coaching man. I dont know much about Andys facebook group, but you need 1on1, this cant be a group thing. You need someone that will literally tell you what your next emotion, what your next thought, etc, should be.
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 4:06 am

l0vebone wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 3:17 am
^ look man, I just read your entire log.

Normally I would never recommend coaching for someone (except in very small situations where you just cant figure it out yourself, but youre close to getting it right) because that's just my personality, but you are a HARD case.

Your entire mindset has to be completely reshaped. You will essentially have to be brainwashed and told what to do every single step of the way.

Take the coaching man. I dont know much about Andys facebook group, but you need 1on1, this cant be a group thing. You need someone that will literally tell you what your next emotion, what your next thought, etc, should be.
Thanks! I kinda understand.

(it used to be much worse lol)

I don't have the finances for coaching right now, nor would I know if it'll even help and I don't want to waste someone's time I don't even know personally. (i also don't want to be a complete follower, in a sense). Like I said, I will be getting therapy mid February.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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l0vebone
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 5:41 am

Youre not an ugly dude, youre good looking enough to get laid.

Theres nothing wrong with coaching man. When I dont know what to do in muay thai, I go to my teacher because hes been there before, even though I have 7+ years of experience.

You seem like a really good guy man and I wish you the best, and I hope you get this area of your life under control.
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 12:16 pm

l0vebone wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 5:41 am
Youre not an ugly dude, youre good looking enough to get laid.
Thanks! I don't know though, it's all about angles, so pics that I take myself aren't the best indicator lol. I think I'm about 4 to 6 / 10.
l0vebone wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 5:41 am
Theres nothing wrong with coaching man. When I dont know what to do in muay thai, I go to my teacher because hes been there before, even though I have 7+ years of experience.

You seem like a really good guy man and I wish you the best, and I hope you get this area of your life under control.
Yeah, I understand. I truly think that my first step should be just... becoming a functioning part of society again by taking baby steps of talking to new girls + getting therapy. If needed, yeah - i'll think about coaching. It's just that I'm a pretty poor musician/student, which means I have money mostly for food and shelter (I have some investments for rainy days) and like I said, I don't want to waste someones time I don't even see face to face :D (even though that yeah, it'll most likely be at least somewhat helpful)
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2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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KillYourInnerLoser
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 8:58 pm

MattsCrib wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 12:16 pm
nor would I know if it'll even help and I don't want to waste someone's time I don't even know personally.
Find me one person (ONE) who's used my coaching and not said "holy shit that absolutely helped and saved me months/years of pain". Especially ask someone like @joe_ronimo how valuable coaching has been for his deep issues/trauma and mental hurdles - the same stuff you're working on.

You mentioned therapy - what do you think my coaching is? Has the therapist you're looking at got proof he's been through the struggles you have? Has your therapist overcome depression and 8-9 years of suicidal thoughts? Do they have proof? Here's mine:
https://killyourinnerloser.com/my-transformation/

It's your money and you seem pretty set on digging your heels in on this. There's only so many times the rest of us can recommend something and you make excuses not to do it. You could shortcut your success right now, save yourself years of heartache, not have to feel all the doubts and insecurities you're feeling right now. You literally have a chance to stop feeling as shit as you are every day... And yet you're saying saving money is more important to you? That's some whack priorities man. We're talking about your fucking happiness here.

Again, it's your money. You're an adult. At the very least, just stick in there and don't you dare fucking quit.
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 11:02 pm

Ayy!

Did my challenge of talking to/meeting one new girl.

We had a music jam at a jazz club and later went to my friends place to chill (4 girls, 3 guys).

There was one girl I didnt know before, so we were introduced (or you know, I introduced myself) . We had a lot of fun and played party games etc. We sang karaoke and I did some beatboxing lol, got some "social approval".

Obviously no girls liked me in a sexual/romantic way, but sometimes you just have to accept your lot in life :D I'll still try a thousand more times, even if I've already done that shit 500 times before. (like I said, I've never had trouble with being social - it's just that I'm not attractive enough to be liked in a romantic/sexual way)

So yeah, I'm only mildly depressed now - I'm liked as a human Being and as always, it feels great to be around kind people.

I will never, ever ever quit, just like I didn't when I payed a pua, just like I didn't all through highschool and college so far.

I WILL become attractive enough one day, even if I'm 30, 40, 50. (okay, if I'm like 50,ill give up)
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2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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MattsCrib
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Thu Feb 04, 2021 11:05 pm

Forgot:

Tomorrows challenge - talk to another new girl, preferably after my performance
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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MattsCrib
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Fri Feb 05, 2021 7:32 am

I'm going to ask this again:

Even though you guys told me that I'm decent looking, what can I do to make myself look better?
What are the steps that I can PHYSICALLY change about myself to get out of "nightmare mode" lol (like Andy said)

Also: I'm going to the wilderness tomorrow w/ my friend and two girls. We're going to just chill around the woods, maybe find a camping spot etc. They're also relatively attractive chicks, however, they're religious(?) and haven't given me any indicators that they're interested in me, so It'll just be friendly. (UNLESS I find a way to make myself incredibly attractive in the next 24 hours). It'll still be nice probably.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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l0vebone
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Fri Feb 05, 2021 8:52 am

just looked at that video dude, yeah youre not a bad looking guy even though you cant see your face clearly. i have no clue why you arent banging one of those girls in your group
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MattsCrib
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Fri Feb 05, 2021 10:59 am

l0vebone wrote:
Fri Feb 05, 2021 8:52 am
just looked at that video dude, yeah youre not a bad looking guy even though you cant see your face clearly. i have no clue why you arent banging one of those girls in your group
Well.. That's why I'm here - If you ask that question on and off for ten years, you get stuck. I don't KNOW if I'm not bad looking, good looking, ugly etc. because I haven't had any success, but neither have I had any major social issues (except for maybe grades 5-9 or so). Maybe I'm not bad looking, but it doesn't mean that I'm good looking enough, because then It would've happened already. A lot of it DOES have to do with the fact that I'm extremely skinny and have the body of a lanky 15 year old.

Working out/lifting has helped, but most of it is bone growth, nor have I been able to hit gym for months. (I will when they open up). That's why I'm asking for guidance, as in what can I change about my appearance to make myself more attractive (I've already been through all of the pua, trying to be alpha phases, but since HS i'm in my "just be a normal person with flaws and all" phase and it's obviously freeing)

Edit: as for the girls in the singing group lol, no :D They're taken + friendzoned + not interested.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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MattsCrib
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Fri Feb 05, 2021 5:52 pm

Log:

Had my performance, it was awesome! Great sound! Turns out it was some kind of an award show and we won "Youth music group of the year" or something like that. We just had a 15 minute gig, because it was freezing cold outside (really hard to sing).

I WAS a bit down though, because one girl I knew told me how incredibly skinny my legs were and did that repulsed "eww" sound :/
It's so fucking weird that when people see fat people, they don't say it to their face that "you look like a bucket of lard", but when it's a skinny person, people don't realize that IT'S THE SAME FUCKING THING when you comment on someones weight, especially if it's one of those "eww, your bones are visible" or "my wrist is thicker than your legs", or "You'll break when you carry something heavy". I KNOW. I've known for YEARS. Yes, I DO eat. No, I DON'T have an eating disorder. YES, I DO work out.

This guy @AnemicBruh probably knows what i'm talking about.

I'm going camping tomorrow w/ my roommate and two "christian"-ish girls. (really cool people, both also musicians)
Last edited by MattsCrib on Sat Feb 06, 2021 7:29 pm, edited 1 time in total.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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