TheComebackKid: Transformation At Last

The main purpose of this forum; tell us what goals you're working on.
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MakingAComeback
Posts: 75 | Thanks: 33
Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Sun Apr 04, 2021 5:02 pm

MattsCrib wrote:
Sun Apr 04, 2021 3:59 pm
MakingAComeback wrote:
Sun Apr 04, 2021 3:32 pm


Hey man. Thanks for your post and offering help.

I can take pictures when I get my weight to 215lbs. This is the best I can do bro.

I look fucking terrible, like a god damn monster. I prefer not to think about it!

Appreciate the support though. Hope you are well.

MAC
Oh come on man! There's a high chance that
1) Yes, you do not look as good as you would want to look like
2) A lot of it is mental and you don't look as bad as you think you look like.

Why not take pics now? Then we can at least see you improve to 200lbs. I mean it seriously. Hell, I'm skinny as fuck! I took pics, I don't have a great body, I want to record my progress, maybe get some help with it etc.

You honestly seem like a very tough guy :D You keep going at it and I'd love to see your physical changes too (and your current "bad" state)

Of course, if you truly don't want to, it's completely your right.
Appreciate the encouragement man, thank you. No need to take pics right now as I am 40lbs overweight and whilst some of it is mental there's definitely some legit truth in it, in the past women have had no issues telling me to my face that I am ugly as fuck. :) They can say what they want, I'll be here fighting to my last drop of blood.

Good points around documenting the journey. I see what you mean. So I can find pics from my Insta that my boy took of me when we go for our hikes etc, I try to avoid pictures but sometimes he just does it anyway. As such, I'll be able to show the changes, so that won't be a problem.
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Mon Apr 05, 2021 6:07 am

Morning Weight: 238.8
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Mon Apr 05, 2021 8:04 pm

Good day overall, went for a 60-minute run, hit the infrared sauna for 30 mins, studied Spanish, did some core work, and calmed me down a bit.

____

Yesterday was a bit challenging to be honest. I hung out with my buddy and enjoyed it, but when I came home, I kind of just lay down and crashed for a while.

I had a lot of time to myself and to think, something I don't normally do. Like I said, taking days off is new for me, and not something I have ever really done. I am still working out how to go about it, but yesterday was NOT the right way.

As I lounged around and 'vegged out' so to speak, I was wrapped up in my thoughts, which were really so painful and so sad. I am 29 now and turn 30 in a few months and it really hurt me to think that I may never be able to start a family and have children. My idea of success was always making good money, having a stimulating and enriching life, and having a good, honest, loyal woman and a few children. I feel like a fucking failure sometimes even though I work my ass off and yesterday it got to me.

This was unusual for me and sufficiently disturbing that I want to sort this out.

I spent a few hours dealing with some pretty intense anger. I blamed myself, which is fine because it is my damn fault, but rather disgustingly, I did spend some time brooding on feelings of being looked over by women and passed over - it isn't necessarily uncommon for deeply rejected men like myself to carry resentment and anger, but I seldom actually experience this as I am a busy guy and am distracted. Why couldn't just one girl have texted me back, why couldn't just ONE have responded to the well-thought-out messages I sent on dating sites for almost 2 years - I could have at least had some hope then.

In an attempt to find some distraction, I did break my NoFap streak (which was almost 20 days) and beat it off, only once, and not using porn (I find porn gross). It made me feel MUCH better and I calmed down a lot. I got back on the No PMO wagon this morning and now am on Day 1.

I got up this morning, early as always, and went for a walk to cool down. I listened to a man I admire greatly, Dr Jordan Peterson, I listened to 12 Rules for Life and to his story about his friend, Chris, a man who like me had no success with women but was intelligent, had some competence, but developed pathologically negative beliefs about people, humanity, and the world. His life descended into murderous, soul-rending embitterment and isolation, and he was found dead at the age of 35 in his car, poisoning himself on exhaust fumes. He was survived by his parents, and Jordan shed a tear as he read the passage.

I was damn near in agony listening to this.

The world is a tough place, living is hard, life in and of itself is a burden we must strive to life, but it is possible to do so gracefully, with meaning, purpose, and integrity.

The pain of rejection is something that is with me, I acknowledge this, but I will not put any more pain into the world. I will bear this and walk with the cross upon me, and I will not let a single soul feel the pain others have put onto me. This cycle will end with me.

I am too stubborn to quit and too hard-headed to ever give up, I am fucking stupid like that, I simply am too much of a stubborn bastard to stop doing things. I will not allow this to burrow into me like a parasite and turn me negative.

Before I found this site, I was NOT thinking about these things, I gave up on women completely and hadn't thought about them for YEARS. Being on here has opened up an old wound and I can now see that I do have some pain in me I wasn't even aware of.

But I can now do something about it.

I am at the beginning of my transformation, though it has been a 10-year journey. Over this period of time, I have definitely made progress, but there is a long, ugly, tormenting road ahead, and all I can do is walk it one step at a time. There are thousands of more rejections to come, perhaps more brutal than I have ever known before, but I will walk through the fire and see what is on the other side.

Realistically I am not sure whether a wife and children will be possible now, I have sort of lost my innocence when it comes to women and not sure I want to marry one now. It hurts but it's better to face the truth and not live in a delusional fantasy. They don't want to give me the light of day let alone marry my delusional ass anyway. I have to accept that truth.

For now, one step at a time:

1) Lose weight
2) Get to 215lbs, start online dating
3) Lose virginity

Done. That is all that matters now. The rest will come together provided the work, effort and consistency is there.

Thanks all,
MAC
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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Toast
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Name: Devin
Goal: Get Laid
Age: 28
Motto: It's all a Mindset!
Location: SF/ Bay Area

Mon Apr 05, 2021 10:21 pm

MakingAComeback wrote:
Mon Apr 05, 2021 8:04 pm
I am too stubborn to quit and too hard-headed to ever give up, I am fucking stupid like that, I simply am too much of a stubborn bastard to stop doing things. I will not allow this to burrow into me like a parasite and turn me negative.
Keep this mentality man. This out of everything is super important. I really believe in the power of a strong mindset over almost anything. In tough times this rock solid mentality will bring you back from the depths. Its so easy to get sucked into depression and self hate. Nobody else will be able to make the changes you want in your life but you. There may be very supportive people with you, but at the end of the day YOU are the one out there exposing yourself and coming out better.

I honestly think that you will smash your goals quicker then you think. Keep at it my man!
Small Goals :
180 by the end of April - Current weight 185 :)
Take better pictures for tinder/hinge
Eat ~1700 calories per day - Going well so far

Big Goals:
[ ]Weigh in at 175 or Get abs to show
[ ]Get laid 5 times by the end of 2021

[ ]Update style - Going well so far

Completed:
185 by the end of March
Beat AA by March 30
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MakingAComeback
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Tue Apr 06, 2021 7:49 am

Toast wrote:
Mon Apr 05, 2021 10:21 pm
MakingAComeback wrote:
Mon Apr 05, 2021 8:04 pm
I am too stubborn to quit and too hard-headed to ever give up, I am fucking stupid like that, I simply am too much of a stubborn bastard to stop doing things. I will not allow this to burrow into me like a parasite and turn me negative.
Keep this mentality man. This out of everything is super important. I really believe in the power of a strong mindset over almost anything. In tough times this rock solid mentality will bring you back from the depths. Its so easy to get sucked into depression and self hate. Nobody else will be able to make the changes you want in your life but you. There may be very supportive people with you, but at the end of the day YOU are the one out there exposing yourself and coming out better.

I honestly think that you will smash your goals quicker then you think. Keep at it my man!
Thanks Toast! It will come together in the end. I'll keep on hammering with all I've got.
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
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Tue Apr 06, 2021 7:51 am

Morning Weight: 240.4

Slight fluctuation, obviously that's OK - after a long-ish run and then an intense sauna session after, my body lost a lot of water and probably has retained some. That's cool.

Work today, and also, getting a resistance training session in, working on Spanish, and then an hour and a half of work on a management certification. Have 30 mins to play guitar also.

Another day another brick in the wall towards my goals.

MAC
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:02 am

Morning Weight: 241.4

Not pretty numbers, but just part of the process, they will come back down.

Work + studying management cert, playing guitar, and working out today.

Also going to begin experimenting with meditation. I will do around 2 hours today, and monitor how it feels, and then incorporate it for a few weeks in perhaps 3 x 30m sessions a day.

MAC
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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Thebastard
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Joined: Thu Jun 11, 2020 7:16 pm
Name: Luke
Goal: Make £1500/m Online
Age: 32
Motto: Time to make BastardCoin Bullish!
Location: UK

Wed Apr 07, 2021 6:34 pm

Realistically I am not sure whether a wife and children will be possible now, I have sort of lost my innocence when it comes to women and not sure I want to marry one now. It hurts but it's better to face the truth and not live in a delusional fantasy. They don't want to give me the light of day let alone marry my delusional ass anyway. I have to accept that truth.

For now, one step at a time:

1) Lose weight
2) Get to 215lbs, start online dating
3) Lose virginity

Done. That is all that matters now. The rest will come together provided the work, effort and consistency is there.


You said it way better than I ever could have.

Don't aim too far in the future. As Good looking loser says, 'baby steps.' Every step of the way. Your perspective will evolve with your progress.

Your process is well thought out and rational. It would be an errand of fools to tango with online dating in 2021 when your appearance isn't optimised or close to it. May as well enjoy your final days of 'NOT' online dating and use the time fruitfully to sculpt your body and set the foundations for success. Avoid porn as much as you can and keep your mind well occupied throughout the day.

Once you are online dating, be prepared for the challenge and never give up - be fucking consistent. It will be only a matter of time before you lose your virginity.

Then your perspective on everything will change. I look forward to reading about it when that day comes.
For my free 2016-2017 Golden Eagle Project pdf with commentary, PM me

2021 Goals
1) Make £1500/m profit from online business
2) Make £72,000 post-tax from ship work
3) Get 2nd passport and 1st foreign residency
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MattsCrib
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Name: Matt
Goal: Get rid of hatred
Age: 25

Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:43 pm

MakingAComeback wrote:
Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:02 am
Morning Weight: 241.4

Not pretty numbers, but just part of the process, they will come back down.

Work + studying management cert, playing guitar, and working out today.

Also going to begin experimenting with meditation. I will do around 2 hours today, and monitor how it feels, and then incorporate it for a few weeks in perhaps 3 x 30m sessions a day.

MAC
I'd really suggest you to try Metta meditation.

Every single time you get into a negative thought loop, repeat to yourself - "May I be at peace", "May I be calm", "May there be acceptance", "May there be the moment" etc.

The thing with marriage and finding love

Listen, I'm a younger guy, if you've read my log I have my own fair share of huge mental issues etc.
You have to realize that
1) A lot of it IS cultural, not evo-psych
2) I have great friends who do have amazing girlfriends. No, they aren't "used", no, the girls aren't giving them "unrealistic demands" etc.
3) I also have friends who have HAD these types of girls and kept these girls "becauz she's so haaawt!!", eventually getting cheated on and manipulated. Shitty people also exist.
4) It's "over" depending on what you thing "over" is. Do you want to bang a 20 y.o hot chick every weekend? I might have bad news and it might be unrealistic. Do you want to have an average chick for a ltr? Yeah, completely possible. Yes, you can also probably have children. No, not all girls have been "alpha widowed" HOWEVER - it IS hard to find a suitable partner who has had similar moral/innate values etc.

Yeah, 9/10 won't be a good match for you, 99/100 girls will not probably like you (it's probably not that bad, i'm a bit exaggerating lol), it doesn't mean that you (and I) can't have the fantasy of having children and a nice girl one day.

The thing with this "delusional fantasy" is that... Are all of my friends who are in decent relationships delusional?
So yeah, right now focus on one step at a time.

Please watch this video from 9.39


Also, I'd truly recommend you The CBP Channel - he's the only "left leaning" guy who actually talks about male issues in a very level headed way :D

Right now, yeah, focus on getting laid, getting "brooootali rejected" like you have already and working on yourself. Consistency.
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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MakingAComeback
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Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
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Thu Apr 08, 2021 5:38 am

Thebastard wrote:
Wed Apr 07, 2021 6:34 pm
Realistically I am not sure whether a wife and children will be possible now, I have sort of lost my innocence when it comes to women and not sure I want to marry one now. It hurts but it's better to face the truth and not live in a delusional fantasy. They don't want to give me the light of day let alone marry my delusional ass anyway. I have to accept that truth.

For now, one step at a time:

1) Lose weight
2) Get to 215lbs, start online dating
3) Lose virginity

Done. That is all that matters now. The rest will come together provided the work, effort and consistency is there.


You said it way better than I ever could have.

Don't aim too far in the future. As Good looking loser says, 'baby steps.' Every step of the way. Your perspective will evolve with your progress.

Your process is well thought out and rational. It would be an errand of fools to tango with online dating in 2021 when your appearance isn't optimised or close to it. May as well enjoy your final days of 'NOT' online dating and use the time fruitfully to sculpt your body and set the foundations for success. Avoid porn as much as you can and keep your mind well occupied throughout the day.

Once you are online dating, be prepared for the challenge and never give up - be fucking consistent. It will be only a matter of time before you lose your virginity.

Then your perspective on everything will change. I look forward to reading about it when that day comes.
Thanks for the perspective man. Yeah, tell me about it, talk about trying to play on hard mode lol. I'll keep hammering!!

I am sure it will, it has got to, success can't elude a motivated man for too long!!!

MAC
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
Posts: 75 | Thanks: 33
Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Thu Apr 08, 2021 5:44 am

MattsCrib wrote:
Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:43 pm
MakingAComeback wrote:
Wed Apr 07, 2021 7:02 am
Morning Weight: 241.4

Not pretty numbers, but just part of the process, they will come back down.

Work + studying management cert, playing guitar, and working out today.

Also going to begin experimenting with meditation. I will do around 2 hours today, and monitor how it feels, and then incorporate it for a few weeks in perhaps 3 x 30m sessions a day.

MAC
I'd really suggest you to try Metta meditation.

Every single time you get into a negative thought loop, repeat to yourself - "May I be at peace", "May I be calm", "May there be acceptance", "May there be the moment" etc.

The thing with marriage and finding love

Listen, I'm a younger guy, if you've read my log I have my own fair share of huge mental issues etc.
You have to realize that
1) A lot of it IS cultural, not evo-psych
2) I have great friends who do have amazing girlfriends. No, they aren't "used", no, the girls aren't giving them "unrealistic demands" etc.
3) I also have friends who have HAD these types of girls and kept these girls "becauz she's so haaawt!!", eventually getting cheated on and manipulated. Shitty people also exist.
4) It's "over" depending on what you thing "over" is. Do you want to bang a 20 y.o hot chick every weekend? I might have bad news and it might be unrealistic. Do you want to have an average chick for a ltr? Yeah, completely possible. Yes, you can also probably have children. No, not all girls have been "alpha widowed" HOWEVER - it IS hard to find a suitable partner who has had similar moral/innate values etc.

Yeah, 9/10 won't be a good match for you, 99/100 girls will not probably like you (it's probably not that bad, i'm a bit exaggerating lol), it doesn't mean that you (and I) can't have the fantasy of having children and a nice girl one day.

The thing with this "delusional fantasy" is that... Are all of my friends who are in decent relationships delusional?
So yeah, right now focus on one step at a time.

Please watch this video from 9.39


Also, I'd truly recommend you The CBP Channel - he's the only "left leaning" guy who actually talks about male issues in a very level headed way :D

Right now, yeah, focus on getting laid, getting "brooootali rejected" like you have already and working on yourself. Consistency.
Thanks for the post man, I will look into this meditation for sure! Yeah you're right here. I am sure my outcomes will improve, they will have to.

Good points regarding being realistic. I haven't thought about having sex with someone whose 20 or a different girl every week. That is very far outside my reality right now! I am not that horny as a guy and I'm not picky in terms of looks, to be honest.

Damn that facial analysis stuff makes me super uncomfortable but there were some super useful takeaways, notably, the advice echoed what I've been given on the forum - get lean as fuck.

MAC
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Joined: Tue Jan 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Goal: Lose Weight & Virginity
Age: 29
Motto: I will transform myself

Thu Apr 08, 2021 5:45 am

Morning Weight: 241.4

Oh that's fine if you want to hang out there, I am going to smash some weights today and then go for a long run tomorrow, I'll get you down!!!!

MAC
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-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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MakingAComeback
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Fri Apr 09, 2021 4:51 am

Morning Weight: 239.8

Good. Keep coming down son. At below 230lbs I will breathe a sigh of relief.

Had a weird dream last night about being in shape and doing the AA challenge in my local area, which is a boring town, and as some sort of comfort challenge, I began to get a pad out and draw whilst leaning on someone's wall in their front garden. I was approached by a group of little girls (10-12) and they wanted to see what I was drawing, but then for some reason they demanded to see how much pushups I can do, and then I did an absolute tonne (LMAO) and it ended up going viral on social media and Andy posted it on the front page of this website.

Woke up like wtf....
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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Name: Matt
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Fri Apr 09, 2021 5:05 pm

MakingAComeback wrote:
Fri Apr 09, 2021 4:51 am
Morning Weight: 239.8

Good. Keep coming down son. At below 230lbs I will breathe a sigh of relief.

Had a weird dream last night about being in shape and doing the AA challenge in my local area, which is a boring town, and as some sort of comfort challenge, I began to get a pad out and draw whilst leaning on someone's wall in their front garden. I was approached by a group of little girls (10-12) and they wanted to see what I was drawing, but then for some reason they demanded to see how much pushups I can do, and then I did an absolute tonne (LMAO) and it ended up going viral on social media and Andy posted it on the front page of this website.

Woke up like wtf....
Lol. I mean... You CAN partially make this a reality :D
2021 GOALS

- Figure out how to start liking girls (besides friends)
- Fix sleep issues/depression
- Make at least 5k EUR by the end of 2021
- Gain 10kg, get a proper sixpack
- Get Instagram art/design following
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MakingAComeback
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Fri Apr 09, 2021 5:53 pm

MattsCrib wrote:
Fri Apr 09, 2021 5:05 pm
MakingAComeback wrote:
Fri Apr 09, 2021 4:51 am
Morning Weight: 239.8

Good. Keep coming down son. At below 230lbs I will breathe a sigh of relief.

Had a weird dream last night about being in shape and doing the AA challenge in my local area, which is a boring town, and as some sort of comfort challenge, I began to get a pad out and draw whilst leaning on someone's wall in their front garden. I was approached by a group of little girls (10-12) and they wanted to see what I was drawing, but then for some reason they demanded to see how much pushups I can do, and then I did an absolute tonne (LMAO) and it ended up going viral on social media and Andy posted it on the front page of this website.

Woke up like wtf....
Lol. I mean... You CAN partially make this a reality :D
Maybe I'll do a modified AA challenge one day, the final day will be breaking the world pushup record :) If that doesn't get me on the front page of this website, I don't know what will.

Hope you are well Matt.
-Weight Loss: Get to 200lbs (Starting point: 248.4lbs @ 6 ft 5)
-Lose Virginity: To start online dating when I'm at 215lbs.
-Change Career & Build Wealth: Get out of current industry in July 2021, begin new path according to my 5 year plan.
-Enjoying Life: Travel and tick off bucket-list items.

My Progress Log: Transformation At Last (viewtopic.php?f=42&t=573)
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