Tue Oct 04, 2022 7:54 am
WEEK 44 THE PHOENIX PROJECT
TUE 04/10/2022
I’m sick. Feverish, a little beaten down. Nothing major. A common cold, it seems. I am going to rest & recover. Lots of water, electrolytes. Rest. All that hammering, grinding like a warrior, and God has taken me out of commission today. He needs me to rest. Low sleep for days on end and pushing yourself so hard will take it out of you.
I got back yesterday morning, and everything just seemed just great. I wore my hustle as a badge of honour.
I got in, and just lay on my bed for a while in gratitude.
Thank you to my brothers: @TimmyTurner , @Paw , @AskTheDom for a really life-changing trip in Krakow. No one will know how hard we went, how deep we went into our own psyche and masculinity, and the drive, ambition, and sheer force of will we have. Just being around you, I was so inspired. It is a privilege to know you, and I am grateful for our friendship.
But a dog is never satisfied. When his bowl is empty, he wants more.
Let me get my 2 more lays. Then, we will make a DETAILED, GRANULAR game plan for the next project. The hustle will NEVER stop. Together, we will get money, build indestructible mindsets, and find quality women. I will consult you all and we will enact this epic battle plan. I will unveil the next project once I get the final 2 lays. It will blow the roof off my development, and I will become something else entirely.
There is work to be done, and it takes many different forms. Let us now waste any more time.
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Check-in from yesterday:
I got in, and lay down for a bit. All of a sudden, it caught up with me.
I have been really hammering, and rest was needed. I’m wiped out.
I wake up a few hours later and feel the beginnings of sickness coming on. I stay hydrated, bang a bunch of electrolytes & sea salt, and just focus on MINDSET.
@Crisis_Overcomer resonated with the post deeply and we’ve been talking about inner work. I reviewed the materials he sent me. This will be an area for development for me – inner healing and finding my masculine core.
I watched the video he sent me 4 times. I am reading the book he sent me, and I will complete this book today. I will then start doing the exercises. I will also jump on the call with Andy today and get him to coach me with improving my mindset and beliefs.
I will solve this problem by taking action, being strategic, calculated, and smart.
This work begins now.
Bros, I am also going to have to hustle and start bringing money in. I’m now going off savings, and that can only go until Jan 2023. The Phoenix Project was VERY expensive, guys. This is me going off sheer force of will. But even savages are limited by the almighty dolla!
There’s a lot going on for me, and a lot to process. I can’t take everything you’ve written in right now, but I will print out your posts today, highlight them, and file them in my self development folder which I review once a week.
Longer term, I envisage the following:
-Getting these 2 out the fookin way
-Making MONEY………..which I will invest in:
-MINDSET: BECOMING MASCULINE & DOMINANTN
-Psychotherapy and inner healing work
-Working with Andy weekly (his call is late for me hence I didn’t often attend, it’s like 1am, but it needs to be done now)
-Joining a men’s group
-Fundamentally learning how to be a charismatic, dominant, masculine man with strong boundaries, and who has a frame that exudes a manly essence. That is what I must find. I KNOW IT IS THERE. How can a man with a warrior spirit like me not have a lion inside? I know it is there. I will find it.
In the interim, I will keep working with the resources Crisis sent me, I will read You Can’t Afford The Luxury of A Negative Thought & Letting Go, and I will do the exercises outlined in the book Crisis sent, as well as those in YCATLOANT.
I need to find my emotion and creativity again. I need to get my guitar back out and get infront of my camera and shoot vlogs. I ENJOY creativity and making things. Wait til you see my vlog of the Krakow trip. We had a blast.
As ever, I remain a determined motherfucker, and no amount of sickness in this world can take out my warrior spirit.
Thank you to everyone who has posted following my recent insight facilitated by The Dom during our trip to Krakow.
It is so humbling to read your replies, and to see the thought, reflection, empathy, and understanding of other men who take time out of their day to help support their fellow man.
Just this alone is actually a success for me. To see other men putting time and energy into pushing me forward is a big big win.
I am a humble man and I am coming from nothing. To see other men want me to succeed, well, all I can say is it means the world to me. It means more to me than you could ever know and moves me deeply. Really.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR POSTS:
@Mimbe393939
@twonightstander
@seanconneryfan_
@Bman
@natedawg
@Manly Cockfellow
@Astronaut
Thank you my brothers in arms for always helping me to find the strength to raise my sword again.
After unprecedented demand, and also people sending me questions to Ask The Dom to get his opinion, I am going to start a thread where you can ASK THE DOM. Me and The Dom agreed that if you ask him questions, and if your questions require an in-depth answer, The Dom is more of a speaker than a writer so he can send me a message on whatsapp with an audio, and I can transcribe the answer and post responses.
This helps with my copywriting & content creation, and also transcribing The Dom’s thoughts really helps me internalise, crystallise, and embed his thinking. I also have other uses for this and it can go in my copywriting portfolio/file. Helps me, helps The Dom, and also brings EPIC value to the forum.
We can be a place of true success if we model proven examples, work extremely hard, work smart, and we all raise our game together.
@Radical , @Crisis_Overcomer , @Manganiello ganeilo: Which section should I put an AMA? I’ll start the thread and provide a bit of background, and the people can pick his brain and learn a thing or two like I do all the time.
My day schedule to come…………
I am going to put my old sign-off into semi retirement atm, my autistic tendencies of doing the same thing over and over must end.
KEEP HAMMERING will have to be put back in the armoury for now. When times are tough and I need to pull the hammer back out, I will. But for the road ahead, I will need something else……...
POSITIVE SELF TALK,
MAC