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colgate wrote:
Fri Sep 02, 2022 8:44 am
THE UNIVERSE SAID WE ARE DOGS SO WE SHALL WORK LIKE DOGS

we know, literally everyone we see start at the same time we do blast off immediately

we know, there's the guy girls immediately go up to no context "i wanna have sex with you!!!!"

we know, even the guys who go to a foreign country who have girls just throwing themselves at them, crying when they can't meet in person, asking to come soon, asking if they can stay again

you said that's not for us, we won't get that

you just give us the girls who don't want to do anything as a consolation prize

BUT WE'RE THE BROWNS

WE DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT YOU DON'T GIVE US ANYTHING

WE FUCKING LIKE IT

WE FUCKING LIKE GETTING NOTHING

YOU SAID WE ARE DOGS. WE WILL WORK LIKE DOGS

WE ALREADY WON BROWN VS THE BOARD OF EDUCATION

NOW IT'S BROWN VS THE WORLD

BRING IT MOTHER NATURE

STOP FUCKING TEASING US.

"oh yes, here's your little hot cheerleader, oh yes here's your giant girl" *pats on the head and smiles*

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WANT THE BIMBOS

WE WANT THE HOES

WE WANT EM ALL

NO CONSOLATION PRIZES

GIVE US THE REAL THING

MOTHER NATURE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WILL MILK YOUR FUCKING MOMMY MILKERS UNTIL THEY BLEEEEEEEEEED

IT'S BROWN VS THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holy fuck not to be racist I'm not brown but I can see how tough it is for guys like you to get laid compared to other Western guys. I know you're clowning around but if I see a brown dude make it in dating I just have nothing but utter respect because the transformation, effort, & mental fortitude it takes is unreal, compared to normal.

Speaking of transformation, I've been gone a while from the forums & seeing your transformation is just unreal. You look like 2 totally different people holy shit!! Keep it up bro
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SIGMA_1234 wrote:
Fri Sep 09, 2022 7:08 am
colgate wrote:
Fri Sep 02, 2022 8:44 am
THE UNIVERSE SAID WE ARE DOGS SO WE SHALL WORK LIKE DOGS

we know, literally everyone we see start at the same time we do blast off immediately

we know, there's the guy girls immediately go up to no context "i wanna have sex with you!!!!"

we know, even the guys who go to a foreign country who have girls just throwing themselves at them, crying when they can't meet in person, asking to come soon, asking if they can stay again

you said that's not for us, we won't get that

you just give us the girls who don't want to do anything as a consolation prize

BUT WE'RE THE BROWNS

WE DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT YOU DON'T GIVE US ANYTHING

WE FUCKING LIKE IT

WE FUCKING LIKE GETTING NOTHING

YOU SAID WE ARE DOGS. WE WILL WORK LIKE DOGS

WE ALREADY WON BROWN VS THE BOARD OF EDUCATION

NOW IT'S BROWN VS THE WORLD

BRING IT MOTHER NATURE

STOP FUCKING TEASING US.

"oh yes, here's your little hot cheerleader, oh yes here's your giant girl" *pats on the head and smiles*

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WANT THE BIMBOS

WE WANT THE HOES

WE WANT EM ALL

NO CONSOLATION PRIZES

GIVE US THE REAL THING

MOTHER NATURE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WILL MILK YOUR FUCKING MOMMY MILKERS UNTIL THEY BLEEEEEEEEEED

IT'S BROWN VS THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holy fuck not to be racist I'm not brown but I can see how tough it is for guys like you to get laid compared to other Western guys. I know you're clowning around but if I see a brown dude make it in dating I just have nothing but utter respect because the transformation, effort, & mental fortitude it takes is unreal, compared to normal.

Speaking of transformation, I've been gone a while from the forums & seeing your transformation is just unreal. You look like 2 totally different people holy shit!! Keep it up bro
I really appreciate you saying this, Sigma.

Thank you for acknowledging this.

We do not want to divide ourselves from our brothers of all backgrounds, we love and respect you and need your help.

We are just here fighting for a better life man. But it is hard, very hard, for brown people to try to get forward in this game. It can be done, and it isn't all doom and gloom: look how far I have come! But it is truly insane work.

For someone worthwhile, it is worth it.

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Tue Sep 13, 2022 9:55 pm

I was going to write this one along with the post where I hosted @arcade_fireee last weekend, but the post became too long, so I will separate it into two posts.

story continued from: viewtopic.php?p=41733#p41733

I met up for a second date with the bazonkers chick. Was going to take her to the mechanical bowling place but like my 6'5” plate lay, we couldn’t get in the damn venue. This time some boomers decided to rent out the whole place for some private event, probably a funeral.

So I took her to the same ice cream shop as the 6’5” chick. I ordered a rainbow sherbet ice cream because I like fruit flavors, but unfortunately, and I apologize for this in advance, I do not remember what flavor she ordered.

While walking, I was trying to get her to open up like I try to do with all chicks now. Got her to talk about her relationship with her parents and how they have influenced her life and etc during the walk.

Then I pulled to my place with coconut rum because I’m Indian. We had some shots and then went to the bedroom to chill.

Given how sexual the previous pull was, I thought this date was going to be a guaranteed lay. I just casually showed her Ellie Goulding - Lights because that song was stuck in my head for some reason, but then autoplay eventually got into my usual girl-in-my-room music of Maxwell/Incognito/D’Angelo.

However, this time the chick started resisting even earlier than last time. I merely went for her titties and she was already batting my hand away. She liked cuddling and making out (at least initially) but this felt like I had a girl over on the first date rather than the second…

She was doing the same thing she did last time where she would randomly get up and disengage during escalation, this time seemingly at earlier points than last time? Again, this felt like the first and second date pulls were reversed in terms of intensity.

Between her disengagement, she was also deliberately talking about strange topics, such as how she enjoyed watching this one documentary about a guy who chopped off a voluntarily accepting other guy’s penis and ate it. I usually completely ignore what girls actually say so it didn’t really affect anything I did (I didn’t even lose my boner, maybe I’m the one who’s fucked up?????????????), but I just had some awareness that she specifically brought this up after immediately disengaging from me. (she brought it up as “what kind of documentaries do you like” -> i answer -> she brings up this one)

I know some girls actually enjoy pushing back and then you overcoming their resistance, and based on the first pull I had with this girl, I remember I had aggressively grabbed her legs over me last time and she got into some heavy grinding over clothes, so I was imagining if I were to convert this girl, it would be from some similar action, but I’d have to just put up with her resistance.

So the escalation process on this girl was basically:
1. escalate up until a certain point where she inevitably disengages
2. chill out for a bit, then get her to cuddle/lay down or move towards her
3. start escalating again, but much slower than last time and in a slightly different way
4. go to 1, but you will probably be farther than you got the previous time even though it took you way longer

Basically, many escalation rounds that got exponentially longer each time, but the “progress” was farther. I had eventually taken off all of my clothes progressively every time she disengaged.

…or so I thought. The farthest I got this time was unhooking her bra and sucking her titties while I was on top of her, and I got to unbuttoning (but not taking off) her pants. (last time I got an explosive handjob).

At some point she was less into the makeouts, and started disengaging me at earlier points.

Realizing what was happening, I tried to see if “pulling the trigger” (taking the plunge!!!!!!!) and being more aggressive (pinning her down, forcing her hand) would get me anywhere, but I was met with even more resistance than last time.

At some point, after I had sucked her titties and she was moaning, she disengaged and her hand started trembling.

Then she started crying

are you okay
yeah …while still crying but then she ate up her tears

I had figured at this point there was a <1% chance that I would get any farther than this. Partially as a “calibration”, I had put back on my underwear and then I just chilled for a while.

In this moment, I pretty much just felt annoyed. Like there is literally zero reason why I should be getting this much resistance on a second date pull where the first time was intense grinding and a handjob, and she’s just trying to stir up drama. Sure, it doesn’t necessarily have to be a lay, but we should at least have our clothes off and getting to third base here. And this feeling I had only intensified when she started trembling and crying.

It’s like I have negative empathy or something.
If empathy is being able to feel the emotion another person feels, I definitely do not have that.
I am starting to be able to perceive others’ emotions, and if I can logically deduce why they felt that way I am very sympathetic and understanding.
But if it makes no fucking sense I basically just feel annoyed and think they have no right to feel that way and they should get over themselves, “negative” empathy.
This situation was a case of the last scenario for me.

I hate that I have this “negative” empathy (I just became able to describe what exactly this was after this experience). It’s a totally involuntary response, and it is going to bite me in the ass for months to come.

If I had normal fucking emotional responses to other people’s emotions, I would be able to handle situations like this better. Not just in dating, but regular social interaction too. Maybe I’ll never be able to develop true empathy, but at least if I could convert “negative empathy” into sympathy->understanding without requiring myself to “logically understand” their feelings, then all areas in my life involving social interaction would skyrocket into another echelon (read: freaking normal lmao). The way I could see potentially making progress on this is pretty much overriding and shutting down my own emotional response to “illogical emotional responses” from other people so I can just be universally sympathetic and understanding.

Anyway, back to the pull story. At some point, just to fully 100% confirm to myself that I should end the date, we cuddled a last time and she was ok with that, but absolutely refused to let my hand get around her thighs.

Called it with “I have some stuff to do now, let’s meet up again”. She nodded and we left.

The mood was quite intense and I didn’t really want to talk. Walked her to her car and we looked at each other for a bit.

sorry for making it really awkward…but…i didn’t want to do it my first time…so i didn’t like you pinning me down when i said no
it’s all good. sorry about that

We’ve been continuing to text. She’s interested in me on the surface but wants to “know me better” before we can “do anything more”. lolz great! If I decide to continue seeing this girl (not even a plastic plate yet), the trajectory is somewhat similar to my 6’5” plate, in that I’m going to have to take a sacrifice rapport date and go for the lay on D4-D5.

Some guys might read this and tell me “fuck that shit bro drop that girl she’s a TIMEWASTER”, and I want to agree so badly, but on the other hand my experience and probably value is still somewhat low (also given that I have never had an actual girlfriend, I’m missing a lot of “comfort”/“emotional connection” calibrations), so continuing this one is in my best interests (also I don’t really mind because I have somewhat of an abundance now, at least in terms of girls I can talk to and get out on dates, and I know I can get more of those).

update: story continued viewtopic.php?p=43056#p43056
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FUCK IT!
TAKE THE PLUNGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🚽

IT MIGHT FAIL, IT MIGHT SUCCEED

IF IT FAILED, IT MIGHT HAVE SUCCEEDED
IF IT SUCCEEDS, IT MIGHT HAVE FAILED

video thumbnail is literally a toilet?
FUCK IT!
TAKE THE PLUNGE!
WATCH THE DAMN VIDEO ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, you are going to get this girl pregnant and have to pay child support for 18 years.
Yes, this escort is going to give you an incurable STD.
Yes, you will get into a car accident on your way home.
Yes, you will get arrested for possessing illegal drugs.
Yes, you will be kicked out of the approach venue today by the police.
Yes, you will go to the gym for months and gain muscle and yet seemingly your success with girls won’t change. (Keep going to the gym.)
Yes, the laser is going to be miscalibrated and you will become permanently blind you when you wanted LASIK
Yes, you will never be able to have kids and your hormone levels will be permanently fucked from taking steroids.
Yes, you will quit your job and never figure out how to make income again, and become homeless, and die on the streets from being knived.

In order to make a potentially life-changing decision, you need to accept that there's a chance the decision will turn into an irreversible catastrophe.
But do you really want what you say you want?

(current-situation) or (what-you-want / negative-outcome)

People don't get out of their stagnant lives and fail to make potentially important decisions because they’re more afraid of “avoiding the negative outcome” rather than being able to accept at some point, they should just take the risk and go for it.

you should just say
FUCK IT!!!!
TAKE THE PLUNGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🚽

The longer you wait to take the plunge, the more you are allowing yourself to rot away in your damp cave hole.

ENTER THE SEWER.
colgate wrote:
Wed Sep 07, 2022 7:07 pm
yeah we can meet up next week because my friend @arcade_fireee from california is coming to Nashville this week
Enter @arcade_fireee. He moved to Los Angeles about a year ago and has been gaming ever since. Has gotten some solid daygame results over 2022 with his cool beach guy vibe and the various Asians of California.

On the other hand, he’s been hustling like a MOTHER FUCKER with nightgame. I’ve seen him post nightgame reports every weekend, and has gone out 20+ times since this spring.

Failed makeouts, instagram unfollows, even phone numbers calling him gay, but not a single date, let alone a pull. (EDIT: ok apparently he actually did get one date but it sucked)
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In one of my group chats, he had expressed interest in coming to Nashville to see if he can get some advice from Troy and maybe if the change in location will improve his night results.

Told Troy about it, he was like “fuck yeah!” and a plane ticket later, arcade_fireee’s here.

In total, we did 1 short daygame session, and 3 nightgame sessions together.

For the daygame session, we were at the classic Vanderbilt university, where I got banned for doing too many approaches a year ago.

At the end of the session, we were about to drive home and @arcade_fireee had spotted a very hot chick walking down the sidewalk.

you know i won’t say anything if you just jumped out of my car to approach her right

This guy jumps outta my car and chases her down to make the approach while I stall. Girl ended up being quite receptive.

And then he does it again. But the second car jumpin chick instantly blows him off.

Thursday and Friday night, we both went out to approach (Troy joined us for Thursday). I took a lot of videos of @arcade_fireee approaching and noticed how quickly he physically escalates on every girl and generates sexual tension. Like he’s immediately trying to start “foreplay” within 1-2 minutes of the approach. Most of my approaches and the other approaches I see guys do are just conversational, platonic information-exchange interactions, even if they’re confident and the energy is “good”. And especially in my case, I don’t know why I rarely do any kind of escalation on girls. Maybe I just don’t know what the ideal stack is, and I need to try now. FUCK IT! TAKE THE PLUNGE!!! 🚽



WHAT ARE YOU DOING?????????? BUY THE DAMN PLANE TICKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He told me he didn’t book an AirBnB because he just wanted to hang out with us and chill. I was like lol ok

When I went to Austin the first time, Troy gave me his room to pull to in the odd chance I did pull (I didn’t).

I didn’t report it for some reason, but I visited @Rags2Bitches too in December and he gave me his room to pull to as well in the odd chance I did pull (I didn’t).

There are so many fucking awesome guys in this KYIL/self-improvement space who are literally willing to host you and take you out for day/nightgame and I don’t think I would have gotten as much progress as I have so far without meeting these guys in person and doing what they say.

There have been several times I didn’t do what they say, and it costed me months. There are still things I’m not doing that they’ve been telling me, and it’s costing me now too.

And it pisses me off seeing people not take these opportunities when given to them. Guys will reach out to others saying “dude come here I will help you out”, and the other guy will just make excuses of work, being scared, “scheduling”, “guys i wish i was gay it would be so much easier”, etc.

man FUCK that.

listen to this audio I sent Troy back in October 2021 when he invited me to go to Austin

and then as you can see here, i IMMEDIATELY booked tickets to Austin:
gotoaustin.jpg

FUCK IT! TAKE THE PLUNGE! 🚽

I had been ranting about the above in a group chat, and @arcade_fireee had been like “wait, can I come to Nashville?”.
Nobody asked him to show up.
But he wanted his nightgame results.
And came here.

arcade_fireee was about ~11 approaches in for Saturday night, when he saw this tiny tiny tiny solo chick.

He confidently walked ahead of her, stopped her, and opened her.
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He called me and Troy over to introduce us, and the moment she agreed to hang out with three random guys, I knew this was the fucking lay.

We walked up to the neighboring Nudie’s bar, and Troy and I pretty much separated off from them. Then I separated off from Troy.

I saw arcade_fireee and the girl passionately dancing in the corner near the bar area.

There is no way this isn’t going to fucking happen. It needs to fucking happen. This is fucking it.

I was just internally screaming OK THIS GUY JUST NEEDS TO GO FOR THE DAMN PULL LET’S GO.

I sprinted back to the apartment, set up the mood lighting in my room, pulled up sex music on my laptop and dm’ed arcade_fireee the password.

Unlocked the door in the 1% chance he forgot the key and told him the room is his for the night.

I'll let him take the rest of the story from here: viewtopic.php?p=42396#p42396
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Tue Sep 13, 2022 10:20 pm

colgate wrote:
Tue Sep 13, 2022 9:55 pm
sorry for making it really awkward…but…i didn’t want to do it my first time…
Is this girl another virgin?
colgate wrote:
Tue Sep 13, 2022 10:02 pm
FUCK IT! TAKE THE PLUNGE!

I had been ranting about the above in a group chat, and @arcade_fireee had been like “wait, can I come to Nashville?”.
Nobody asked him to show up.
But he wanted his nightgame results.
And came here.

arcade_fireee was about ~11 approaches in for Saturday night, when he saw this tiny tiny tiny solo chick.

He confidently walked ahead of her, stopped her, and opened her.


He called me and Troy over to introduce us, and the moment she agreed to hang out with three random guys, I knew this was the fucking lay.

We walked up to the neighboring Nudie’s bar, and Troy and I pretty much separated off from them. Then I separated off from Troy.

I saw arcade_fireee and the girl passionately dancing in the corner near the bar area.

There is no way this isn’t going to fucking happen. It needs to fucking happen. This is fucking it.

I was just internally screaming OK THIS GUY JUST NEEDS TO GO FOR THE DAMN PULL LET’S GO.

I sprinted back to the apartment, set up the mood lighting in my room, pulled up sex music on my laptop and dm’ed arcade_fireee the password.

Unlocked the door in the 1% chance he forgot the key and told him the room is his for the night.

I'll let him take the rest of the story from here
You are a hero, and you write some of the funniest, most entertaining, most inspiring stories I've read anywhere!
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Manly Cockfellow wrote:
Tue Sep 13, 2022 10:20 pm
Is this girl another virgin?
No she's not. She had told me the first time she had sex, she didn't want to do it.

The fact that she was so emotionally closed off most of the time means her feelings are legitimate.
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You are truly, one of the most inspiring, dedicated guys in this space.

Have not met someone who literally TOOK THE PLUNGE, said FUCK MY SITUATION. Moved out and shipped himself to improve himself without hesitation, no complaints even as a newbie, and grew astronomically from it.

They ain't built like COLGATE that's for sure, without a doubt.

Listen to this man, TAKE THE FUCKING PLUNGE.

It's nice to see how full circle this space goes, guys help you out when you're new, and you help the new ones who grind, when you're more experienced.

One of the best communities by far, IF you're not a little cry baby bitch, and is willing to work.

From the one getting the room, to giving it

This entire story from start to finish just shows you the type of men that KYIL shapes them into, when they use this site seriously.

BIG THINGS ARE COMING.
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Fri Sep 23, 2022 12:35 am

Brown guy here. Don't listen to the internet at all, the value of brown dudes has gone straight through the roof in recent years. The only guys going around saying that brown dudes aren't desired are losers with no life experience on the internet or low value/loser brown dudes who cannot own up to their own failures in life and blame it all on race. Then some clueless imbeciles just regurgitate whatever some incels spam all over the web.

I've known brown dudes who have gone to foreign lands and had women want to take selfies with them and sleep with them on the same night.

We wrote the book on fucking, it's called the Kama Sutra.

All of that bullshit you read on incel forums and Black Pill blogs is by losers from our race who can 't own up to anything in life or sour haters who just want an ethnic group to target and are way too fucking scared to say anything bad about groups that would seriously put them in the hospital.

Literally every brown guy I have known who looked like he lifted and had some game pulled like crazy. Only people denying that are people with zero life experience who get all they know about life off the internet.

Speaking of, I got some spicy life updates to share for all of you soon :)
7/20/22

Weight = Regularly 190 lbs to high 180s in the morning

Number of lays in 2022 (so far) = 8
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ISSUE 281 - September 18, 2022

bazonkers chick: 3rd date, intentional nopull
story continued from: viewtopic.php?p=42513#p42513

Last time I had ranted about how I made even less progress than previously, and the girl tried to pin me with “trauma” and that she needs to “know me better”.

I mentioned previously that the plan for next time would be to take her on a deliberate rapport date and then immediately go home without pulling.

I took her out for skeeball bowling near my place. We ordered drinks, played some arcade games, and then did some bowling and had fun.

I was touching her and holding her waist at various moments, and she was receptive to that.

Additionally, I got a strike at some point and pulled her in to makeout in that moment.

Then I told her I had to go tutor @Mimbe393939 in Japanese.

She leaned into me expecting me to kiss her before I saw her off. Good sign.


6'5" plate
I invited the 6'5" chick I took the virginity of over on Sunday evening. Told her I would take her out to dinner.

She showed up dolled in a hyper-slutty lavender dress with pink sprinkled long acrylic nails.

I immediately tell her that her dress is very cute.

She's never had Asian food (she's from bumfuck nowhere) so I took her out for that.

By the way, I actually like spending money on girls because I love flexing my unlimited money 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎. Plus I'm a misogynist and think girls should just stay at home and do girly things like design clothes and get their nails done. "oh no but i want 2 split the bill..." how about u chumps get more money LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As we were walking to the Asian restaurant, I get her to talk about her new school semester and some new clothes she bought.

i bought 3 of these kinds of dresses
ok so you’re basically only going to wear the purple one for me

As I am working on trying to embrace and create tension in my life, I thought about trying to kiss/makeout with her in the restaurant. I have kissed in public before, including as I just mentioned in my 3rd date with the bazonkers chick so I was visualizing myself doing it. I kept getting somewhat closer to her, but ended up not being able to make the move.

Paid the bill, and started walking home.

when i was playing basketball, one time coach told us we couldn't touch a basketball for 2 weeks because we had to get ready for a big game. so i went out to get some piercings and my nails done with my sister

AWESOME!!!

Back at my place, we pretty much immediately go to my bed.

I fakeout the makeout a few times, and then go for it while she looks at me with dopey doe eyes.

Then I whisper to her to, one at a time, take off various articles of my clothing, in between various makeouts.

now i want you to unbutton my shirt
now i want you to take off my shirt
now i want you to unbutton my jeans
now i want you to take off my jeans

Her dress is hyper hot and I actually don’t want her to take it off.

It’s actually a huge turn on when a girl is wearing cute clothes and can be hotter than fully nude (thanks anime!). This was one of those times.

you’re actually going to leave that dress on this time, but take off your panties

Then I unhooked her bra through her dress…somehow…I think I’m getting better at unhooking bras lol.

I pull her titties out from under her dress and look at her,
then look at them,
then look at her,
and then go to suck on her titties spilling out of her dress.

now i want you to bend over
why?
because i’m going to put it in obviously

I thought it was funny that she had to ask that even though she knew what I was going to do next.

She bent over, I got into position (the only position I’ve figured out how to fuck this girl in), and…

1
2
3
4

EEEEGHGHHGGHHHHHHHHHHH…..

I held it in her for like 20 seconds when I realized if I do another thrust, I’m literally going to burst.

what the fuckkkkkk how is this humanly possible

maybe it’s because i spent far more time than usual doing foreplay and i literally couldn’t handle it anymore

ok let’s pull out and just get this first round over with so i can fuck her properly for round 2….

I makeout with her while jerking off and come.

and then I don’t get hard again

uhhhhh ok

I “smoothly” segue into asking her what TV shows she’s watching right now.

I was hoping that cuddling and watching some TV on my laptop would get me turned on again.

But honestly, even after 2 hours of watching TV, I didn’t really get turned on again. And I honestly just…enjoyed cuddling her and watching the show?

After the TV, she had school the next day so she couldn’t stay over (I was hoping she would so I could potentially fuck her properly)

So basically…really long foreplay and then extremely short sex???



hehe~ u ripped my dress a lil bit
now you’re definitely only wearing that for me



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Oh Lord, those poor little japanese cuties have no idea what's coming...

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ISSUE 283 - September 27, 2022

bazonkers chick
It took me a while to get around writing about this girl because I was mainly just annoyed with her, but I know I have to write about it eventually, so here it is.

4th date
This date happened last Thursday.

She had come over to my place and baked me a cake and a pie.

While she was stacking the cake and putting in the strawberries, she asked if the giant chefs knife we have is the only knife we had. Since we’re in a bachelor pad, we pretty much don’t have all of the basic utensils LOL!!!!

I had taken a butterknife, stood behind her while holding her and put the butterknife near her throat as a joke:
here’s the knife

I did this because I thought it would be funny and I wanted to ramp up the tension. I think she laughed it off.

When she was done preparing the cake, we sat on the couch and I turned on some nonsense generic TV show. We ate our cakes and then spooned on the couch.

I started making out with her on the couch, and then said let’s go watch some more stuff in my bedroom.

We head to my room, and for some reason the wi-fi was out on my laptop so I just put on some music I had saved on my laptop.

Then I started escalating on her as usual, making out, being over her, etc.

I got her overshirt off, and I got her to feel my chest through my shirt, and then take off my shirt.

Then I unhooked her bra while we kissed.

I tried to put her arms through the loops of her undershirt to take it off, but she didn’t budge.

I got up off of her and she…

immediately re-hooks her bra

wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m like pent up and aroused out of my mind.

I try making out with her here and there, etc, blah blah.

I try getting her hand over my pants, and she basically resists repeatedly.

I notice the makeouts get less enthusiastic and she reciprocates less.

But I am wayyyyyyyyyyyy too fuckin pent up to let this slide.

I literally just whip my dick out and start jerking off.

I do one…two…three pumps

holy fuck……………..i’m about to EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hold my dick for like 20 seconds, unmoving

with no additional pumps….

MAYDAY!!!! ABORT ABORT!!!!
MOUNT COLGATE IS GONNA ERUPT!!!!!!!
EVACUATE THE TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OUT!!! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FU-



Mount colgate has unleashed its contents into the stratosphere! (halfway up to the ceiling)
Perhaps it’s even gone into space (the ceiling fan)!?!!???? (no it didnt go that high but it was pretty close)
The town is no longer, any poor soul dawdling in the town is now a fossil preserved in ash. (the cum splattered and covered both of us)

I clean us up and then realizing that I've gotten nowhere after four dates, I realized I’m going to have to have a talk with her.

I take us out for a little walk, and then sit on some benches at a nearby park.

i am looking for an relationship where we both are intimate and have a connection

i think we have the connection part going, we have met up four times now and we have fun, do you agree?
yes
but i need the intimacy. it’s going to be hard for me to continue to see you if we don’t do that. we haven’t progressed anywhere since the first date
it’s hard for me to open up physically without an emotional connection first
what does that mean? do you want me to text you more? we can call and chat outside of meeting up you know
i mean…yeah….
i’m not expecting us to go all the way on the next date, but i at least want to see some progress or else i don’t think this is going to work out

I walked us back to the apartment so I could see her off.

Then we walked to her car
yeah, text me when you want to call, i’ll make time for that


She stood there and wouldn’t go inside her car.


…do you want to go for a drive and talk now?
yes!

So she put away the cake materials in her car and we headed off to my car and I started randomly driving around.

what are you looking for?
well as i said earlier, i’m looking for intimacy and a connection
so…do you want that with multiple girls or just one girl
well, right now i would go on dates with others but if you and i click, i won’t really want to see other girls

I thought that was an ok answer at the time, but I realized all I did was be super mousy and answer the question in a way to avoid the potential pain of getting a rejection, and it was very indirect.

I basically tried to “logically pigeonhole” her question. More on that in the Takeaways.

I tried to dig deeper into why she was so averse to doing anything physical.

im being open and showing you that i like you and it’s all fine until you close up and it makes me feel like i’m not sure if you like me
i just dont want to get ghosted…
why would you get ghosted, if we’re intimate i would love spending more time with you and we will have a lot of fun
yeah you say that, but then i still get ghosted
i’m clearly looking for something beyond a one night stand, why would i take you out to the farmers market to make curry, and then see you four times so far? and the last date we had fun at the bowling alley right?
yeah
so clearly i want to do things other than just being at my place, but it’s going to be hard for me to want to continue to do that if we don’t advance
you say that but one time a guy made pasta for me, and then he still ghosted me
that literally doesn’t make any sense. in any case, i’m already 26 now. i’m done with the hookups, if i wanted hookups i would just go down to broadway and get it.

Anyway I don’t 100% remember how that conversation ended but it did at some point, and we started talking about more lighter and fun topics.

We basically drove around to random bullshit Nashville suburbs for around an hour and I was asking her about the various places we were at.

She kept calling every random town racist. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then we got back to my place.

i’m also on a new birth control that gives me weird periods (????) so sometimes i won’t be able to be intimate
lol i dont really mind
yeah but i do

I walked her to her car and kissed her goodbye.

5th date
Before the 5th date, we had this conversation over text:
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At the park, we walked to this lake area with ducks.

I put my arm over her, but she basically just starfished. Like she just let me put it there but didn’t reciprocate or come closer to me. uhh ok

Then we walk around some more and I find a swinging bench for us to sit down.

I have my arm over her, but she’s just still kind of closed off.

As a final test to see what’s up, I go for a makeout. We kiss for a little bit.

But she’s starfishing there too. I’ve kissed this girl 8-9 times already, so I know what she’s like when she’s into it and when she’s not.

And this just felt like I was putting my lips on top of some sex doll’s lips (…not that I would know)

After sitting in silence for a few minutes…

why are you seeing me?
…i don’t know
last time i said that if you want us to keep seeing each other i expect some progress physically
yeah i know you want more sexual things
i mean yes, but i’m not even talking about that. just now i’m putting my arm around you and you’re just sitting there doing nothing.
i can’t open up physically until we have an emotional connection though

This is where I got hyper male autism mode because I hate hearing the word emotional connection omfg. Pretty uncalibrated conversation from this point on, but I’m genuinely trying to understand what’s happening.

I understand now (after debriefing) that “emotional connection” boils down to “she feels like it, she wants to be led, she wants to do what you want to do” but HOW???????????????????????????????????????

so what do you need from me to have an emotional connection? i respond to your ‘how’s your day going’ texts and i told you that you can let me know if you want to call
i…don’t know…
i mean ok so you don’t know. but i’ve laid out pretty clearly what i want. i want to have sex with you. and way more than one time. guys will emotionally open up to you if you open up physically to them, but we’re guys so we need the physical thing too. we’ve met up several times and had a lot of fun, we had a lot of fun going bowling and making curry right?
yeah….
and it’s like we’re doing this fun stuff where we’re both enjoying each other and it’s going great, and then all of a sudden i want to show that i like you, and as i’ve said earlier i like to be physical when i show that i like someone, but then you just close off. i’m not seeing other girls (eghh lie) do you need me to commit to you so you quit closing off? you said in the text you need me to say that “explicitly” <— this lie is super incongruent which probably threw shit off
i also recognize that you are showing me that you like me i presume, by continuing to meet up and doing things like baking me a cake, which i appreciated by the way. but it feels like we're trying to shoot arrows at each other that are totally missing each other
well we’re not even in a relationship so it’s fine if you’re seeing multiple girls, and i don’t want to just get into a relationship so we can get physical
also, you just keep pushing and pushing even when i say no
you’re talking about the second date, and i apologized about uncovering your trauma, and i wanted to just have fun with you on the 3rd date. we had fun then, right?
yeah….
so i don’t know if you still have like unhandled trauma or what…
i already handled my trauma! you dont need to bring that up
ok well in that case then i don’t see what the issue is. you’re not going to find some guy who’s just going to only be emotional with you without having some kind of physical connection too
that’s not true! i know two guys like that!
then why aren’t you dating one of them???
i just don’t see them that way!
ok well i’ve laid out what i want pretty clearly and if you’re not down for that, we don’t have to continue seeing each other
yeah, i guess we don’t have to see each other
ok but you’re going to have a pretty hard time finding a guy who supposedly wants what you want

There were various points in the above exchange where she started randomly shaking a bunch and almost tearing.

We sat in silence for a little bit and then I had us walk around for a bit. I tried to lighten up the pretty somber mood with some nonsense commentary on people in the park, and we petted some dogs.

I decided to try to probe if she wanted to hang out longer to potentially talk or if she wanted to end it for sure.

do you want to go straight home or do you want to go on a drive
we can go home

So we got back to the parking garage of my apartment. I dropped her off from my car this time and she dashed out of my car.
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Takeaways: forwardness and directness
I took so long to write this report because it just annoyed me and I wanted to just push it aside. But it had to be done.

I had a long call with @Manly Cockfellow regarding this chick and the dates I’ve gone on with her.

The huge lesson here is something that is pretty much basic knowledge, you can’t be indirect when dealing with girls. As in, you can’t just mouse around and try to make any progress.

For example, I think it was a huge mistake to use the word “intimacy” rather than “sex” on the fourth date. It didn’t make a difference that I later used the word sex, because I had already set the frame as “I’m being indirect”

But I think this experience with me being so indirect with answering this girl’s questions on the 4th date highlights to me the specific reasons why that is the case.

She had asked some pretty polarizing questions, such as “are you looking for that with multiple girls or just one girl”

And in the moment, rather than doing something effective, I wanted to “avoid the potential pain of rejection”.

So I answered in the way that was congruent with “avoiding pain” over TAKING THE PLUNGE. I didn’t TAKE THE PLUNGE here.

What would have been effective would have been being far more direct and blatant. For example:
so…do you want that with multiple girls or just one girl
i’m not committing to a single girl right now. we’ll have to see where things go and i may consider it in the future, but right now i won’t commit unless i really like you
colgate wrote:
Tue Sep 13, 2022 10:02 pm
(current-situation) or (what-you-want / negative-outcome)
(current-situation): awkward nonsense where she’s closed off but still meeting me
(what-you-want / negative-outcome): she starts opening up physically and eventually we have sex / she tells me right then and there that she isn’t down for seeing me anymore

But since I gave very dodgy answers to her questions, I got exactly the (current-situation) scenario.

Additionally I had a debrief with Troy regarding this entire situation, and have noticed a common theme in my interactions.

I’m forward, but indirect.

I’m forward because I do advance the interaction in a timely manner and I do not pussy out in that regard.

However, the way in which I try to advance the interaction is indirect. For example, I used the word “intimate” instead of “sexual”, and there’s a lot of other things I can’t explain, but I don’t think my escalation is very confident either. I feel like I’m trying to sneak-escalate on the girl instead of confidently owning up that I’m escalating on her. At least that’s what’s going on in my head.

Somehow, my baseline for trying to “solve problems” is “logical pigeonholing”, like I almost want to “cheat” the system and find a loophole to get what I want.

I’ll often do things like make it a logical impossibility for a girl to do anything except what I want. Such as “putting the drinks in my room and then asking if the girl wants a drink, and then going in my room to drink the drinks”.

And whatever vibes I give off on dates, and maybe it’s my looks too, I come off as a guy she’s seeing as potential boyfriend material.

So when I go for pulls or escalate, I’m met with lots of resistance.

And I get endlessly frustrated, because by being indirect, I’m making some kind of caricature of what I think the girl wants from me to do what I want, when it’s not actually me. So when I’m met with rejection or resistance, it angers me to no end because it’s like “well I’M not the one who actually got rejected but I’m still being punished???” at least if I could be more honest and direct and get rejected that way, I can take it as “okay, my actual proposition and desires and I myself got rejected, that’s acceptable. I’m taking personal responsibility, not this facsimile character”.

Basically, my mindset towards getting laid has been “make the girl do what I want” (through unconsciously cajoling her) when it should be “make the girl want to do what i want” (by making her feel like she wants to do it…EMOTIONAL CONNECTION????????????????????????????)

It’s what I’m missing with the whole inability to “emotionally connect” (which is what I’m working on).

This will likely be resolved by attending more meetups and social events and observing how guys who look like they get laid act and interact with people, and apply the emotional connection template I had written in my date stack earlier. I actually have a lot to say about this but it’ll be in a different section.

extreme aversion to emotional connection, caring about others’ feelings, and being empathetic
I know objectively why I need to do this. This is absolutely necessary, and I’m brickwalled until I get over myself.

Every time I hear anything about caring about a girl’s or anyone’s “emotions” I instantly cringe.

Why can’t people just be robots like me, accept things for what they are, and have fun? Why are people attach their identity to their views and feelings? Why do we have to care about the feelings about each other? If we do things that are fun and enjoyable we’ll feel better right??????

What is this magic “I have to feel like it” thing???
colgate wrote:
Tue Sep 13, 2022 9:55 pm
In this moment, I pretty much just felt annoyed. Like there is literally zero reason why I should be getting this much resistance on a second date pull where the first time was intense grinding and a handjob, and she’s just trying to stir up drama. Sure, it doesn’t necessarily have to be a lay, but we should at least have our clothes off and getting to third base here. And this feeling I had only intensified when she started trembling and crying.

It’s like I have negative empathy or something.
If empathy is being able to feel the emotion another person feels, I definitely do not have that.
I am starting to be able to perceive others’ emotions, and if I can logically deduce why they felt that way I am very sympathetic and understanding.
But if it makes no fucking sense I basically just feel annoyed and think they have no right to feel that way and they should get over themselves, “negative” empathy.
This situation was a case of the last scenario for me.

I hate that I have this “negative” empathy (I just became able to describe what exactly this was after this experience). It’s a totally involuntary response, and it is going to bite me in the ass for months to come.

If I had normal fucking emotional responses to other people’s emotions, I would be able to handle situations like this better. Not just in dating, but regular social interaction too. Maybe I’ll never be able to develop true empathy, but at least if I could convert “negative empathy” into sympathy->understanding without requiring myself to “logically understand” their feelings, then all areas in my life involving social interaction would skyrocket into another echelon (read: freaking normal lmao). The way I could see potentially making progress on this is pretty much overriding and shutting down my own emotional response to “illogical emotional responses” from other people so I can just be universally sympathetic and understanding.
I have to have to have to have to get over this. I know. BUT HOW?????????????????????????????????????????


camping trip
I’m going to Minnesota to go camping with 2 close friends until next week to just disconnect from everything for a bit (this trip was planned months in advance, so I’m not specifically doing this because of this girl lol).



…IN THE NEXT ISSUE OF THE BULLDOG DIGEST…
- why did you impulsively buy a one way plane ticket to japan???
- but colgate, what about the 20 lays??? what happened to the gym???
- …and more…maybe
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