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Tue Oct 31, 2023 5:35 am

It's been a while....

I've been going to the gym but I did tweak my lower back. Haven't squatted for 2 weeks but I will squat on Wednesday at 275 lbs for 3 sets of 5 to see how that goes. I think I know what I'm doing that's aggrevating my back. Also I will stop doing deadlifts momentarily. I'm too fat, my gut is too big so that doesn't put me in the best position to get into. Because of that, I'm going to lay off the deadlifts until I get leaner (I'm thinking about ~20% bodyfat) and then work on deadlifts from there.

However, interesting things have happened:
I was set to hit 225 lbs for 3 sets of 5 this past Tuesday, here's how it went (Copied from my comment on Andy's recent community post):

Went to the gym and I could hear the the bench press moaning my name to pound it, RPE 10 all night long.
Warmed up my body with some solid foreplay and was finally ready to have 2 bad bitches on both sides, 225, the weight of a SJW Feminist doing Keto, after she loses the water weight. I went for some head and got my first set of 5. Decided to switch it up and go for the puss after my refractory period (also known as my rest time). 5 pumps, I'M DONE LETS GO, ROUND 3 BABY, ONE. LAST. HOLE. LEFT! My ONS (Originally Nude Spotter) had to leave so we only went for the first two rounds, so I had to get my other ONS for round 3. LETS GOOO REFRACTORY PERIOD. Round 3, I had to tell the new ONS of what I'm into so we can both be satisfied,
1. No liftoff
2. No touching the bar unless I masculinely grunt, help
The spotter gladly submitted to me, why? Cause I'm not the table, I'M THE BENCH. LETS GO ROUND 3.
I gave it a good effort, got my first press up easy. Second was a struggle, but as I got into the groove of things got 3rd and 4th rep. On my last set, of my last rep, the last pump before I tapout and gave it all I could, AS THE BAR CAME.....

down my chest........

I had no energy and couldn't get it up. I told my ONS, HELP!, as he assisted me.

As I felt vulnerable, in our aftercare being fragile, he pulled me in and whispered in my ear that I was the strongest guy at the gym, since NO ONE HAS PUT UP 2 PLATES ON EACH SIDE. Hmm, sounds like Hypergamy to me to be the strongest guy at the gym at that time.

So yeah that's how it went.... :)
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I failed my last rep on my last set on Tuesday, but I tried again on Saturday via my program and got ALL 3 SETS OF 5 REPS FOR 2 PLATES (225 LBS) on bench press, AWESOME!

I was thinking that if I can do 3 sets of 5, I can probably do 6 reps as an AMRAP since the last set did feel like I could've pushed out an extra rep. Imagine, if I was to become stronger where I can do an extra rep on the bench per month for the next 24 months (2 years), I would be able to rep out 225 lb for 30 reps. That's crazy, and it's a long term goal that I can strive for. But the main thing right now is to just stick to the program and lift weights.

I just came from the gym and did 135 lbs for 3 sets of 3 power cleans. My lower back felt good, I was mindful to clench my butt via posterior pelvic tilt since I have anterior pelvic tilt via my gut. I felt really good!

Interesting post here that I can really relate to:


Going to watch some youtube then call it a day. Will talk more and be more consistent with the forums.

I do want to hit 365 lbs for 3 sets of 5 by the end of the year on squats. I know I can hit 315 soon, just going to focus on squats and power cleans for lower body exercises and go from there.
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Tue Oct 31, 2023 5:33 pm

Hydro wrote:
Tue Oct 31, 2023 5:35 am
Also I will stop doing deadlifts momentarily. I'm too fat, my gut is too big so that doesn't put me in the best position to get into. Because of that, I'm going to lay off the deadlifts until I get leaner (I'm thinking about ~20% bodyfat) and then work on deadlifts from there.
This is really dumb. This is the negative power of spending all day reading shit. Yes, being fat makes it harder to get into position. Harder. NOT IMPOSSIBLE. Even if you were that fat, which you're not, you can still do rack pulls from below the knee. Stuff like this and your comment about hamstring to quad strength ratios for knee health are like drinking poison all day and then complaining you don't feel well. You could spend all that time walking more and listening to productive audiobooks instead, getting leaner faster and also gaining new skills.
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Sat Nov 18, 2023 3:41 am

I'm nervous, anxious, scared.

I'm going to the gym and attempting 235 lbs for 3 sets of 5. I didn't get it on the first attempt and actually skipped the session yesterday, so going for it today.

I failed 2 plates for 3 sets of 5 on my last rep, on the last set but then got, got it on the second bench session.
Identical results on 230 lbs, failed for 3 sets of 5 on last rap of last set, and got it on the second bench session.
I failed 235 for 3 sets of 5 on the last rep of the second set. Going in today to see how it goes.

Nervous man, I'm just scared.

Physical PR's <-------> Mental PR's

It's okay to be scared, I've never done this before (getting 3 sets of 5 on 235 lbs on bench) so of course I'm going to be scared. Just going to take it 1 set at a time. I've already done 1 set of 3 sets of 5 for 235lbs, so just gonna tunnel vision on that until I'm on the second set.
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Sun Nov 26, 2023 6:27 am

Well this is a long awaited update.

I hit 235 lbs for all 3 sets of 5 on the bench press on that date. Actually something else interestingly happened.

The people at the front desk 'gifted' me a new cup. Here is what it looks like:
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I asked why I was awarded, and they said that they would give it at random times, so the next winner (since there were multiple winners) was going to be the next person who came in at 8pm. That was me, so I won. That's nice.
Ayyy I'm getting stronger and being gifted with a nice cup, I'll take it!

Interesting since I was researching about some strong guys in the world and I read two prominent lifters who first started out training in the YMCA.

Doug Hepburn: He is known as the first man to bench press 400, 450, 500, and 550 pounds (raw, meaning without a bench shirt/suit). He began lifting weights as a high school teenager at the Vancouver YMCA. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doug_Hepb ... 20lifting.

Bill Kazmaier: Is widely considered to be one of the all-time greatest competitors in strength competitions, and as a star athlete in high school, Kazmaier played football for two years at the University of Wisconsin–Madison before dropping out in 1974 to concentrate on lifting weights at the Madison YMCA.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bill_Kazm ... on%20YMCA.

This reminds me of a video that I was listening to from Chris:

If you want to be successful (financially) but in anything in life:
1. (27:51) // Listen to your instincts, your gut, your BALLS
2. (31:45) // Go down the rabbit hole, ALL THE WAY. You have to go to the bottom of the pit to find information and not just in theory but...
3. (33:33) // LIVE IN REALITY aka TAKE ACTION. The real findings about knowledge don't happen in a textbook, behind a screen, reading theory, but the real knowledge comes from experience. Who offers better business advice, the professor teaching business at a spectacular business school, or the business owner making spectacular revenue + profits?
4. (35:33) // You're going to have to make big decisions, and the way to do that is to develop balls aka killer instinct. This isn't just in dating, but in real life as well, social freedom, but freedom to do what you want so you can...
FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCTS.

I honestly don't know where I'm headed in life, but I'm happy that I'm the strongest guy in the gym at the moment right now (at the YMCA). My life is a mess, no friends, poor relationship with family, basement dweller (literally) no classes the past 9 months, unemployed, depression (getting better but still there), anxiety (getting better but still there) no girls, still obese. But knowing that I'm a 'fuckup' who can bench 235 for 3 sets of 5 and overhead press 155 for 3 sets of 5, I'll take it. At least I can look forward to that. :)
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On Wednesday (11/22)
During my lifts, I started talking to this guy at the gym, tall dude and seems in good shape, 'swimmer' physique. He told me that he's from Colorado, and from the same town that south park is based in, which is BASED AF LOL.

I was programmed to hit 240 lbs for 3 sets of 5 for bench. I had no confidence to hit all 3 sets since all sessions past 2 plates have been taking me literally 2 bench sessions to hit all 3 sets of 5 to progress 5 lbs. However, this session I hit 240 for 3 sets of 5. So next session I am prescribed to hit 245 lbs for 3 sets of 5! This progress is fucking crazy man. Getting them morphological (muscle) gains and neurological (technique and motor pattern) gains!
Bad news: been missing my lower body sessions since I have really bad ankle pain. I'm getting sharp pain at my ankle on my left foot. I probably can bench more on my working sets than squats lmaooooo but I remember my max was 3 plates for 3 sets of 5 on squats with 240 lbs for 3 sets of 5 on bench so I'm not worried. Just gonna research on how to make an ankle brace with a sock and I'll have one made tonight.

Get it guys!
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Wed Nov 29, 2023 2:15 pm

Feeling down bro.

I am so unathletic, I WOKE UP WITH A SPRAINED ANKLE (days ago). HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN?

I have sprained both of my ankles years ago (in separate events) but I woke up with a sprained ankle. However I have been walking a lot still 5ish miles on almost all the days it's been sprained but I tied my compression shirt quite tightly on my ankle right now. It feels snug.

My apartment looks like shit, I look like shit, haven't trained in 5 days so I want to lift, but fuck man.

Found some interesting stuff, for every increase of 100ng/dl of testosterone in the natural limit, you gain ~1 lb of lean body mass (mostly muscle I'd imagine).
https://weightology.net/the-members-are ... siderably.

Going to clean my apartment today so I can be proud when my mom comes over tomorrow. Well off to bed (at 6 am fml).
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Mon Dec 11, 2023 12:58 pm

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Mon Dec 25, 2023 10:28 pm

A lot has been going on as I've been inactive. I've injured my ankle but it seems to be good now. I also had a really bad cold, potentially a flu but that has recovered. Haven't gone to the gym this month at all, but have done A LOT of walking. Closing out my tabs mental masturbation going on, but achieving some things.

Below are just some interesting things that I've found while closing out my tabs, they're just for me, theorizing so yeah:

Huge Paper about incels:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9780135/
Incels to tend to lift weights, so thats nice.

Going from Obesity to healthy bmi is less than 1 in a 100 for males. Once it's morbidly obese (where I started) it's 1 in ~1500 chances.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4539812/
https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamane ... le/2807963

The average BF% of a pig is 16%. That is equivalent to the top 5% of men's BF% in USA. Meaning the average pig is almost in the top 1% of body fat percentage for men in america (it's 14.5% in USA).
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/8923180/
https://www.nature.com/ijo/articles
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People think fat people smell, god I gotta lose more weight man, fuck.
https://www.medicaldaily.com/sense-smel ... ers-326466
https://www.nature.com/articles/ijo201514
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College basketball players, like Lebron's son average 8 hours of screen time:
https://www.sportskeeda.com/basketball/ ... cial-media
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Really wish I had this guys level of determination and drive:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auC8ojlBwlg
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It's not big hands, big feet, height that correlates to big pp, but... the bigger the nose, the bigger the pp.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33535970/
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/37305632/
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Couple of cold approach stuff that I like
https://theredquest.substack.com/p/cold ... and-dating
https://medium.com/nuggets-of-thought/n ... n%E2%80%A6
https://theredquest.wordpress.com/2021/ ... t-average/
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1/3 of gym users in Saudi Arabia used Steroids. This is compared to 8% in UK back in 2006
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl ... 4557/#ref5
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl ... ectively).
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Women respond to broad shoulders far more powerfully than men respond to breasts, making suits the more powerful of the two. Do you know that lustful feeling well-cloven cleavage can instil in you? Well, broad shoulders give women that same feeling, except stronger
https://looksmax.org/threads/the-devast ... fe.221490/
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Free Time:
Two to five hours of free time in a day is ideal for boosted happiness.
https://www.cnbc.com/2022/09/08/too-muc ... a-day.html
https://www.apa.org/news/press/releases ... -free-time
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Mon Dec 25, 2023 10:29 pm

Will update more, currently going back to my parents for christmas. don't celebrate it but nice to meet my family.
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Mon Feb 05, 2024 10:18 pm

Friday (02/02)

As I was walking the same route that I do, I cold approached a girl. This is the third girl I've cold approached and they all happened at the same location. At the same bus stop on the same street.
I was fumbling over my words and I told her "Hey you're cute and I was wondering if you'd like to get some coffee with me sometime". She rejected me and so far I'm 0/3 on the cold approach. The rejections are easy, the buildup is just a fucking bitch man.

Ironically, I cold approached when I was listening to this https://youtu.be/Gxmq9rWggqw?si=4Ds3jePdb-6yQ8Lk&t=5438 in the 3 hour podcast, I happened to stumble at the timestamp where William Costello talked about how scary romantic rejection is. It felt like the stars aligned and I couldn't let this approach go by as I was listening, but I just committed to it. Ironic, very ironic. Happy that I approached since 0/3 is better than 0/0.

https://rumble.com/v1jrzn1-how-to-accom ... -year.html
At 17:40 Avery and Kevin talk about how you don't need a lot of subs to have a business. Getting 50-100k viewers is more than enough to make a living off this. I watch a lot of Andy's content and man it makes sense. Even Chris (GLL) talked about how you only need a couple thousand loyal followers to make a living off the internet.

My mom has 25 years on me and this news report broke my heart: https://www.wsfa.com/2023/10/19/homeles ... han-store/
80 year old mom and 55 year old son who were homeless, hung themselves with phone cords behind a store. The date it happened is literally sandwiched between my mother and my birthday, what the fuck The way my life is currently going is like a foreshadow to this. I have thought about harming myself but I never want my mom to harm herself or anybody to harm her. That would fucking kill me. I'm fucking tearing up just thinking about this and I hope the mom and son are in a better place. I can't let her down.
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Tue Feb 06, 2024 1:08 am

Good to see you back
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Wed Feb 07, 2024 3:27 am

Good job on the approach :arrow_up: :arrow_up:
dating

resolve job/income

Be an Army Officer

50 lays. 1/50

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Sat Feb 10, 2024 10:21 pm

Zug wrote:
Tue Feb 06, 2024 1:08 am
Good to see you back
Thank you brother, and it's amazing seeing your progress. Lived the player lifestyle and with the skills and experiences, you have a suitable candidate for a wife and future mother.
bonzo34 wrote:
Wed Feb 07, 2024 3:27 am
Good job on the approach :arrow_up: :arrow_up:
Thanks brother. You're a good looking guy, you should start approaching (if you haven't already).

Some stuff that I've been working on.
I have successfully done NoPORN for 3 weeks. This is the longest I've gone without porn since I first watched, at the age of 12 I believe.
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I learned it from this video:

Basically NoFap is a meme, it came from a 4chan board (as well as semen retention). NoFap is not the best answer since sexual pleasure is a natural pleasure to the human experience. NoPorn is the better alternative:
1:23:36 I do it because I'm bored as hell. Goddamn, you got me NH. You fucking got me. It's like looking at social media, you get bored so you go to the phone. Thanks for that revelation!
1:25:30 YOU GOT IT BOSS. DO SOMETHING WHEN YOU'RE GETTING HORNY. This is an opportunity to 'get something done'.
2:30:49 Great statement, and I agree. NoPorn is the answer.
I was successful on the first week of abstaining porn, relapsed at the end of the first week. Relapsed again 4 days later and now I have gone 3 weeks without watching porn. I still masturbate but it's to my imagination. As a virgin (and more) I don't have any experiences with women so I just play back some sexual fantasies I have in my mind which are pretty tame. I never really got into extreme forms of porn, I just stuck to the amateur section. Who knew that wanting intimacy would make you stick to the amateur couples section than watching grandma midget bbw tranny porn lol.

Also someone took my shoes and sandals from my apartment. Weird but I did help the landlord check the footage.

Although I have been a terrible son. I'm not sure if I want to talk about it as of now, but my mom is going to meet me in a couple of hours and then I'll see where things go from there. I've been hiding a lot of stuff and I have a plan by the end of the year to basically 'quit' if you know what I mean. Currently listening to GLL videos https://rumble.com/c/c-1621942 with this in the background as well.
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Tue Feb 13, 2024 1:23 pm

Just went out for a 2 hour walk, going to heat up some rice + butter chicken, shower and then going to bed.

Was listening to Ravi and Scotty's podcast with Alex (PWF) during my walk:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okjczbhsvck

I also watched another vid and took notes and definitely can agree with a lot of guys in their anger phase of the manosphere/RP. I interestingly never got into that phase, but thats probably because I fall more on the sad/depressive emotions than anger emotions.

Here is the vid:


Goodnight guys.
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Wed Feb 14, 2024 7:52 pm

In less than 24 hours, I'll be coming up on 4 weeks of NoPorn. This is the longest I've gone without porn since I was an adolescent and that's cool. I had an article up on my tabs about 'the brain on porn' for months and I finally read the it.
https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/tools-f ... tart-here/
https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/dopamin ... na-lembke/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zc0kl01fob4

Watched this video from Alex (PWF) about 3 different case reports for guys who became successful on the dating apps:

One is a literal chad, who lost his virginity at 24. One is an fellow Filipino Chad who also lost his virginity using the PWF product and the last is an Indian Chad (Ravi).
1:18:03 - to the end of the livestream talks about how it is possible to be successful w/o race. I never was insecure about my race, but ymmv.
"If One guy can do it who is in a similar position as you then you can do it as well" - Alex
48:25 Yeah having a community to keep you accountable is definitely important to success. Also it's rare for Alex to have empathy for blackpillers lol.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2yvfOx ... _A&index=1
I actually commented some notes and told KRW on his second channel that I watched this 2.5 hour livestream to understand Nietzsche.

Tackling more stuff down.
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