Sat Jul 16, 2022 7:27 am
Hi there! I posted on this forum a little bit under another username. However, I realized recently that I’m trans, so I obviously need a new profile to reflect my new name and new life.
I’ve been a huge KYIL fan for a little over 6 months and made changes in my life that led to more dating success than I had before…but I was still a 4/10 at best. And it makes sense — if you try to be a gender you’re not, odds are you won’t be very good at it.
I have a few goals that most of you can relate to, and some that might be different since I’m a woman, and a very fucking girly one at that.
Goal 1: So obviously I need to lose fat, I was big before and I’m big now. I likely need to lose less since we’re going for hips and tits instead of abs but we’re still looking at about 50lbs.
Goal 2: Transitioning. I didn’t fuck around when I realized I’m a woman. I had clothes, a wig, and hormones within a week and an active Tinder on week 2. But this goal is my transition, so let’s make a doable list:
- Makeup skills! Most women my age have 10-15 years of makeup experience on me. I need to close that gap.
- Fashion! I felt like I was getting comfortable with dude fashion when my egg broke, but girl fashion is next level, y’all. I want to stop relying on my new girl friends all the time and dress myself properly.
- Friends! One of the biggest gripes in my life is that something was missing in my male friendships. They weren’t intimate! And there was like zero physical touch. Even worse, women would be my friend but treat my differently and still at somewhat of a distance. Now that I’ve come out, I can have the deep, loving and supportive friendships I’ve always longed for.
- Be a Bimbo Bitch! I’ve got 2 kids, a tech job, and so many years of struggling to be the dominant man who leads. That was never me. So now I want a break lol. This goal is to date a very dominant man or woman and let them make all the decisions for me so I can look cute and be a dumb bitch without beating myself up for it.
Goal 3: BDSM
So obviously if you read this far you can probably guess I’m a hardcore sub. But I got thrown into the dominant role most of the time. I’ve had one true sub experience and it was the best sex of my life. So this goal is to find somebody to top the shit out of me. Tie me up, edge me for hours, overload my senses until I can’t even breathe consistently, beat the shit out of me, do some CNC. Doesn’t matter too much but I want to be made into a total mess of a human.
I think that’s it for now! I think “lose fat” and “have crazy sex” are genderless goals, so I’d love to get to know you guys and cheer each other on.
It feels so good to say it! I, Sarah, commit to working on my goals and taking myself seriously.
Starting today, I’m making myself into the woman I always was, but never met.
<3
Sarah