Spider’s Progress Log 🕷 DAY 366: Continuation Log Link ⛓️
- 1v1mekid
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Wow. Glad you're still here to post this.Spider Jerusalem wrote: ↑Sun Jan 23, 2022 7:53 pmDay 104: 23/01/2022
FUCK. ME.
I saw him coming and I had a split second to react and swerve the car left into the ONCOMING TRAFFIC who were doing 30 MPH and were thankfully able to stop their cars. I managed to avoid having a head on collision with this CUNT.
Spider 🕷
That was pretty quick thinking, 30MPH head on which would probably be more like 15-20 as both of you slam your breaks is survivable over getting hit by that dipshit.
2022 Goals:
1 new lay by dec-31 ✔️
$90k/year by dec-31✔️
move out ✔️
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1 new lay by dec-31 ✔️
$90k/year by dec-31✔️
move out ✔️
lose 15lbs ✔️
- Colossus
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You've made good inroads by sharing with the forum but you need to do more. This post is for you in case you needed to hear it but is aimed more at guys who won't have had anything like this happen to them.
I'm sure you know from your training the effects of compounding trauma. You need to discuss this with friends/family/someone you trust at length including your feelings around it and just how bad it was. Spare no details. A problem shared is a problem halved.
Make your brother do this but he will need to do it more. It might be hard to encourage him to but its a necessity. The things you've seen will have hardened you to it somewhat. He won't have that luxury.
Refusing to take it on will likely result in PTSD ranging in severity, and any future traumatic events registering with 10x severity. One experience like this can fuck someone for life.
I'm sure you know from your training the effects of compounding trauma. You need to discuss this with friends/family/someone you trust at length including your feelings around it and just how bad it was. Spare no details. A problem shared is a problem halved.
Make your brother do this but he will need to do it more. It might be hard to encourage him to but its a necessity. The things you've seen will have hardened you to it somewhat. He won't have that luxury.
Refusing to take it on will likely result in PTSD ranging in severity, and any future traumatic events registering with 10x severity. One experience like this can fuck someone for life.
- Vice
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Glad you're okay. I've had a few close calls flying for the military; do whatever you need to do in order to calm down. My personal thing was the steam room/sauna. I suggest avoiding substances. Really makes you grateful for life.
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- Brother_Tucker
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Glad to hear you made it out unharmed, take some time to process what happened as that kind of thing will be with you for life.
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@MakingAComebackMakingAComeback wrote: ↑Sun Jan 23, 2022 8:05 pmFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
SPIDER
Cannot believe this man
Thank FUCK you are ok
MAC
Thanks MAC - I Thought I was a goner. Scared the Fuck outta me for real
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- Spider Jerusalem
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@KillYourInnerLoser
Thank you Andy
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- Spider Jerusalem
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- Spider Jerusalem
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@1v1mekid1v1mekid wrote: ↑Sun Jan 23, 2022 11:37 pmWow. Glad you're still here to post this.Spider Jerusalem wrote: ↑Sun Jan 23, 2022 7:53 pmDay 104: 23/01/2022
FUCK. ME.
I saw him coming and I had a split second to react and swerve the car left into the ONCOMING TRAFFIC who were doing 30 MPH and were thankfully able to stop their cars. I managed to avoid having a head on collision with this CUNT.
Spider 🕷
That was pretty quick thinking, 30MPH head on which would probably be more like 15-20 as both of you slam your breaks is survivable over getting hit by that dipshit.
Dude it was Fucking insane. I think the adrenaline just took over and I punched it and managed to get outta the way. We were like a nut hair away from getting wiped out
20 miles an hour up the ass sounded a hell of a lot better than 100 in the face
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@ColossusColossus wrote: ↑Mon Jan 24, 2022 1:14 amYou've made good inroads by sharing with the forum but you need to do more. This post is for you in case you needed to hear it but is aimed more at guys who won't have had anything like this happen to them.
I'm sure you know from your training the effects of compounding trauma. You need to discuss this with friends/family/someone you trust at length including your feelings around it and just how bad it was. Spare no details. A problem shared is a problem halved.
Make your brother do this but he will need to do it more. It might be hard to encourage him to but its a necessity. The things you've seen will have hardened you to it somewhat. He won't have that luxury.
Refusing to take it on will likely result in PTSD ranging in severity, and any future traumatic events registering with 10x severity. One experience like this can fuck someone for life.
Thanks for this man - I think I’m gonna go back to therapy and I’ll definitely discuss this.
I worry that something like this will tip me over the Fucking edge. Been carrying’ a lotta weight around over the years and I think I’m close to breaking point.
Thanks for helping me realise I need to get on this ASAP
Appreciate the support massively
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@Vice
Thanks man - had a few myself when I was a cop. Definitely be taking yours and @Colossus advice on this one
My coffee was the best tasting coffee I’ve ever had this morning so I’m definitely appreciative
Thanks for the support
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- Spider Jerusalem
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@Brother_TuckerBrother_Tucker wrote: ↑Mon Jan 24, 2022 9:04 amGlad to hear you made it out unharmed, take some time to process what happened as that kind of thing will be with you for life.
Thank you my man - appreciate the continued support
I’ve been reflecting on this today and trying to comprehend it. Fucking lucky to be alive
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- Spider Jerusalem
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Day 105: 24/01/2022
Reflections on My Near-Death Experience and Yesterday's News Today 🗞
Want to start off this post by saying a massive thank you to everyone who posted on my log with messages of support after I almost got killed last night in a near-miss with some dipshit getting chased by the Cops who was doing 100 MPH
last night was Fucking Insane. I've had some pretty close calls in my time, people pulling knives on me, getting shot at on the job etc. but last night was probably one of the closest I gotta say
Things could have gone a lot worse.
I'm really grateful to be alive.
It's made me realise even more that I need to make the most of my time whilst I'm here
I want the elite sex life. I want the top-tier girls. My own place. The crazy experiences. The power and control over my own life
Thought about this a lot during my morning Coffee and Contemplation
I genuinely believe that what happened yesterday will change my life
I didn't post my update yesterday because of Dipshit, so here's yesterday's news today
Yesterday's Update:
- Woke up at 04:10 Hrs
- Had Coffee and Contemplation at my Battle Station
- Did 16 Push ups and Sit ups in addition to my back exercises
Podcast Rundown:
- Listened to Episode 161 of Andy's Podcast - Day 161: Getting Over Your Anger Phase, Religion Serves a Purpose, and Why Men & Women are Great
I've had my anger phase with women which you can see from my earlier log posts. This is something I've actively researched in the past as I have seen it be referred to as 'Red Pill Rage'. I now realise yeah some women are not good people, but I now believe most are. It's just knowing when to look out for the red flags and to cut things off pre-emptively when yous see them. I was raised Catholic, but turned away from the religion due to the priest sex abuse scandals, the coverups and the corruption within the Church. I do see that religion does have it's merits and some religious folk I've met have been decent people, but it's just not something I personally can forgive as it doesn't sit right with me. Oh yeah, and men and women can be great, but a lot of the time I feel they have to choose to be and work towards it. World would be a better place if this was the case more often.
- Listened to Episode 162 of Andy's Podcast - Day 162: Always be Working on Something if You Don’t want to Become Depressed
I've been there and this is literally the only course of action that has ever worked and gotten me out of the dark hole of depression. Posting on this log has really helped which is a form of working on something (My 365-Day Project). I'll be keeping this episode in mind for the future.
- Listened to Episode 163 of Andy's Podcast - Day 163: Do an Annual Reflection & Give Yourself Some Damn Credit!
Did this recently on my log for the New Year and when I listed what I'd done, I actually did quite a lot in 2021. Always thought 2021 was a crap year because of COVID where I hardly did anything, but writing out my achievements proved this wasn't the case. A good exercise I'll definitely be doing in 2023.
- Listened to Episode 164 of Andy's Podcast - Day 164: Lying is Easier in the Moment, but Harder in the Longterm
I'm always honest with girls now as it just causes shit in the long-term. I'm upfront about what I want and honest about how I feel. Why would you want the hassle otherwise?
- Cleaned my room (last minute decision)
That’s it for Today’s update
Photos posted for accountability purposes
Thanks for reading
Spider 🕷
Reflections on My Near-Death Experience and Yesterday's News Today 🗞
Want to start off this post by saying a massive thank you to everyone who posted on my log with messages of support after I almost got killed last night in a near-miss with some dipshit getting chased by the Cops who was doing 100 MPH
last night was Fucking Insane. I've had some pretty close calls in my time, people pulling knives on me, getting shot at on the job etc. but last night was probably one of the closest I gotta say
Things could have gone a lot worse.
I'm really grateful to be alive.
It's made me realise even more that I need to make the most of my time whilst I'm here
I want the elite sex life. I want the top-tier girls. My own place. The crazy experiences. The power and control over my own life
Thought about this a lot during my morning Coffee and Contemplation
I genuinely believe that what happened yesterday will change my life
I didn't post my update yesterday because of Dipshit, so here's yesterday's news today
Yesterday's Update:
- Woke up at 04:10 Hrs
- Had Coffee and Contemplation at my Battle Station
- Did 16 Push ups and Sit ups in addition to my back exercises
Podcast Rundown:
- Listened to Episode 161 of Andy's Podcast - Day 161: Getting Over Your Anger Phase, Religion Serves a Purpose, and Why Men & Women are Great
I've had my anger phase with women which you can see from my earlier log posts. This is something I've actively researched in the past as I have seen it be referred to as 'Red Pill Rage'. I now realise yeah some women are not good people, but I now believe most are. It's just knowing when to look out for the red flags and to cut things off pre-emptively when yous see them. I was raised Catholic, but turned away from the religion due to the priest sex abuse scandals, the coverups and the corruption within the Church. I do see that religion does have it's merits and some religious folk I've met have been decent people, but it's just not something I personally can forgive as it doesn't sit right with me. Oh yeah, and men and women can be great, but a lot of the time I feel they have to choose to be and work towards it. World would be a better place if this was the case more often.
- Listened to Episode 162 of Andy's Podcast - Day 162: Always be Working on Something if You Don’t want to Become Depressed
I've been there and this is literally the only course of action that has ever worked and gotten me out of the dark hole of depression. Posting on this log has really helped which is a form of working on something (My 365-Day Project). I'll be keeping this episode in mind for the future.
- Listened to Episode 163 of Andy's Podcast - Day 163: Do an Annual Reflection & Give Yourself Some Damn Credit!
Did this recently on my log for the New Year and when I listed what I'd done, I actually did quite a lot in 2021. Always thought 2021 was a crap year because of COVID where I hardly did anything, but writing out my achievements proved this wasn't the case. A good exercise I'll definitely be doing in 2023.
- Listened to Episode 164 of Andy's Podcast - Day 164: Lying is Easier in the Moment, but Harder in the Longterm
I'm always honest with girls now as it just causes shit in the long-term. I'm upfront about what I want and honest about how I feel. Why would you want the hassle otherwise?
- Cleaned my room (last minute decision)
That’s it for Today’s update
Photos posted for accountability purposes
Thanks for reading
Spider 🕷
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