Hello Brothers
This past week, I was busy learning new things, like improving my art and trying to make a video game, it was more complicated than I had anticipated, but I guess it's a good thing because my mind is occupied with a lot of troubles right now like, my FWB not being available or possibly ghosting me (I hope not
), my sisters having health-related issues and the fear of disappointing my family.
I should not be making excuses, I'm sorry.
Goal-oriented activities:
Losing 5kg
-Better jump rope skills
-Ring dips + 5 reps
-Average rice intake - 2 cups
-Current weight: 78.6 kg
Things to work on:
-Getting enough sleep
-Reducing stress
-Make exercise fun again
5 lays without paying
-Learning new things to make myself interesting: 3d art and making a video game
I have been posting my art here:
https://www.deviantart.com/cannonfodder ... -927356024
-Losing weight
-Stop looking at escort sites
-Stop watching porn: 2 days streak at the moment
Things to work on:
-Not being upset at my FWB
-Go out after everything is alright at the house again
-Consider doing Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu instead
-Learn to cold approach more efficiently
-Not using underwear while in the house to bring back sensitivity to my genitals
A bit of a side note here, I'm really sad that I can't get a reply from my FWB, I really thought that after having intense sex with another person they would have some kind of "bond" with each other, I'm not expecting some form of a relationship but maybe a kind of friendship that I never had or just something, I thought after having sex with a person I would never feel alone again. I'm kinda questioning my mindset in trying to get laid, now that I'm writing this I feel like I'm wrong with a lot of things.
I want to finish my goals, but I feel like I have just hit a brick wall