Crimson’s Progress Log
- Crimson
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- Location: Germany
•Teased a girl= 20kp
•Made some girls smile= 20 kp
•Claps (don’t remember what I did unfortunately)= 50 kp
•Joke/teased a girl (This was funny: She’s a classmate and she said that I looked like I was on drugs (because I didn’t get enough sleep), I said:“I’m just gonna be quiet and not say anything about the way YOU look“. This made her smile and another girl laugh)= 40 kp
•Joked to another girl= 20 kp
•Did group work with another girl (had a fun and good time together)= 100 kp
•Wrote a poem= 20 kp
•Spiritual experience (the one above this post)= 100 kp (Maybe I’m just delusional, I don’t know.)
•Read the Bible (for the first time in months, proverbs to be specific)= 20 kp
•Went out to talk to girls= 50 kp
•Hard Focus during exam= 30 kp
•Prayed (as in had a conversation with god)= 30
50.840 kp – 500 kp= 50.340 kp
New total karmic debt: 50.340 kp
Note: It’s important that I write each positive action down immediately, otherwise I’m going to forget. There’s a bunch of stuff that I did that I don’t know anymore, so I can’t write it down.
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•Made some girls smile= 20 kp
•Claps (don’t remember what I did unfortunately)= 50 kp
•Joke/teased a girl (This was funny: She’s a classmate and she said that I looked like I was on drugs (because I didn’t get enough sleep), I said:“I’m just gonna be quiet and not say anything about the way YOU look“. This made her smile and another girl laugh)= 40 kp
•Joked to another girl= 20 kp
•Did group work with another girl (had a fun and good time together)= 100 kp
•Wrote a poem= 20 kp
•Spiritual experience (the one above this post)= 100 kp (Maybe I’m just delusional, I don’t know.)
•Read the Bible (for the first time in months, proverbs to be specific)= 20 kp
•Went out to talk to girls= 50 kp
•Hard Focus during exam= 30 kp
•Prayed (as in had a conversation with god)= 30
50.840 kp – 500 kp= 50.340 kp
New total karmic debt: 50.340 kp
Note: It’s important that I write each positive action down immediately, otherwise I’m going to forget. There’s a bunch of stuff that I did that I don’t know anymore, so I can’t write it down.
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Hey crimson, you have a really captivating way of writing. I'm rooting for you
- Crimson
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Thank you very much, I love to write stories, poetry and songs. Rooting for you as well, get that coaching call with Andy, it helped me a lot.sundleboro wrote: ↑Sun Nov 27, 2022 5:24 amHey crimson, you have a really captivating way of writing. I'm rooting for you
- Crimson
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Posted this in my mental-health log already:
Had a rest day today. Andy advocates for that, having one day of the week where you just chill out. Mine will be Sunday (God rested on the 7th day as well, so I’d like to do the same thing). There’s a difference between „chilling out“ and being unproductive though, which is what I did (as in just laying on the couch watching YouTube).
Had a rest day today. Andy advocates for that, having one day of the week where you just chill out. Mine will be Sunday (God rested on the 7th day as well, so I’d like to do the same thing). There’s a difference between „chilling out“ and being unproductive though, which is what I did (as in just laying on the couch watching YouTube).
- Crimson
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This girl just texted me out of nowhere, lol. As you can see we were supposed to go on a date months ago, but she ended up flaking. She was actually my first flake ever.Crimson wrote: ↑Tue Aug 16, 2022 9:29 pmQuick update:
Lined up a date with a girl from Tantan (dating app) for Friday. First ever date from online, cute black girl.
Shitty logistics though, I’ll have to go there by train (it takes 1h 30 min) and she doesn’t even have her own apartment (she lives with her aunty). It is what it is though, as newbie, all experience is good experience. I need to do everything in my power to get laid.
I told her to hit me up when she’s free but she never did, so I deleted her number and forgot about her. When she hit me up I actually didn’t recognize her profile pic until she told me who she was.
I still gotta travel to her city because she doesn’t have a ticket and doesn’t have her residence yet. It’s 1h and 30 min., but I’m not really in the position to reject any date experience, so I’ll obviously go.
Date scheduled for Saturday.
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- Crimson
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Will write what I did today and update the karmic debt counter tomorrow, since I’m quite tired right now. This is just a filler post.
- Crimson
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Exactly, that’s the best thing to do for her and me. We both have a good time and I get some karma points as well.KillYourInnerLoser wrote: ↑Tue Nov 29, 2022 4:32 amGo on the date and just focus having a good time, enjoying the experience, and use it as a good opportunity to build up some karma. Every time you're kind to her = 20 karma points. Every time you come out of your shell and share something personal = 10 karma points. etc etc
- Crimson
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- Location: Germany
This is the kp I accumulated over the last couple of days. Again, I forgot a bunch of stuff but it’s fine. I’ve started to type out everything on my phone since I always have it with me.
•Telling someone “bless you” after sneezing (3X)= 15 kp
•Jokes I’ve told (7X)= 150 kp
•Raising my hand in class (3X)= 30 kp
•Short conversation with cute classmate= 10 kp
•Waved at friend= 5 kp
•Went to gym (2X)= 100 kp
•Said hello to the babies of relatives= 10 kp
•Family time (watching World Cup)= 30 kp
•Fun conversation with teammate= 30 kp
•Made appointment with school counselor= 20 kp
•Forum interactions= 40 kp
50.340 kp-440 kp= 49.900 kp
New total karmic debt: 49.900 kp
Note: Germany is officially out of the World Cup, which is quite disappointing and Cameroons chances are not looking good either.
•Telling someone “bless you” after sneezing (3X)= 15 kp
•Jokes I’ve told (7X)= 150 kp
•Raising my hand in class (3X)= 30 kp
•Short conversation with cute classmate= 10 kp
•Waved at friend= 5 kp
•Went to gym (2X)= 100 kp
•Said hello to the babies of relatives= 10 kp
•Family time (watching World Cup)= 30 kp
•Fun conversation with teammate= 30 kp
•Made appointment with school counselor= 20 kp
•Forum interactions= 40 kp
50.340 kp-440 kp= 49.900 kp
New total karmic debt: 49.900 kp
Note: Germany is officially out of the World Cup, which is quite disappointing and Cameroons chances are not looking good either.
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- Crimson
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Just got approached by two girls in my school that said their friend liked me. I had to politely decline. She was cute but chubby and since Lovoo Girl I kind of have a trauma around girls with belly rolls, lol (or I guess disgust would be more fitting). Im also kinda opposed to Date new girls in my school because it’s already two now lol (First Date Girl and CA Girl, but let’s be real I would said yes if she was slim).
I knew that she was into me because she always smiled at me and made it pretty clear. Grateful for the validation, but no.
This is something to reflect on, though. This is the 2nd time I got approached by a girl in my school who was interested in me. They were both chubby, but I guess it’s validating nonetheless.
Note: I feel kinda bad for rejecting her, but I have to give myself praise for being upfront and honest about my disinterest in her.
Note 2: Like I said First Date Girl and CA Girl go to my school as well, it’s tough to run into a girl everyday that had my dick in her mouth. I do think about First Date girl quite a lot.
I knew that she was into me because she always smiled at me and made it pretty clear. Grateful for the validation, but no.
This is something to reflect on, though. This is the 2nd time I got approached by a girl in my school who was interested in me. They were both chubby, but I guess it’s validating nonetheless.
Note: I feel kinda bad for rejecting her, but I have to give myself praise for being upfront and honest about my disinterest in her.
Note 2: Like I said First Date Girl and CA Girl go to my school as well, it’s tough to run into a girl everyday that had my dick in her mouth. I do think about First Date girl quite a lot.
- Crimson
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The girl I was supposed to meet tomorrow flaked today, she said she’s sick (flu). There’s no point in not believing her, Andy said to look at things from a stoic perspective: Girl told Boy she’s sick. That’s all that happened.
She also made it really clear that she wants to meet me and also said that next week will be better because her period will be over. We’ll reschedule it to someday next week.
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She also made it really clear that she wants to meet me and also said that next week will be better because her period will be over. We’ll reschedule it to someday next week.
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- Crimson
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•Went to the gym again today. I’ve been going regularly for two weeks now and I feel a lot better. Great outlet for negative emotions.
(“I’m so mad that I don’t have girls to have sex with right now!”—>go to gym—> release the anger and improve your looks at the same time—> 2 Wins!)
Apart from that, a quite lazy day, I don’t think I did anything else.
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(“I’m so mad that I don’t have girls to have sex with right now!”—>go to gym—> release the anger and improve your looks at the same time—> 2 Wins!)
Apart from that, a quite lazy day, I don’t think I did anything else.
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- Crimson
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Volleyball game= 50 kp
Asked classmate for advice= 20 kp
Focused pretty hard during two exams= 50 kp
Went to gym= 30 kp
Told my mum the truth about a lie I told her= 100 kp
Showed empathy towards Basketball Girl (update coming once we meet up again)= 50 kp
Kept it real about my disinterest in that girl from my school= 45 kp
Made classmate smile= 5 kp
Cut my own hair + grooming= 50 kp
49.900 kp - 400 kp= 49.500 kp
New karmic debt: 49.500 kp
Asked classmate for advice= 20 kp
Focused pretty hard during two exams= 50 kp
Went to gym= 30 kp
Told my mum the truth about a lie I told her= 100 kp
Showed empathy towards Basketball Girl (update coming once we meet up again)= 50 kp
Kept it real about my disinterest in that girl from my school= 45 kp
Made classmate smile= 5 kp
Cut my own hair + grooming= 50 kp
49.900 kp - 400 kp= 49.500 kp
New karmic debt: 49.500 kp
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- Crimson
- Posts: 698 | Thanks: 702
- Joined: Fri Apr 02, 2021 3:12 pm
- Name: Brandon
- Goal: Move out
- Age: 21
- Motto: TAKE ACTION
- Location: Germany
Great effort at basketball practice= 50 kp
Great conversation with old friend= 50 kp
Finally send out my job application= 50 kp
49.500 kp - 150 kp= 49.350 kp
New karmic debt: 49.350 kp
Note: Finally starting to drive tomorrow! As in practicing for my practical drivers license exam at my drivers school. It’s been a long time coming, I’m feeling quite excited but also scared haha
Crimson
Great conversation with old friend= 50 kp
Finally send out my job application= 50 kp
49.500 kp - 150 kp= 49.350 kp
New karmic debt: 49.350 kp
Note: Finally starting to drive tomorrow! As in practicing for my practical drivers license exam at my drivers school. It’s been a long time coming, I’m feeling quite excited but also scared haha
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