I, Rex, commit to working on my goals and taking myself seriously.
Howdy! I'm 21 and living in Portland, OR (formerly Texas).
My main goals are to lose my virginity to someone I respect and fully support myself as a real estate agent.
I used to work in sales, then coding, and now I'm back to sales-- except I'm selling houses instead of digital media management this time. I needed to try a lot of different things to figure out what I like, but now that I know, I need to hustle and stay in my lane to generate some $$$. I tend to fall into believing that "the grass is always greener on the other side" and "shiny object syndrome" [AKA how can I avoid work and make easy money].
I AM going to put in the 10,000 hours it takes to become an expert.
I've always been a confident guy-- I've got my basic shit taken care of. And I've never had issues talking with women and hugging, touching on the shoulder etc. I didn't make getting laid a priority because, coming from a Christian background (left the religion in 2017), I thought it wasn't that important. I've since changed my mind after reading this:
https://killyourinnerloser.com/getting- ... etter-man/. Although I'll never be a guy who targets one night stands, I've admitted to myself that I DO want pussy for the fun of it and so I can have a better longterm relationship further down the line.
I have kissed multiple girls, gone on ~10 dates, and was in a four-month relationship my senior year of high school and (three years ago), though we never made it past second base. I have never orgasmed or ejaculated (I need to figure that shit out). Porn fucks my mind up and falsely satisfies my urge to fuuccckkk-- so I'm on abstaining from porn to stoke my desire.
I'm honored to be a part of this community and look forward to DOING THE WORK.
P.S. can someone DM with how to flip my avatar pic? I've already tried a bunch of different things.